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Meshell "how we survive is what makes us who we are"

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APRIL 28, 2008 @ 01:39 PM

I haven't cried as much as I did this weekend since last year in Colombia. I think on Saturday I cried for 4 straight hours. Anyways, life is ever changing and I'm going to hope it's for the good. My boyfriend and I are going to live apart, after moving intogether after only 3 months of dating (even though we were friends for 8 years) it's not working. So we're going to try to make it work and date the way we should have before.

Last week I spent 2.5 hours in my bathroom doing a self shot set. Hopefully you will be able to view it soon. I don't have photoshop so I just used Picasa to adjust the lighting and colouring a bit. I know it's not the best quality but it was fun and I thought it would be neat to put it up and say that I did it all by myself! Here's a preview pic.
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On Saturday Pirate came with me to Subeez to eat some food with S_Eldorado while he was in town. Was nice to see him as always! And I think I saw Bettina at the Foundation last night... small world, it is Burlesque time in Van right now.

Going to Tiger Army tonight and I've never even heard one of their songs. Woop!
This made me cry on Valentine's day and it does every time I watch it. "Across the Universe" was an amazing movie, and I don't even like the Beatles.
Thanks for the clip EmoDave


Today I deleted facebook - I no longer have myspace as of last month so this is my only social networking tool for now. I need to just take a set back from the drama in Van and facebook is an evil thing.

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Dorsal

Dorsal

SUICIDEGIRL

Illinois, USA

APR 28, 2008 01:42 PM

i hope you start feeling better soon. Its like that old saying, you never really know someone til you actually live with them.
youve known each other for a very long time so hopefully things can work out smile

Acacia

Acacia

SUICIDEGIRL

Virginia, USA

APR 28, 2008 01:48 PM

Oh my gosh, you're going to see Tiger Army tonight! I am so jealous of you right now! They're one of my favorite bands! love

bhavok

bhavok

Royersford, PA
March 2006

APR 28, 2008 02:13 PM

Tiger army is awesome!! Your going to love them!!

I'm sorry to hear about your situation dear, that sucks.. I feel for you very much..

Can't wait to see your self shot set.. I'm sure its going to be amazing..

kiss xoxo

ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

APR 28, 2008 02:25 PM

frown Don't cry Meshell.
I'm sorry that happened to you, hope everything works out.
Self-shot set? I want to see it. Bet it looks better than you think! love
Take care ok sweetie kiss kiss

Moira

Moira

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

APR 28, 2008 03:49 PM

It seems to be a cursed time right now, you know I feel your pain. And even if there is nothing I could say to make it better I know that you will be strong and make it through this. xx

ifwinterends

ifwinterends

Vancouver, BC
June 2005

APR 28, 2008 04:18 PM

your facebook is indeed deleted. i have confirmed it.

Morfina

Morfina

HOPEFUL

Ecuador

APR 28, 2008 04:46 PM

self shoots are always fun and you learn a lot, you look sooo different with red hair
im not a fan of the beetles and i cried at across the universe
i like tiger army a lot, i envy you!

Saint

Saint

SUICIDEGIRL

Texas, USA

APR 28, 2008 05:58 PM

wooo the set looks cool I can't wait! I had a tear filled weekend too, boy issues too, WTF mate? Seriously. I am working through the issue of standards myself but it's a hard thing to figure out. I hope yours works out for the best, I hate to hear that you've been so sad.
You don't like the Beatles?!?! Does...not...compute....
Online networking devices ARE evil, minus SG biggrin

SoCal_Drew

SoCal_Drew

San Diego, CA
August 2006

APR 28, 2008 06:09 PM

kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
Have fun tonight and looking forward to your set biggrin Hot pic love

Glitch

Glitch

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

APR 28, 2008 10:54 PM

sorry to hear about your man troubles....hopefully it works out for the best for you!

Lelaina

Lelaina

SUICIDEGIRL

Australia

APR 29, 2008 10:09 PM

hugs about the boy frown im sure you've made the right decision, even though is was a tough one xx

Morfina

Morfina

HOPEFUL

Ecuador

APR 29, 2008 10:22 PM

thats awesome smile

Moira

Moira

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

APR 30, 2008 12:28 AM

I'm sad too, believe me frown And I didn't get to see your kitties! But I shall be trying to come back as soon as I can, I promise. I actually have some sort of secret plan already, harhar wink
xx

S_Eldorado

S_Eldorado

Australia
December 2004

APR 30, 2008 03:21 PM

You're so gorgeous!

So good to see you and Pirate the other night, thanks for coming!

I hope things work out with the boy. If not, you should probably just come to Australia to make yourself feel better wink

Bring Redmess while you're at it.

Miss you.

redmess

redmess

Vanuatu
August 2004

MAY 02, 2008 01:55 PM

oh baby, come cry/giggle with me. your make out services are needed for slumber parties, stat!

you've been on my mind soooooo much.
xoxo

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