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NOTICE: Emo post. Don't read if you're expecting my typical rambling of puppies and rainbows and super fun silly blog love. No really, if you're disappointed, I could give a fuck.
I'm so tired of these unknown faces.
I'm tired of being surrounded by these "really good acquaintances" rather than my close friends. The ones who know me best.
The ones who I can feel free to be me and they embrace it. The place where I feel home.
I'm having a bad case of home sickness for a place I'm not even from, but felt more like home to me than anywhere else.
It's been a year. I was distracted. But now that school is over, I wish so much to be back in Cincy with my best friends.
It's been heavy on my mind for a couple of months now, but in the last few days I've missed my closest friends more than ever.
I go out with people here, smile, have a good time (I guess) but all the while I steady think.... gee this would be so much better if *insert name here* was here.
I feel like such a girl right now.
I'm crying. I hate crying.
Perhaps there's something wrong with me. Somehow I'm unable to relate to new people and I'd rather be couped up in my house, hidden behind a computer screen since I'm nowhere close to those who know me best. Or perhaps it's just a case of me really REALLY missing my best friends. Things just aren't the same here. I miss you guys so much. I hope you know that.
Being a responsible adult really puts a damper on things, because if I could, I would pack my bags and move down there in a second. All I know is I'm really sad. And when I turn around looking for someone to laugh at the same things I laugh at or I wait for someone to finish my sentence, no one's there.
I don't know why I'm being all emo. I seriously hate Dr. Phil moments when everyone pulls out the tissues... but I guess it's been buliding up for some time now. *shrugs*
I got nothing else to say. Except you guys: Amber, Fathead, Micah, Hooper, and the whole lot of ya. I miss you guys so much. *sad face explosion* Seriously. I wanna be "home".
I'm so tired of these unknown faces.
I'm tired of being surrounded by these "really good acquaintances" rather than my close friends. The ones who know me best.
The ones who I can feel free to be me and they embrace it. The place where I feel home.
I'm having a bad case of home sickness for a place I'm not even from, but felt more like home to me than anywhere else.
It's been a year. I was distracted. But now that school is over, I wish so much to be back in Cincy with my best friends.
It's been heavy on my mind for a couple of months now, but in the last few days I've missed my closest friends more than ever.
I go out with people here, smile, have a good time (I guess) but all the while I steady think.... gee this would be so much better if *insert name here* was here.
I feel like such a girl right now.
I'm crying. I hate crying.
Perhaps there's something wrong with me. Somehow I'm unable to relate to new people and I'd rather be couped up in my house, hidden behind a computer screen since I'm nowhere close to those who know me best. Or perhaps it's just a case of me really REALLY missing my best friends. Things just aren't the same here. I miss you guys so much. I hope you know that.
Being a responsible adult really puts a damper on things, because if I could, I would pack my bags and move down there in a second. All I know is I'm really sad. And when I turn around looking for someone to laugh at the same things I laugh at or I wait for someone to finish my sentence, no one's there.
I don't know why I'm being all emo. I seriously hate Dr. Phil moments when everyone pulls out the tissues... but I guess it's been buliding up for some time now. *shrugs*
I got nothing else to say. Except you guys: Amber, Fathead, Micah, Hooper, and the whole lot of ya. I miss you guys so much. *sad face explosion* Seriously. I wanna be "home".
If you ever want to do anything call me, even just lunch or coffee or whatever. I miss you bunches and I wish I could help you feel less down <33
aldremech
Tucson, AZ
July 2006
SEP 30, 2007 10:44 AM
*hugs*
Everyone feels that way at some point. Sometimes I find myself missing someone badly, often at breathtakingly inconvenient times. It's never easy being away from people you care about. And sometimes you just gotta let it out. 
See if you can find the time to run down and visit them, or invite them to come see you and throw a "party for the sake of having a party" party. 
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