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10years ago to my grandma Olivia was diagnosed stomach cancer , she did an important surgery and she wins the fight!
Some night ago my family told me that her cancer is back, and that right now she can't do the chemo and she can't do an another surgery cuz she's too old (76), the only thing we can do is take her some pills for the pain and another pill that will slow the cancer growing and it cost 13.000 Reais for month..
Her cancer affected a little bit her lungs and other organs.
I really don't have so much to say... I don't know what to do, I was raised by her, she's the most important person in my life, she's the one that never judge me, that always loved me and helped me and right now it seems that I just have to wait to her death.
She currently don't know that she have the cancer, and maybe never will.
I don't want to go to any funeral, I just want to remember her smiling and cooking, and trying to be the best mom/grandma in the world.
The doctor says max. 5months and I need to comeback to Italy tomorrow for 3moths cuz I have to arrange some documents for live here in Brazil. I feel selfish...I feel useless.. I feel like this is the first time that I can't handle a situation. I just have hope. I hope that the doctors are wrong with the timing and that she stills alive when I will be back.
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- M
Some night ago my family told me that her cancer is back, and that right now she can't do the chemo and she can't do an another surgery cuz she's too old (76), the only thing we can do is take her some pills for the pain and another pill that will slow the cancer growing and it cost 13.000 Reais for month..
Her cancer affected a little bit her lungs and other organs.
I really don't have so much to say... I don't know what to do, I was raised by her, she's the most important person in my life, she's the one that never judge me, that always loved me and helped me and right now it seems that I just have to wait to her death.
She currently don't know that she have the cancer, and maybe never will.
I don't want to go to any funeral, I just want to remember her smiling and cooking, and trying to be the best mom/grandma in the world.
The doctor says max. 5months and I need to comeback to Italy tomorrow for 3moths cuz I have to arrange some documents for live here in Brazil. I feel selfish...I feel useless.. I feel like this is the first time that I can't handle a situation. I just have hope. I hope that the doctors are wrong with the timing and that she stills alive when I will be back.
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HELP me to go LIVE , remember to show me love on my New Set!
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NOV 01, 2012 05:33 AM
NOV 01, 2012 06:45 AM
I am so sorry to hear that...
Both of you will be in my thoughts & well wishes. Lots of love to you, & try to be positive for your Grandma's sake...
NOV 01, 2012 07:17 AM
NOV 01, 2012 10:17 AM
Que triste! A vida nos prega essas peças, temos que ser fortes nessas horas. Que tudo se resolva da melhor maneira possível...
NOV 01, 2012 02:44 PM
Sorry for your grandma, nonnas a special.
NOV 01, 2012 09:29 PM
Hope she's still around when you return!
