Londres es una mierda!!!!!
ficking shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
expensive as hell, the people are not nice and u cannot get a job... WHY????? ----> too many tattoos!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes, thats it.... in secrets I was told that I really dance amaizingly, but noo, cuz I have too many tattoos!!!

so what for now????

Im in Budapest just arrived today, dunno how long Im staying, guess as long as I can get pissed and hangovered every night......

anyway returning to Barcelona soon, I already miss that city so much....

kisses

So byebye Barcelona!!! but only for a little while...
and Hello London!!! going tomorrow if all goes well, with new hair to start something new...
sorry but I didnt have anytime to shoot a set and I cannot waste my time any longer here, but the next time you might see me with some spanish beauty....

I am super fucking lost, I cannot find a fucking job here, can you believe that all the clubs are overloaded with super dancers??? Im gonna starve and die if I wont die of this headache first

Oh my god Barcelona is such an amaizing city!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im in love!!!

it is so much like my beloved Budapest, with all the casitas de caramelo by Gaudi, oh actually Ive seen almost nothing, but its already more than amaizing... oh and a new set is on the way a really amaizing one from my obscene kinda heart... just wait and see

HIJO DE PUTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can you believe that HE, yes Mr fucking *****€¬~#@ comes to the closing party of my workplace, yes ladies and gentlemen to a STRIPclub with his fucking ugly and old new bitch????????????????????????????????

&%&$·""*****$·"·$% - uh I am mad, I got so wasted because of that yesterday that Im kinda still drunk and not hangovered...........

I dont even have the money to leave the island, actually I have no money at all... anyway I dunno...

see you everyone in Barcelona and next summer Ibiza

The way you're bathed in light
Reminds me of that night
God laid me down into your rose garden of trust
And I was swept away with nothin' left to say
Some helpless fool yeah I was lost in a swoon of peace
You're all I need to find
So when the time is right
Come to me sweetly,
Come to me, come to me
Love will lead us, alright
Love will lead us, she will lead us
Can you hear the dolphin's cry?
See the road rise up to meet us
It's in the air we breathe tonight
Love will lead us, she will lead us
Oh yeah, we meet again
It's like we never left
Time in between was just a dream
Did we leave this place?
This crazy fog surrounds me
You wrap your legs around me
All I can do to try and breathe
Let me breathe so that I
So we can go together!

....
Ladies and Gentlemen a brand new picture of your hopelessly romantic Melitta Suicide

I am so fucking pissed off

1 mr italiano popped out that he was coming to see me here - I ask who the hell asked you to come without asking me??? in fact I told you, that Im not your girlfriend
2 Im nice so I told nothing
3 I met the most amaizing man in my fucking entire life
4 I was spending time away from the italian guy
5 he stole my passport and plane ticket while I was away
6 I got those back with the help of my sosexy yelling voice and kicked out that guy
7 now Im with my love, who starts to behave funny....

SO ARE ALL MEN FUCKED IN THE HEAD OR IM JUST HAVING A BAD DAY????

one of the most shocking event has occured in my life 2 days ago. and I want people to be aware what is happening in 2006, not only in Ibiza anywhere, we all have to be careful....

so we were working one night and a 4 decent looking guests just popped in and payed champagne for us and invited us to have a day at Formentera with them as they rent a ship to get there, well sounded good, we agreed with the girls that we really could go as they were decent people whom were just looking for company, nothing more as they were all family men, some with several children... they came to Ibiza to have a little stag weekend as one of them were getting married, they said they were investment bankers from London, one had 3 another had 2 children, both had daughters... wonder what they told their wives when they got home or would they do if their child got in such a situation...

so we went next day, all was nice, none of them tried to approach on the way, we arrived to Formentera and had seafood lunch, when shit started... one us got sick, we went to the toilet and she said that she was 100% sure we had something in the drinks, yes we had as our pupils were at least twice the size it should have been, Ive never took anything more in my life than wheat, I started to feel weird, still not realizing whats going on in my body, when they made a fault, they were impatiend and tried to get all over me in the water, theres one thing I am very sensitive to and thats any kinda harrassment, I m that dont fucking touch me type, that rang my alarm, but I still knew we have to hold on and play their game till we get back on the island... I did, I knew that till they think I was high enough to be a fucking bitch by myself they not gonna start trying, they would just enjoy the show and wait till the "sucha little horny bitch" get all over them under drugs, but they were wrong, gladly enough with one of the girls we understood eachother without words and just knew what to say, I dunno how cuz I had so much drugs that I was literally high for more that 12 hours...
we played calling everybody "hun" and whatever, soon we arrived back, on the boat I tried to get help from the captain, I told him that two of us can speak spanish, but the he couldnt, so we still had to wait and play... finally we arrived back and the guys took us to the bar of Pacha, where they were preparing to take us up their hotel room and get what they wanted....
I went to the bar to speak with the bartender, the guys were literally following us, one of them spoke spanish so I had a rough time getting rid of him and speaking to the barguy, I told him to give 2 tequilas and two something non alcoholic and asked for help, he could see how wasted I was, I guess I could hardly speak...
I got back to the table and the two of us girls went to the toilet, where they could not see us, but the guy came after us in the ladies room, moment of panic, when suddenly a barmaid came in doing her make-up and just sent them out, saying such things as "hey boys this a ladies room, give ladies space to fix make-up, bla" so we stayed alone with her, as the door shut she turned aroud and told us to go with her quickly out on the back door to the taxi station, thats how we got away, we just couldnt know how the thank them, when she said they see the same scene everyday, last time a girl got raped by four in a similar situation...

we were very lucky, I keep saying I have a guardian angel looking after me...
another point, I am allergic to drugs, I could have died immedately, I told the guys this at the begginning of the day, I just had a bad feeling somehow, still they put drugs in my drink...

please everyone be careful

wow, so Im alive and Im in Ibiza, pretty cool place

wow, finding a stripper job in Spain, honestly is difficult, as almost none of the clubs are available on the internet...

anyway

overview of Greece:
place - amaizing, nice people, Ive always loved the country and stuff called bugazza or what...OMG!!!
for the job - bullshit, nasty, touchy people thinking you are a whore and you gonna suck them for 20 euros... so I keep this country as a holiday destination...

so Im gonna visit Sziget on the last day, bacause I must see the Prodigy... tell me Im a sunday punk, but I rather see the prodigy now than the exploited...

now I have a new camera, but have no matching usb, so you have to wait again... if you are lucky you might see a picture of me before I turn 60

kisses