Ummpphhh.... I spent the last 3 days in bed with some lovely cloudy hallucinations - in other words I had a pretty bad fever... I cant believe, I could fucking grab the person who invented air conditioning and make him go in and out an air condiitioned room to catch the cold I have at least 3 times a year!!!

wow, look what Ive found while looking for the email address of my tattoo artist, seems so long ago now, I need some new stuff....

So, Im in Spain fially and tomorrow morning travelling down to Barcelona, where a new flat is waiting for me, I just have to go and see it, though I will spend almost whole february here in Madrid, actually near Madrid working... its pretty good here though, I do nothing, but eating and sleeping other than working...

I have a good couple of ideas for a multi set with my friend, whom you cannot know so far, but I guess u will get know her soon as a new sg...

so besitos

After a hard day, bathing in fake blood and jumping around in an old stocking firm... I was pretty tired...

-And what can be inside of an old firm? stockings?

-nooo, stupid, Melitta and Norbert taking pictures of Melitta's ass and as a side effect of her clothes...

Now, 3 more days till Madrid, yes till Madrid as Im going there for two weeks to work... And what will I do during this 3 days? I get myself down to get to know minimaltechno, which is a kind of music that I have no idea of (shame, shame)...
So many new things...

- I was sweating blood till I got my hands on some Dresden dolls records, and now Im so in love with them, amaizing...
a little story: so many might know that I am big fan of Kurt Weill, actually I have his portrait on my right arm, so you can guess that I like brechtian theater and stuff... so one day I was showing new found music to my dad and I showed the Dresdendolls, and he told how it was a lot like all of my music from Weill, actually I never realized that before...




- noise music, never heard about it before, it was so refreshing to listen to something completely new for me...

So Ive got my 15 minutes of fame and gracefulness, but the 16th minute was purely devastating to be honest...
As usual, again I thought Im on top of my life, riding it, but I was completely wrong again... Dear old Fortuna had a bad hit on me again, oh what a lesbianish jealousy of her, but what can we do shes such a bitch....

So to draw the situation:
Ive got a video made of me dancing, and Ive never ever thought that I actually move so well, but at the meantime there are my hands hanging next to my body like dead fishes hanging out from a fishnet and so to mention those terrible half-moves I do sometimes that makes the whole dance quite horrid and childish... - well Im happy to see my faults and hopefully will be able to fix them

I dont have any work now, cuz I left my work the other day, when my chief was extremely rude to me with no reason and it made me telling him that he shouldnt have acted like a dick, then he got pretty mad and yelled at me that I could not call him a dick, blablebli the rest is history - I am pretty sorry cuz I really thought he was a good guy...

Couldnt return to Barcelona, I have to spend one more week in this pityful country, as the catholic university decided to fuck me in the ass - figuratively -, oh the bigoted bureaucracy...

I cought a cold...

But now lets turn our faces to happier thing:

look at my top three men of the 80's

on the first place its Paul King as the ultimate 80's hotness, what a pity that has become a grey mouse during the years



secong rank is Huey Lewis


third is Pete Burns, if I was ranking them by their nowdays look he would be the absolute winner



Thats all for today lovelies, you can still pray for my defected freakish taste, but it will never get better

So happy new year all!!! what a way to start the year, I fell asleep at 1 am in the dressing room of my workplace, while I was about to party hard all next day
maybe next time I should not start dringking too early....

mentionable news about me:

- I am about to get back to Barcelona in two weeks
- bought an amaizing looking vibrator the other day with the intention of learning deepthroating finally

guess thats all for now

Ladies and gentlemen!

first of all MERRY FUCKING XMAS everyone!!! the little Jesus was so kind to me this year....
my life fell into pieces and than all of a sudden everything worked out well... and guess what??? I am the best pole dancer of my little country, which is quite suprising, but oh well...
I am pretty happy, salala

Ay donde esta mi ILSA?????

Im completely going crazy... but I dont have time to explain it

Well-well, you know how I am, never showing myself to the public, anyway Im getting myself into learning, and OMG!!!! How I love being a law student still, if all goes well I will have my last exam on the 5th of january...eheh
Been buying shitloads of materials and whatnot to make all my designs and costumes for my future shows...

So back to reality...

Im really enjoying Budapest, tomorrow Im having my comeback party with a lot of friends, its gonna be a lot of fun for sure... I guess my life is just as a locura as it was eversince I arrived to Spain 3 months ago... though I miss everyone from Barcelona a lot, but I have no fucking idea when Im gonna return, cuz december is just sucha off month, its all about Xmas and all...

so I will take it easy make my art and clothes do some working in the city, make out the costumes and the shows, go down to the gym, take some ballet lessons and practice on the pole to be able to work in Bailen 22 when I return, that place is just so amaizing, and we plan to do double shows with my friend, future SG...
been to my school, have to sort out my exams and all, cuz actually I should get some kicks in the ass for not being around almost whole semester oh well, oh well

and can u believe that I spent 5 days in London without visiting the national gallery?? how bad, I could have never got to see the whole...

Im reading Dios y el estado now, which is some amaizing book, totally recommended, bought it on the plaza del trippi couple of weeks back, after finding out that they have a bookmarket there every saturday... I love old book, now Ive just found a bookshop near my house which seems pretty nice...