SuicideGirl: Mei
suicidegirl

Mei likes myself.

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JANUARY 19, 2003 @ 05:05 AM


i'm so socially inept. i'm so terrified when i'm talking to people i don't know that they won't like me, or i'll say something stupid, or something.. i've actually developed a weird tic to deal with it - i kind of scratch the tip of my nose, which allows me to hide my mouth and face a little bit when talking to people. i only mean, of course, in party situations or groups where there are already cliques.. i'm ok in classes or 1 on 1.

bedtime....... NOW!

*rushes into bed turns out the light goes to sleep immediately...*

i wish..

i'll probably be up until 8 again. whatever
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desidia

desidia

Reunion
September 2002

JAN 19, 2003 05:25 AM

I'm right there with you, even mor inept actually frown
I'll be up until 8 too, just like every day

[Edited on Jan 19, 2003]

eScapegoat

eScapegoat

Portland, OR
November 2002

JAN 19, 2003 05:35 AM

just like your picture.....hiding behind the finger......got ya......thats a "tic pic"

treehugger

treehugger

Netherlands
OLD SKOOL

JAN 19, 2003 05:51 AM

don't hide your face, its pretty smile

N

N

Chicago, IL
December 2002

JAN 19, 2003 10:22 AM

i fucken hate that shite too...

but the longer i've been on this planet, the more i realise that most of the people worth knowing would rather not deal with social situations. i think its all the superficiality or something...people with greater depth would rather not put up with that shit.

Oso

Oso

Saint Paul, MN
July 2002

JAN 20, 2003 01:26 AM

i hear ya.
i'm a social 'tard myself.

although i did make tons of friends when i drank alot.
just could never remember who they were the next day.

Atrasties

Atrasties

Calgary, AB
November 2002

JAN 20, 2003 10:02 AM

I feel uncomfortable talking to new people sometimes but just because I don't like to play games and people rarely want to hear what you actually think.
I have trouble putting on the sensors so I just don't talk alot in those situations, I've heard that I am apparently very mysterious; so it kinda works for me.

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