SuicideGirl: Mei
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Mei likes myself.

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OCTOBER 31, 2005 @ 11:34 AM


here's the deal, folks.

thank your lucky fucking stars that you live in this world.

it's the most beautiful thing imaginable. because it's the only thing imaginable.

today i sat down on the sidewalk outside of a vacant lot and cried in the sun, because i was just overwhelmed with all of this.

the taste of anise candy and the sounds of stepping on leaves. the weight of my purse as it swings. the way the light creates foil stars in all the creases of that candy wrapper. the shiny ribbons of a downed balloon wrapped around a chain link fence. the shush and rattle of the wind in the trees and fire escapes. the way feet fall one after the other when you're walking, stepping the time away moment by moment. the way your mind coalesces around each object, wrapping it soft and carefully, like a child wet from the swimming pool in a warm towel.

this life is a whistle hanging around your neck. it's an engagement ring worn on the index finger of your right hand. it's the touch of your lips against the quiet sidewalk.

this is it. this is it. this is it.

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BroadwayBee

BroadwayBee

Brooklyn, NY
February 2003

OCT 31, 2005 11:38 AM

Wow. I couldn't have said it better myself.

SO much love. kiss

Fatality

Fatality

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

OCT 31, 2005 12:11 PM

I too cried today, just an hour ago, because of simplicity and the beauty that it entails.

Kalina

Kalina

Laredo, TX
April 2005

OCT 31, 2005 12:25 PM

ARRR!!! skull blackeyed



EL SUICIDO LOCO miao!! robot

Xanippi

Xanippi

HOPEFUL

Richmond, VA

OCT 31, 2005 12:25 PM

just the color of fall

whiteyford

whiteyford

Clermont, FL
February 2005

OCT 31, 2005 12:28 PM

If more people would recognise the truth in what you say, there would be much more happiness in life.

Sad to say, I think human beings require conflict and chaos.

...for some reason I have this irresistable urge for sushi.

+wf+

soix

soix

USA
April 2004

OCT 31, 2005 12:38 PM



whew....i could not have said it better than you, Mei. Although I will never stop trying in every moment of each day.

Happy Halloween smile or Happy Anyday...especially the sad days. ARRR!!!

[Edited on Nov 01, 2005 11:16PM]

Brankauti

brankauti

Jewett City, CT
August 2005

OCT 31, 2005 05:15 PM

biggrin

phrogg

phrogg

Greenville, SC
August 2005

OCT 31, 2005 07:25 PM

Many could learn from you about that thing of "living in the Now". applause

softnsweet

softnsweet

I'm lost
June 2003

OCT 31, 2005 09:28 PM

There is joy to be found in the mundane experience of daily life? You must be on something, yoga perhaps? biggrin

GLAMerDork

GLAMerDork

San Mateo, CA
November 2002

OCT 31, 2005 11:40 PM

is it?

there are moments when I feel the same way.

but then so much of life is spent trapped in routine and the beauty is lost.

i wish i could see it. all the time.

--

btw, i finally decided to resign up for SG because I wanted to see your sushi set. and, although I shouldn't have spent the $, the set was definitely worth it. smile

75rhino

75rhino

San Diego, CA
November 2004

NOV 01, 2005 02:29 AM

i felt the same way
tonight watching "deadman"
with a beautiful women
fuck ingagement rings
90 tons of earth hve to be moved
to render 1 oz of gold
the numbers might be wrong
but the idea is right

trent_lacoye

trent_lacoye

Pittsburgh, PA
September 2004

NOV 01, 2005 05:37 PM

You are truly beautiful in more ways than one. smile

Vampirate

Vampirate

Durham, NC
October 2004

NOV 01, 2005 09:14 PM

You are a vampire.

_Catalyst_

_Catalyst_

San Diego, CA
February 2008

NOV 02, 2005 08:44 AM

chills. smiles. you are amazing.

Capital

Capital

Providence, RI
February 2005

NOV 02, 2005 10:07 PM

the transience and brevity either gives it all its meaning, or takes it all away, depending on how i look at it. i swing back and forth from the extremes, in that respect.

even so, the more i value it and the luckier i feel, the more depressing its inevitable deprivation seems.

if it was beautiful and permanent, i'd know how to feel. if it was brutish and short, i'd know how to feel. but it's beautiful and short, with much of its beauty actually contingent on its shortness, leaving everything entangled and nothing straightforward.


i hope that makes sense.

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