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Portland your my favorite neighbor to visit.... some day I want to live in you!
xoxo Mckenzie
P.S Bring whatever you got for me, im only here a few more days.
xoxo Mckenzie
P.S Bring whatever you got for me, im only here a few more days.
Working a full time job is so draining, bleh! I dont know how people can do it. But Im sure as hell happy that they offered me some extra hours, doing some files. I'll need the extra cash for food and what not this next week.I have been concidering getting dimple piercings, since I have one last year of school for my certificiate, and dont have to get a real job just yet.But my main concern is paying for my tattoo apointment that is schedualed for next Wensday. So if I have the extra funds and the time, Id like some one to go with me and hold my hand. So I dont puss out.
Ive never been so excited until now to see my tattoo artist, who I met in San Francisco. When I was eighteen, a innconcent girl, new to city living. Its been two years since I last been to Portland Oregon. last time I spent my main time in Bend Oregon because that was where my artist Hawk was located.
But now he is located with a new shop called Sovereign TattooPorland It feels good to hear from your tattoo artist that he excited to know Im coming for a visit and that their excited to be tattooing me too. If I had never moved to San Francisco for my first year of college, I probablly would have never made the choice to go on adventures to Oregon five years later while making amazing new friends.
I got my refill for my birth control, and I decided to stick to my patch. Im still hesitant toward getting the shot. I was told you dont even have a period, thats a little freaky, Id like to know If I ever do get pregnant again. Once school is over in a year, and if my o'l man decides to stop being a grump. I'll try the shot. I had to do my yearly testing for stds, and for the life of me couldnt take a piss in the cup. I honestly couldnt wait, because right before I went to Planned Parent hood. I peed at work. I ran the focet, but it didnt help. Then forced myself to drink the nasty sink water, and it actually helped.
I wish my hormones will take a chill pill.I cant help but be horny and keep thinking about my o'l man from the last time we had intimite romantic sex. Has any other girl ever have this problem before?
Any one going to watch the new season of LA Ink? I want to see it, so I can laugh at Kat von D cause she keeps getting portraits of her x lovers on her body! I wont even allow another boyfriend of mine to tattoo me after getting mine covered with a pissed off panther head.
I dont feel the need to tell my o'l man that I have plans to go to Portland and that Im getting tattooed by my favorite artist.Being on a break blows, he doesnt need to know if Im happy or sad. Thats why I wont tell him about my tattoo appointment, he gets jealous. He tells me when i ask him how he's doing, he just says, "Same ol.Not much changes in my life. Busy as ussual and bored." In my response "really well, if we werent on a break Id be there at his house at that very moment" blah Im bitter..... end of rant!
xoxo Mckenzie
Ive never been so excited until now to see my tattoo artist, who I met in San Francisco. When I was eighteen, a innconcent girl, new to city living. Its been two years since I last been to Portland Oregon. last time I spent my main time in Bend Oregon because that was where my artist Hawk was located.
But now he is located with a new shop called Sovereign TattooPorland It feels good to hear from your tattoo artist that he excited to know Im coming for a visit and that their excited to be tattooing me too. If I had never moved to San Francisco for my first year of college, I probablly would have never made the choice to go on adventures to Oregon five years later while making amazing new friends.
I got my refill for my birth control, and I decided to stick to my patch. Im still hesitant toward getting the shot. I was told you dont even have a period, thats a little freaky, Id like to know If I ever do get pregnant again. Once school is over in a year, and if my o'l man decides to stop being a grump. I'll try the shot. I had to do my yearly testing for stds, and for the life of me couldnt take a piss in the cup. I honestly couldnt wait, because right before I went to Planned Parent hood. I peed at work. I ran the focet, but it didnt help. Then forced myself to drink the nasty sink water, and it actually helped.
I wish my hormones will take a chill pill.I cant help but be horny and keep thinking about my o'l man from the last time we had intimite romantic sex. Has any other girl ever have this problem before?
Any one going to watch the new season of LA Ink? I want to see it, so I can laugh at Kat von D cause she keeps getting portraits of her x lovers on her body! I wont even allow another boyfriend of mine to tattoo me after getting mine covered with a pissed off panther head.
I dont feel the need to tell my o'l man that I have plans to go to Portland and that Im getting tattooed by my favorite artist.Being on a break blows, he doesnt need to know if Im happy or sad. Thats why I wont tell him about my tattoo appointment, he gets jealous. He tells me when i ask him how he's doing, he just says, "Same ol.Not much changes in my life. Busy as ussual and bored." In my response "really well, if we werent on a break Id be there at his house at that very moment" blah Im bitter..... end of rant!
xoxo Mckenzie
Contiplating on if I should change my birth control lately, Its my last week using the patch and Its starting to annoy me when I try to take pictures for a new photoset or when I wear a tiny Bikinni to the beach. It so happens that its kinda hard to camoflauge it. Once my cycle is over I have to get back on it asap. But I dont think I can make the time to run to Planned parent hood or better yet make a appointment when I have no clue what the number to call is.
Ive been considering, the shot. any ladies have advice on what they think of it. Remember I have not had a shot since I was wee little monster and I cant bare the needles except for the drilling of a tattoo machine needle, which I think is funny. But annoying when the nurse gives me slack for being a pussy at getting a shot. When you have enough tattoos all over your body. It is not the same as these arrogent nurses and doctors think it is. The last time I went to the gyno, the quack wouldnt even allow the thought of getting the shot because of my past depression I have gone through. My mistake for being so honest with the nut.
I really wanted to explore my artistic side today, but all of my passion went out the door. Couldnt sleep a wink last night. I guess you call it insomnia? my thoughts run through my head all night long. Mainly thinking about the o'l man. School is some what to blame. Its been taking up alot of my time. Which is good but last time I explored my art side was for my art 3a class last semester. Being put under pressure to draw doesnt always work best to reach your best ability. So instead I focused on organizing my art supplies this afternoon.
This will be my last week of summer school. I currently have an A in the child dev. 19 class and Im guessing I have an P for passing yoga, allthough my balance is terrible. No matter how hard I try to focus, my ass ends up taking a plop on the floor. Well watching the other girls muscles twitch as much as mine do, it makes me feel at ease a little bit. Because I thought I was the only one in class that looked like a tweaker. Im asumming that it means its working for us. The teacher is like a drill sardgent. Making my ass walk a long hike up hill and down with no break in between jumping straight into yoga.
I need to study, I want to study, but I hate to study.... its not my best effort. Nor will it ever be? Im looking forward to being done with summer school. Just wish my best friend would come home sooner from Alaska. Im always hanging out with guys for some reason.
Some traveling will be the medicine that I just need. I see an Hollyweird and a Portland adventure in my near future and maybe a future short trip to Vegas for a new Tattoo shop opening party one of my friends is opening....
xoxo Mckenzie
Ive been considering, the shot. any ladies have advice on what they think of it. Remember I have not had a shot since I was wee little monster and I cant bare the needles except for the drilling of a tattoo machine needle, which I think is funny. But annoying when the nurse gives me slack for being a pussy at getting a shot. When you have enough tattoos all over your body. It is not the same as these arrogent nurses and doctors think it is. The last time I went to the gyno, the quack wouldnt even allow the thought of getting the shot because of my past depression I have gone through. My mistake for being so honest with the nut.
I really wanted to explore my artistic side today, but all of my passion went out the door. Couldnt sleep a wink last night. I guess you call it insomnia? my thoughts run through my head all night long. Mainly thinking about the o'l man. School is some what to blame. Its been taking up alot of my time. Which is good but last time I explored my art side was for my art 3a class last semester. Being put under pressure to draw doesnt always work best to reach your best ability. So instead I focused on organizing my art supplies this afternoon.
This will be my last week of summer school. I currently have an A in the child dev. 19 class and Im guessing I have an P for passing yoga, allthough my balance is terrible. No matter how hard I try to focus, my ass ends up taking a plop on the floor. Well watching the other girls muscles twitch as much as mine do, it makes me feel at ease a little bit. Because I thought I was the only one in class that looked like a tweaker. Im asumming that it means its working for us. The teacher is like a drill sardgent. Making my ass walk a long hike up hill and down with no break in between jumping straight into yoga.
I need to study, I want to study, but I hate to study.... its not my best effort. Nor will it ever be? Im looking forward to being done with summer school. Just wish my best friend would come home sooner from Alaska. Im always hanging out with guys for some reason.
Some traveling will be the medicine that I just need. I see an Hollyweird and a Portland adventure in my near future and maybe a future short trip to Vegas for a new Tattoo shop opening party one of my friends is opening....
xoxo Mckenzie
My weekend consist of....
So much yummy food I cooked myself and stuffed myself with, and a sun burn that kills. Really not in the mood to wake up early for school tomorrow. I hope my yoga instructer takes it easy on me. Thank goodness I only have two more weeks left.
xoxo Mckenzie
p.s Congrats to my big sis for getting engaged!
So much yummy food I cooked myself and stuffed myself with, and a sun burn that kills. Really not in the mood to wake up early for school tomorrow. I hope my yoga instructer takes it easy on me. Thank goodness I only have two more weeks left.
xoxo Mckenzie
p.s Congrats to my big sis for getting engaged!
I wish it was Fall already, so many things I hate waitng for to look forward to with out having to wait two more months for.
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In the mean time, summer school is going good. I only have school two days a week. Yoga is amazing! at the same time I hate it when Im actually doing it. sympathy pains!
I think Im going to plan a trip to Portland Oregon in August, once summer school is over with. Im long over due for a tattoo with Hawk since my boyfriend hasnt been much for keeping up with communication even he's says we'll stay together.
xoxo Mckenzie
P.S why do guys have to talk during sex so much! really guys its a turn off for me!
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In the mean time, summer school is going good. I only have school two days a week. Yoga is amazing! at the same time I hate it when Im actually doing it. sympathy pains!
I think Im going to plan a trip to Portland Oregon in August, once summer school is over with. Im long over due for a tattoo with Hawk since my boyfriend hasnt been much for keeping up with communication even he's says we'll stay together.
xoxo Mckenzie
P.S why do guys have to talk during sex so much! really guys its a turn off for me!
Been doing some shopping latley and been splurging on my self latey. Its addicting but It makes me happy to treat myself now that Im in between being single or in a relationship... I really have no Idea what my status is titled right now. I cant wait forever for him.
Going to make myself stop shopping though, Summer school starts next Tuesday. I'll need to purchase a Intro to careers with children book for my studies and some work out clothes for my yoga class at some point.
So far June has been treating me amazing, for the most part besides dealing with my questionable status with the ol' man in Vegas. If he didnt of wanted a break, I wouldnt of been able have the chance to do all the fun social butterfly activities, Ive been missing out on the past couple of months. I really appreciate the time Ive been spending with my family and friends at the recent graduation parties and finally a beach day out in the sun. It finally feels like summer. But I still do miss my grump. Every thing reminds of Vegas, its really fucking annoying seeing all the commercials for Vegas, and tv shows. It drives me crazy. I bought him a Nor Cal tee along with my size tee so we can be twinsy again! We bought matching Motor Head shirts the first time we were together. except I cut mine up. I'll send it to him as soon as I got my badcock tank top back first!
I usually dont drink, but some times I cant say no to a Blue Moon....
Im fighting my mom over a Snow White photo, Its a rad photo that I think should be hanging in my room, only because I was snow white for Halloween. I may end up being her again, but then again I kinda want to be Elvis instead. Any one know how much a costume like that would cost?
I guess from what Weso told me, while I was shopping at the record store the guitarist from Dinosaur Jr was shopping the same time I was in there. I have better luck seeing some famous people unlike my friend.
XOXO Mckenzie
Going to make myself stop shopping though, Summer school starts next Tuesday. I'll need to purchase a Intro to careers with children book for my studies and some work out clothes for my yoga class at some point.
So far June has been treating me amazing, for the most part besides dealing with my questionable status with the ol' man in Vegas. If he didnt of wanted a break, I wouldnt of been able have the chance to do all the fun social butterfly activities, Ive been missing out on the past couple of months. I really appreciate the time Ive been spending with my family and friends at the recent graduation parties and finally a beach day out in the sun. It finally feels like summer. But I still do miss my grump. Every thing reminds of Vegas, its really fucking annoying seeing all the commercials for Vegas, and tv shows. It drives me crazy. I bought him a Nor Cal tee along with my size tee so we can be twinsy again! We bought matching Motor Head shirts the first time we were together. except I cut mine up. I'll send it to him as soon as I got my badcock tank top back first!
I usually dont drink, but some times I cant say no to a Blue Moon....
Im fighting my mom over a Snow White photo, Its a rad photo that I think should be hanging in my room, only because I was snow white for Halloween. I may end up being her again, but then again I kinda want to be Elvis instead. Any one know how much a costume like that would cost?
I guess from what Weso told me, while I was shopping at the record store the guitarist from Dinosaur Jr was shopping the same time I was in there. I have better luck seeing some famous people unlike my friend.
XOXO Mckenzie
Happy Birthday to the most beautifull woman in the world!
RIP Norma Jean Baker.... <3
P.S June be good to me!
xoxo Mckenzie
RIP Norma Jean Baker.... <3
P.S June be good to me!
xoxo Mckenzie
Finding it extra hard to sleep tonight, I usually would be in Vegas at this time with the o'l man fucking by this time after flying from San Jose. I cant help but have my brain running thoughts of just him. I have no clue if we will even get back together! I just mainly regret leaving my badcock.com tee at his house 
Dating all over again is going to be a challenge, tomorrow is my first date with a guy. I hate starting over and having to explain who Iam and about my personal life to be accepted and loved by another man. It doesnt help that the "other" is really shy, infact more shy then I could ever be. I know I have my moments of not talking out loud in groups of people, but damn! Our first plan was to hit up the beach, but this weather is acting like its still winter. Stop raining already so I can throw on my tiny bikini and enjoy the sun watching the dolphins swimming out in the distance and make out with a cute boy on the beach.
My school semester is offically done! over, fanito! gone! no more long dragging days at school, untill summer school starts up of course.
I think in the next two weeks off I plan to visit my sister and neice, catch up on my reading material on "No Angel" my harrowing undercover journey to the inner circle of the Hells Angels! Its a New York best seller, I only got to a few pages when I bought it over my spring break. But its a rad book to read. It even mentioned my lil biker town in the book already.Other then that I plan on hitting up the city to get away and see old friends. Im going to drive myself crazy not having to do any homework or have to be some where in the mean time.
xoxo
Dating all over again is going to be a challenge, tomorrow is my first date with a guy. I hate starting over and having to explain who Iam and about my personal life to be accepted and loved by another man. It doesnt help that the "other" is really shy, infact more shy then I could ever be. I know I have my moments of not talking out loud in groups of people, but damn! Our first plan was to hit up the beach, but this weather is acting like its still winter. Stop raining already so I can throw on my tiny bikini and enjoy the sun watching the dolphins swimming out in the distance and make out with a cute boy on the beach.
My school semester is offically done! over, fanito! gone! no more long dragging days at school, untill summer school starts up of course.
I think in the next two weeks off I plan to visit my sister and neice, catch up on my reading material on "No Angel" my harrowing undercover journey to the inner circle of the Hells Angels! Its a New York best seller, I only got to a few pages when I bought it over my spring break. But its a rad book to read. It even mentioned my lil biker town in the book already.Other then that I plan on hitting up the city to get away and see old friends. Im going to drive myself crazy not having to do any homework or have to be some where in the mean time. xoxo
Its been a draining past week, now that Im on a break with the o'l man. Whatever the fuck that means. When the distance between Vegas and where I live is longer then a break. Who would have thought dating tattoo artist would be such a pain in my ass. Ever since I opened my mouth to my guy friends, I feel the need to break them off with a stick.
Coming home after school this week with migranes is not healthy I know, but Im doing the best I can to fit in everything I can to make my day to finish the semester.
Next Monday I have two presentations. the first one I need to introduce my class mate Alicia about her artwork, then she interviews me back. Totally not looking forward to it, because were the last to go up in front of the classroom to talk. I have a arch enemy in the art class that I want nothing to do with, I made sure my partner wont get too personal with the art I created. With my luck, Im sure my classmates will be intune towards my twenty something tattoos on my body and my travels. This is one of my pictures I have to present along with my self portraits:
I decided to take summer school, its a six week semester, talk about crunch time! Where I will be taking Intro to Careers with Children and then Yoga, Iam so pumped for that class. Some new sport bra's and stretchy black pants will do! I just hope I dont feel the need to qweef again in the yoga class.
This weekend my hot friend Josh will be in town for a week, and we have plans to tattoo my stomace, I think I'll just tell him to keep tattooing me till his fingers fall off. I have like a whole page of ideas for new tattoos to go on my body, but where? I never thought I was going to end up being close to wanting a body suite.
xoxo Mckenzie
Coming home after school this week with migranes is not healthy I know, but Im doing the best I can to fit in everything I can to make my day to finish the semester.
Next Monday I have two presentations. the first one I need to introduce my class mate Alicia about her artwork, then she interviews me back. Totally not looking forward to it, because were the last to go up in front of the classroom to talk. I have a arch enemy in the art class that I want nothing to do with, I made sure my partner wont get too personal with the art I created. With my luck, Im sure my classmates will be intune towards my twenty something tattoos on my body and my travels. This is one of my pictures I have to present along with my self portraits:
I decided to take summer school, its a six week semester, talk about crunch time! Where I will be taking Intro to Careers with Children and then Yoga, Iam so pumped for that class. Some new sport bra's and stretchy black pants will do! I just hope I dont feel the need to qweef again in the yoga class.
This weekend my hot friend Josh will be in town for a week, and we have plans to tattoo my stomace, I think I'll just tell him to keep tattooing me till his fingers fall off. I have like a whole page of ideas for new tattoos to go on my body, but where? I never thought I was going to end up being close to wanting a body suite.
xoxo Mckenzie
