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I woke up this morning feeling really insecure about school and my relationship, pretty much about life, it was really intense for me. I havent felt so many emotions like in this my entire life until now....guess that means I really care about him and ovbiousally school is half way started! Im also working full time, so It just stresses me out more. Im taking four classes this semester, and thats a really big difference for because I usually only take two classes.
This semester I need to do good, because next semester I only need one CD class to graduate, it all depends on summer school, if its offered.Other wise I graduate in Fall. Im crossing my fingers I can finish in Summer, only because its a shorter course. But I would love to have summer off to go back and stay with the boy's family in Atlanta.
This semester Im taking a yoga class with a girlfriend who I took yoga with before, so that will most likely be the high light of week. Cause shes a babe! and actually knows who my boyfriend is and what band he plays in, so I can at least talk to her when Im feeling blue about missing him so much. Tonight is Sevendust's first show of the 2013 Tour with Coal Chambers and Evanesence. I just have to wait for the next two months to see him play and I get to jump on him and get on the tour bus for a few shows in Cali. I cant refuse the oppurtunity to take the chance to be with him and the guys, even if I have to miss school for a few days. Hopefully I can have cool ass teachers this semester, so far I have a male teacher who is teaching a special needs class that I attented last week already.
Thank you for all the birthday wishes! I apologize deeply because I cant thank you personally on your page. My computer has a virus, Im lucky enough to have the time to update a new blog on SG. Only bummer is that It wont allow me to add photos. Im hoping to gain a lap top some how? to be able to do my homework for school. I will not have access as much as I like for the next few months. So I will only pop in when I can and have access to a good computer. Thank god for internet access on your cell phone.
Feel free to follow on Instagram
xoxo Mckenzie
This semester I need to do good, because next semester I only need one CD class to graduate, it all depends on summer school, if its offered.Other wise I graduate in Fall. Im crossing my fingers I can finish in Summer, only because its a shorter course. But I would love to have summer off to go back and stay with the boy's family in Atlanta.
This semester Im taking a yoga class with a girlfriend who I took yoga with before, so that will most likely be the high light of week. Cause shes a babe! and actually knows who my boyfriend is and what band he plays in, so I can at least talk to her when Im feeling blue about missing him so much. Tonight is Sevendust's first show of the 2013 Tour with Coal Chambers and Evanesence. I just have to wait for the next two months to see him play and I get to jump on him and get on the tour bus for a few shows in Cali. I cant refuse the oppurtunity to take the chance to be with him and the guys, even if I have to miss school for a few days. Hopefully I can have cool ass teachers this semester, so far I have a male teacher who is teaching a special needs class that I attented last week already.
Thank you for all the birthday wishes! I apologize deeply because I cant thank you personally on your page. My computer has a virus, Im lucky enough to have the time to update a new blog on SG. Only bummer is that It wont allow me to add photos. Im hoping to gain a lap top some how? to be able to do my homework for school. I will not have access as much as I like for the next few months. So I will only pop in when I can and have access to a good computer. Thank god for internet access on your cell phone.
Feel free to follow on Instagram
xoxo Mckenzie
Did the past week and a half just really happen to me, on top of today with the 49ers winning the champion game against the Falcons. Well wining an a bet against my sexy beast!!!!!! 
What a perfect ending to my winter break, before my spring semester starts for me, I have one more week to catch up on pacific time now and get prepared for the new school year. I checked my grades while I was in Atlanta and I passed my children literature class! I was so stoked to brag and at least take advantage to celebrate a little more then I should. I also tried getting in some practise in Yoga before I take my yoga class in the spring time, but this is exactly how my class went and I caught an cold from the instuctor, so I was not a happy camper the next few days on my trip:
This time last last year on my birthday I was in Portlant Oregon, shooting my "Some Like it Hot" set, sadly its still in member review, it has enough love I think but I guess SG staff is not very interested??? Not sure why? I know I will try to shoot again with Handsome_Jack and the help of Selen when ever I can get the funds to visit my favorite friends again: Casper,Toxic and my tattoo artist Hawk Chait at Soverign Tattoo Portland.
My Atlanta trip, I was treated like such a princess the entire time while I was on the East Coast. I didnt need to do anything but just have a vacation and thats what I intended for a trip away from all the bullshit in Cali Ive been dealing with. Infact I cried leaving as I had to say my goodbyes to him and his family. Ive never done that before while I traveled out of state.
I know I will go back some day after I graduate and get myself situated with life. But whatever happens, happens! I just want to live in the moment and enjoy life. I have three years left to party crazy till I have to start getting serious with any man or even start thinking about kids, where I want to live and having a career. All I care about is being happy and healthy for once. No more pieces of shits are going to ruin my happiness!
Here are random trip Photos from my Atlanta trip! enjoy:
Well its almost midnight... time to start celebrating the new year of being 27!!!!!!
B]XOXOXOXOXOXOXO Mckenzie!
What a perfect ending to my winter break, before my spring semester starts for me, I have one more week to catch up on pacific time now and get prepared for the new school year. I checked my grades while I was in Atlanta and I passed my children literature class! I was so stoked to brag and at least take advantage to celebrate a little more then I should. I also tried getting in some practise in Yoga before I take my yoga class in the spring time, but this is exactly how my class went and I caught an cold from the instuctor, so I was not a happy camper the next few days on my trip:
This time last last year on my birthday I was in Portlant Oregon, shooting my "Some Like it Hot" set, sadly its still in member review, it has enough love I think but I guess SG staff is not very interested??? Not sure why? I know I will try to shoot again with Handsome_Jack and the help of Selen when ever I can get the funds to visit my favorite friends again: Casper,Toxic and my tattoo artist Hawk Chait at Soverign Tattoo Portland.
My Atlanta trip, I was treated like such a princess the entire time while I was on the East Coast. I didnt need to do anything but just have a vacation and thats what I intended for a trip away from all the bullshit in Cali Ive been dealing with. Infact I cried leaving as I had to say my goodbyes to him and his family. Ive never done that before while I traveled out of state.
I know I will go back some day after I graduate and get myself situated with life. But whatever happens, happens! I just want to live in the moment and enjoy life. I have three years left to party crazy till I have to start getting serious with any man or even start thinking about kids, where I want to live and having a career. All I care about is being happy and healthy for once. No more pieces of shits are going to ruin my happiness!
Here are random trip Photos from my Atlanta trip! enjoy:
Well its almost midnight... time to start celebrating the new year of being 27!!!!!!
B]XOXOXOXOXOXOXO Mckenzie!
Just changed my flight home to Thursday! I never been this happy! 
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Seven days till I turn 27!!!!
XOXO Mckenzie
!Seven days till I turn 27!!!!
XOXO Mckenzie
Atlanta treats me like a Queen.... Im happy but good byes suck... Im new to this....
NINE DAYS till my 27th Birthday!
Xoxo Mckenzie!!
NINE DAYS till my 27th Birthday!
Xoxo Mckenzie!!
When you build and create your own fantasy, you put the people you admire the most in them. The only difference is that my fantasy is becoming true. The people I meet are turning into the loves of my life and my best friends that I consider family now.
The funny part is that I dont need to use my popularity of being nude on my internet Alternative life style of modeling with Tattoos. I just have to be my self.....
Ive had this pit feeling in my stomace since November, I have not puked yet but Im just crossing my fingers that I dont and dont make an ass out of myself when we have our first meet.
My Atlanta trip in the next week is going to change my life. Maybe its a good bye to California in 2013! Cali you have not been nice to me latley. Ive lost most of all my friends, Im biting my tounge that I dont loose my best friend because her husband was too scared to go to the bar with me last night to watch the Fight.
My sister said I screamed like a teenager.... after I had my twenty minuet phone conversation with him.
2013 your giving me major butterflies!
He thinks Im beautiful, Im keeping him in my pocket the best that I can. Wish me luck, because no one is going to believe me!
xoxo Mckenzie
My 27th Birthday is coming up! feel free to check out my wishlist!
The funny part is that I dont need to use my popularity of being nude on my internet Alternative life style of modeling with Tattoos. I just have to be my self.....
Ive had this pit feeling in my stomace since November, I have not puked yet but Im just crossing my fingers that I dont and dont make an ass out of myself when we have our first meet.
My Atlanta trip in the next week is going to change my life. Maybe its a good bye to California in 2013! Cali you have not been nice to me latley. Ive lost most of all my friends, Im biting my tounge that I dont loose my best friend because her husband was too scared to go to the bar with me last night to watch the Fight.
My sister said I screamed like a teenager.... after I had my twenty minuet phone conversation with him.
2013 your giving me major butterflies!
He thinks Im beautiful, Im keeping him in my pocket the best that I can. Wish me luck, because no one is going to believe me!
xoxo Mckenzie
My 27th Birthday is coming up! feel free to check out my wishlist!
So I walked to the mail box, because I finally finished writting out my christmas cards to my friends on the East Coast and Portland area... I had my package in my hand for my girl in Texas who gave birth to her last baby girl. I bought her a rad tootoo for the new born. But it did not fit....I refused to walk my ass to the post office because how cold its been. So when I finally bundled up I was trying to get in and run out, but I was short a stamp. Remind me to buy a better wallet, cause my change fell out every where.
I wasnt planning on updating any time soon on sg. Because of what has been going on in the news. I dont feel the need to bring it up when every one is hurting for Newtown. I will only say it really scares me because one day I will be some sort of an teacher for kids. Im sorry with all of my heart for those parents, and whom ever was invovled in that shooting. I may not choose to have children of my own, with how much this world is fucked up. I already have my own health problems that I will not discuss in details.
Although my poor vagina is not 100% I learned my lesson to never have unprotected sex again. Its been seven months strong with out sex. I went to planned parent hood not too long ago to get treatment for my second time. My doctor is very much more knowledegable then my regular doctor and is more expensive. I find that this doctor does not care to use Histo-freezer but instead decides to stop using it on me during the treatment not even five minuets into it and perscribes me medication to use for the next twelve weeks for three times a week. She said she did not want to damage my healthy skin, that she swears by it. I found that it is working. But the pain of the process is unbearable. I would rather use the hist-o-freezer for the faster process, but I guess if it will be gone for good. I'll give it a shot....
On a some what of an happier note, I recieved my Red Cross offical card for donating blood for the Sandy Hurrican victims.Im very proud of myself, I now know my blood type...But since my dumb ass friends who are not tattooed asummed that, and told me I can not donate blood because Im fully covered in tattoos well this is what I said:
Im only saying this once, just because Im fully covered in tattoos does not enable me to do things... I know I will have to deal with useless knowledge of non tattooed people for the rest of my life. But this really fucking gets under my skin when ppl say I cant do something when I just saved three peoples life on the East Coast... call me a bitch but some people do not deserve to get tattooed
That friendship is o-v-e-r! I guess my other friend who had my friend ask me instead of doing it herself.... I tried to explain because I was just teasing her about getting the card. They both deleted me from facebook and thats the end to that friendship. I cant wait to get to Atlanta for a week in January.... I decided to celebrate my birthday while Im there how ever... because I no longer have friends here in Cali, cause when I get back home, money will be tight and I wont really have anyone to do anything on my bday but maybe with family.
So Im so looking forward to April 2013, I get to see my favorite band Sevendust!!!
Xoxo Mckenzie
I wasnt planning on updating any time soon on sg. Because of what has been going on in the news. I dont feel the need to bring it up when every one is hurting for Newtown. I will only say it really scares me because one day I will be some sort of an teacher for kids. Im sorry with all of my heart for those parents, and whom ever was invovled in that shooting. I may not choose to have children of my own, with how much this world is fucked up. I already have my own health problems that I will not discuss in details.
Although my poor vagina is not 100% I learned my lesson to never have unprotected sex again. Its been seven months strong with out sex. I went to planned parent hood not too long ago to get treatment for my second time. My doctor is very much more knowledegable then my regular doctor and is more expensive. I find that this doctor does not care to use Histo-freezer but instead decides to stop using it on me during the treatment not even five minuets into it and perscribes me medication to use for the next twelve weeks for three times a week. She said she did not want to damage my healthy skin, that she swears by it. I found that it is working. But the pain of the process is unbearable. I would rather use the hist-o-freezer for the faster process, but I guess if it will be gone for good. I'll give it a shot....
On a some what of an happier note, I recieved my Red Cross offical card for donating blood for the Sandy Hurrican victims.Im very proud of myself, I now know my blood type...But since my dumb ass friends who are not tattooed asummed that, and told me I can not donate blood because Im fully covered in tattoos well this is what I said:
Im only saying this once, just because Im fully covered in tattoos does not enable me to do things... I know I will have to deal with useless knowledge of non tattooed people for the rest of my life. But this really fucking gets under my skin when ppl say I cant do something when I just saved three peoples life on the East Coast... call me a bitch but some people do not deserve to get tattooed
That friendship is o-v-e-r! I guess my other friend who had my friend ask me instead of doing it herself.... I tried to explain because I was just teasing her about getting the card. They both deleted me from facebook and thats the end to that friendship. I cant wait to get to Atlanta for a week in January.... I decided to celebrate my birthday while Im there how ever... because I no longer have friends here in Cali, cause when I get back home, money will be tight and I wont really have anyone to do anything on my bday but maybe with family.
So Im so looking forward to April 2013, I get to see my favorite band Sevendust!!!
Xoxo Mckenzie
Im so happy that finals are O-V-E-R! I have never felt so stressed out over it until now that the closer I get to graduation the more freaked out I'am getting...
The presents are bought and wrapped and I'am done! This year theres a ten dollar limit on presents. My three year old niece discovered the Cheetah wrapping paper for me that I had to buy at Hobby land. She knows her auntie so well....! Now that Im on vacation, I'll go back at school at the age of 27 yrs old in February. How did that happen? I dont really feel like Im that old, it baffles me. Iam looking forward to going back though, just for my yoga class I enrolled in. Theres a really hot babe with blue and pink long hair whos taking the class along with me. I just hope the teacher doesnt kick my ass again, even though I made an A in my last class I took.
I caught the news on Tuesday, most of the time when ever I watch Ellen afterwards, Im trying really hard to enter the 12 days of giveaways, but having no luck....on the news showed that there was a shooting at Clackamas Town Center in PDX, where Casper often takes me to go shopping with her to kill time, when I visit her and my other friends like Pistolita, Toxic and Silencia. There was a shooter who murdered two people and injured a fifteen year old, Please say a pray for the murderer's family and friends, especially the victims who were involved.
Im looking forward to 2013, I graduate either in summer or next Fall? I have a Hot date with Morgan Rose, the drummer of Seven Dust some time after February when they roll through Cali for shows with the band Evanescence, Im crossing my fingers they play in Santa Cruz again, I have the perfect resturant I would like to take him, I think he'll enjoy the "99 bottle of beer." My older sister took me there, I was about 16 yrs old for the first time ever to ditch school to go shopping and have lunch. Its been my favorite place to go ever since. I also thought Id take him miniture golf at the board walk since he likes to golf ?
I dont get why I keep meeting divorced men, or divorced men with kids from different baby mamas??? Is it cause I work with kids? I would like to meet some one, just not sure how I feel about taking the title "Step mom." Im too busy enjoying my wild freedom. The next three years I want to live things up, Id like to try new things... I was inspired after donating blood for East coast Sandy Hurrican victims. Knowing I was able to save three people's life gave me empowerment some how? Hopefully I can find a real man
xoxo Mckenzie
P.S you can find me
https://twitter.com/MckenzieSuicide
http://instagram.com/mckenziesg
The presents are bought and wrapped and I'am done!
This year theres a ten dollar limit on presents. My three year old niece discovered the Cheetah wrapping paper for me that I had to buy at Hobby land. She knows her auntie so well....! Now that Im on vacation, I'll go back at school at the age of 27 yrs old in February. How did that happen? I dont really feel like Im that old, it baffles me. Iam looking forward to going back though, just for my yoga class I enrolled in. Theres a really hot babe with blue and pink long hair whos taking the class along with me. I just hope the teacher doesnt kick my ass again, even though I made an A in my last class I took. I caught the news on Tuesday, most of the time when ever I watch Ellen afterwards, Im trying really hard to enter the 12 days of giveaways, but having no luck....on the news showed that there was a shooting at Clackamas Town Center in PDX, where Casper often takes me to go shopping with her to kill time, when I visit her and my other friends like Pistolita, Toxic and Silencia. There was a shooter who murdered two people and injured a fifteen year old, Please say a pray for the murderer's family and friends, especially the victims who were involved.
Im looking forward to 2013, I graduate either in summer or next Fall? I have a Hot date with Morgan Rose, the drummer of Seven Dust some time after February when they roll through Cali for shows with the band Evanescence, Im crossing my fingers they play in Santa Cruz again, I have the perfect resturant I would like to take him, I think he'll enjoy the "99 bottle of beer." My older sister took me there, I was about 16 yrs old for the first time ever to ditch school to go shopping and have lunch.
Its been my favorite place to go ever since. I also thought Id take him miniture golf at the board walk since he likes to golf ?I dont get why I keep meeting divorced men, or divorced men with kids from different baby mamas??? Is it cause I work with kids? I would like to meet some one, just not sure how I feel about taking the title "Step mom." Im too busy enjoying my wild freedom. The next three years I want to live things up, Id like to try new things... I was inspired after donating blood for East coast Sandy Hurrican victims. Knowing I was able to save three people's life gave me empowerment some how? Hopefully I can find a real man
xoxo Mckenzie
P.S you can find me
https://twitter.com/MckenzieSuicide
http://instagram.com/mckenziesg
So glad its only Sunday, Ive been sleeping in till at least 10am everday ! Thanksgiving came and gone, I always seem to start pms on this holiday which sucks, Im either really bitchy or really sleepy. Thankfully my birthcontrol helps with that.
Last night I went down stairs to make myself some hot tomatoe soup with creamy melted cheese and bread crumbs I found a care package from Amazon with my name on it, As I grabbed a knife to open the box I just laughed at myself, some one bought me my Captin Sailor hat! Now I just need the sailor costume and Im set for next Halloween! Thank you to whom ever bought it for me, dress up just got sexier!!!!
I have my classes for Spring semester, petition to graduate on 4/2013 in Early Childhood Education. Only problem is my councilor put me in one of the classes I need to repeat, So Im thinking I should drop it. At least I know I will graduate shortly in the next year. I hate being stressed out all the time, my long nails never last. Which doesnt help with my health, I must go to planned parent hood again.My regular doctor charges a arm and leg to pay for what I need done.
I can not wait any long for when Sevendust rolls through Cali and plays some shows after Februray!
Morgan Rose of Sevendust in the studio 2012 at Architekt Music , Butler, NJ
XOXO Mckenzie
Last night I went down stairs to make myself some hot tomatoe soup with creamy melted cheese and bread crumbs I found a care package from Amazon with my name on it, As I grabbed a knife to open the box I just laughed at myself, some one bought me my Captin Sailor hat! Now I just need the sailor costume and Im set for next Halloween! Thank you to whom ever bought it for me, dress up just got sexier!!!!
I have my classes for Spring semester, petition to graduate on 4/2013 in Early Childhood Education. Only problem is my councilor put me in one of the classes I need to repeat, So Im thinking I should drop it. At least I know I will graduate shortly in the next year. I hate being stressed out all the time, my long nails never last. Which doesnt help with my health, I must go to planned parent hood again.My regular doctor charges a arm and leg to pay for what I need done.
I can not wait any long for when Sevendust rolls through Cali and plays some shows after Februray!
Morgan Rose of Sevendust in the studio 2012 at Architekt Music , Butler, NJ
XOXO Mckenzie
This Thanksgiving, I'am proud that I was able to donate blood for the East Coast victims on Thursday besides snail mailing candles and a flash light to a friend, since I couldnt be there in person to help clean the mess of the Sandy Hurrican with my friends.There are a hundred blood drives a day that are being cancelled on the East Coast because of no power, Im happy that I can help the victims, even getting allowed to touch my warm blood... it was worth the puke and black out! 
My blood is being tested as we speak then delivered to the East Coast.
I was nervous as we speak to donate blood for the first time in my life. My nurse Miguel could tell as you checked for a vein to draw the blood from my arms. I was hoping he wouldnt take it my left arm. Im stingy like that, only wanting my artist Hawk Chait to touch my skin with a needle, that is currently working on my sleeve. He checked my Iron, which of course was really good. And then asked me personal questions. I tried to take the questions seriousaly, but I giggled when he asked me if I had sex with a prositute. The giggles caught on to Miguel so we both tried to take it serious as he kept asking more questions.
As I sat in the chair trying to relax, I watched my blood go through the tube into the bag. I was kinda amazed. Miguel and I caught on a conversation about Tattoos. Then explaining to me what the next steps were, he pointed out the phone number to call if I got sick, and that it wasnt his number so I couldnt call him if I got sick. I just smirked him a smile bashfully. I couldnt tell if he was flirting with me or just being funny. When he finished up my arm, he told me to stay still. I watched him walk away with my blood, then turned around to allow me to touch it. I was surpised and blurted out its warm! He joked to me your not cold blooded after all.
From there I was told to sit down at the table with the rest of gang blood donars. I had fifteen minuets to snack on cheezits and cookies while sipping on my water. The lady in charged was friendly making conversation about how more people will be showing up because of recent events. I blurted out "I made an appointment two weeks ago just because I have friends who live out in Jersey".
When my time was up, I was able to leave. I looked back and saw my male nurse watch as I leave. I made the mistake to walk home because not even a block away from my house I started to feel really hot. I made it home in time, went to the bathroom to pee, I puked all over the floor. I threw my jeans off and ran to grab old towels to clean up the puke. As I kept trying to clean I began to black out, I got to the washer, I completly couldnt see anything I slammed my hands on the knob to turn it to turn the washer on but so luck. I decided to sit down in the recyiner chair. I bumped into the couch and finally sat down. I decided it was best to wait to get up again for another twenty minuets to make sure I was okay.
Now I realized why my mom told me she rather me volunteer at an animal no kill shelter. She said she was proud of me none the less.
XOXO Mckenzie
P.S since my LA trip is a bust, I will be traveling to Atlanta in January on my winter break for my first time, to hang out with my former tattoo artist Joe Vegas! All I care is that I run into Sevendust!!!!!!!!!!!
I stoled this picture from Theo Rossi Twitter account(Juice)
My blood is being tested as we speak then delivered to the East Coast.I was nervous as we speak to donate blood for the first time in my life. My nurse Miguel could tell as you checked for a vein to draw the blood from my arms. I was hoping he wouldnt take it my left arm. Im stingy like that, only wanting my artist Hawk Chait to touch my skin with a needle, that is currently working on my sleeve. He checked my Iron, which of course was really good. And then asked me personal questions. I tried to take the questions seriousaly, but I giggled when he asked me if I had sex with a prositute. The giggles caught on to Miguel so we both tried to take it serious as he kept asking more questions.
As I sat in the chair trying to relax, I watched my blood go through the tube into the bag. I was kinda amazed. Miguel and I caught on a conversation about Tattoos. Then explaining to me what the next steps were, he pointed out the phone number to call if I got sick, and that it wasnt his number so I couldnt call him if I got sick. I just smirked him a smile bashfully. I couldnt tell if he was flirting with me or just being funny. When he finished up my arm, he told me to stay still. I watched him walk away with my blood, then turned around to allow me to touch it. I was surpised and blurted out its warm! He joked to me your not cold blooded after all.
From there I was told to sit down at the table with the rest of gang blood donars. I had fifteen minuets to snack on cheezits and cookies while sipping on my water. The lady in charged was friendly making conversation about how more people will be showing up because of recent events. I blurted out "I made an appointment two weeks ago just because I have friends who live out in Jersey".
When my time was up, I was able to leave. I looked back and saw my male nurse watch as I leave. I made the mistake to walk home because not even a block away from my house I started to feel really hot. I made it home in time, went to the bathroom to pee, I puked all over the floor. I threw my jeans off and ran to grab old towels to clean up the puke. As I kept trying to clean I began to black out, I got to the washer, I completly couldnt see anything I slammed my hands on the knob to turn it to turn the washer on but so luck. I decided to sit down in the recyiner chair. I bumped into the couch and finally sat down. I decided it was best to wait to get up again for another twenty minuets to make sure I was okay.
Now I realized why my mom told me she rather me volunteer at an animal no kill shelter. She said she was proud of me none the less.
XOXO Mckenzie
P.S since my LA trip is a bust, I will be traveling to Atlanta in January on my winter break for my first time, to hang out with my former tattoo artist Joe Vegas! All I care is that I run into Sevendust!!!!!!!!!!!
I stoled this picture from Theo Rossi Twitter account(Juice)
