I dont know what it is but I just woke up feeling like shit! There were stupid sirens going on all night. And I just could not get comfortable in my bed. It was like a sweat shop in my room. Maybe I need a new bed or something. I have had that bed since forever.
And another thing why is every one dying. First It was my grandma, then my cousins grandpa, today my parents friends mother. And even on tv(Im a total Tv Junkie). On Real World that one guys mother. Also Six Feet under but that doesnt really count cause its a televition show.
Latley I just dont have any motivation to do much anymore. I really need to get my shit together cause I if I dont Insurance wont cover me. Fuck!! All I need is a push from someone. No one in my family is doing that, they just expect me to do it by myself. How am I sapost to do that again when none of them are home. Im always stuck here in the house. I refuse to go out and make friends. Im not planning to stay here long. I always feel like I need some one by side to do something when I probablly dont even need it. Im just too lazy and stubborn to do it on my own. And trust me I get bitchy.
Well I dont want to rumble on how much my life sucks. I called the tattoo guy yesturday to see if I could make a appointment and he didnt answer the phone, I left a message for him. He better call back other wise Ill just have my friend finish it and I know how much he wants to tattoo my chest
washable markers are soo much fun!