You couldnt believe what happend on Six feet Under! I of course caught right in the middle when They were having a funeral for "Nate"! When did this all happen??? why did he have to die. And Surpisingly I caught episode again tonight when they were showing the previews for next week and its the last season only two more episodes!! where have I been!!

And you know what else happend my cat brought a bat into my house a little tiny black one. It was sooooo disgusting, I couldnt even try to get it out of my house I want to puck so bad. The chills just went down my spin! Then later my cat pucked which I picked that up. That way my sisters wouldnt bitch about how I dont do shit around the house and how waak my cat is.....

Leeloo called me today she said shes kicking out her roomate and that Im welcomed to move back in.... Which is great and all but I cant make up my mind what I want to do with my life. Move to Tracy with this guy who I once had a one night stand but who I dont have feelings for, but the only reason Id move there is so I can start dating my crush who Ive been talking to for a long time. Or I could move back in with Leeloo my bestest friend but yet Im not comfortable with living in a unsafe area. Id have to get back in school, if only I knew what I wanted to do with my life this would make it so much eaiser. I have to do something cause all I get is shit talking from family members about me doing nothing with life. I just hope something comes along.

When ever I get like this I want to change something about my image. Its actually kinda fun. Im always shocking people. Either its a new tattoo, a piercing,new hair color, or simple a new hair cut. My hair stylist loves me for it. I always go in with something out of the ordinary. I think i give her hope... lol I think my new project will be my hair, ive always admire Drew Barrymores hair cut and hair color in the movie "Mad Love" But I think my hair needs to get alil longer I dunno what do you guys think...?

speaking of which I need to make another appointment to get my chest worked on again. I get so nervous when i call the tattoo guy, I dont know what Im such a weeny at the little less things Im such a nerd I dont know why I hate even plucking my eye browls