When you build and create your own fantasy, you put the people you admire the most in them. The only difference is that my fantasy is becoming true. The people I meet are turning into the loves of my life and my best friends that I consider family now.

The funny part is that I dont need to use my popularity of being nude on my internet Alternative life style of modeling with Tattoos. I just have to be my self.....

Ive had this pit feeling in my stomace since November, I have not puked yet but Im just crossing my fingers that I dont and dont make an ass out of myself when we have our first meet.

My Atlanta trip in the next week is going to change my life. Maybe its a good bye to California in 2013! Cali you have not been nice to me latley. Ive lost most of all my friends, Im biting my tounge that I dont loose my best friend because her husband was too scared to go to the bar with me last night to watch the Fight.

My sister said I screamed like a teenager.... after I had my twenty minuet phone conversation with him.

2013 your giving me major butterflies!
He thinks Im beautiful, Im keeping him in my pocket the best that I can. Wish me luck, because no one is going to believe me!

xoxo Mckenzie

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