Two more weeks and this semester will be o-v-e-r! I havent had much time to think about the vacation break, but it is in the back of my mind, still trying to decide on what to do for my birthday. I always put myself in these situations. What, where, and how should I celebrate my birthday plans. Ive been too stressed and worried because Im not passing the one class I really am not learning anything in. The teacher just preaches us stories depressing stories that are happening in the world, and how were supost to have resources to help children and their family. If I dont pass this class, I will be still seeing this teachers face till the day I graduate.

Which is bull shit, I have two more semesters to go, and I'd really like to graduate in the next year. So I can start a life for myself. All this learning about children just makes me want a kid of my own. Trying to live through my friends kids is not working as much as I wish it could. Other that, this semester has been way to much work. The sad thing is Im loosing a connection with one of my friends Jackie because were so busy with our own scheduals, that we cant make the time to see each other. Any how Ive put my share into trying to make a hang out time and it just is not there.

During my month break, I would like to spend more time cooking real meals for myself, get a gym membership at Golds so I can get back to doing yoga again. I have not painted as much I wish I could do, butif Im not in the creativity to paint, it wont come out good enough. Getting by drinking coffee and Red Bull is how Im surving.

Thanksgiving was nice, I ate way too much food all weekend long to the point that Id burp and food would come up. Gross I know, but I couldnt believe that my two year old neice scolded, when I walked outside in just my socks. Terrible twos are not fun. At least when I said my goodbyes, my neice came running to me and jumped in my arms and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I adore her....

The only break I gave myself this four day weekend was go to the movies to see the Muppets, I cracked up laughing through out the whole movie, and was singing "Mana mana do do do Mana mana"! all the way home in the car, my friend Robert was probablly annoyed with me by then because I dragged him to go with me. Were just waiting on a free day so we can go see "My Week with Marilyn".


Back to the real world...for your enjoyment


xoxo Mckenzie