Im dying from boredem over here, and I know I shouldnt be using my dads internet service on his lap top. Cause it charges like a phone call. But Fuck, I have no internet service on my computer. Im going through withdraws I need interenet! I cant live with out this shit!
Plus the time change messes with my head. And that definally does not help me at all.I keep thinking its the wrong time. And that really screws with my day plans.

Lets see, I didnt do diddle scwot today, I got stuck to couch watching music videos all day long. I love music I must add! Im already feeling it in my arms. Their sore from yesturday, but it only makes me want to go back again so I can pump it up! lol Good lord my sister and mom would not shut up about my sisters new job and about her moving into the pad that she got. I was ready to strangle their necks. But I of course am a good daughter! So I didnt lol!

I want to re-dye my hair black, cause my roots are coming in. But no one in my house hold can do it. Cause they all have their own busy scheduals. I say fuck them!Goes to show how my family gives a fuck about my ass when Im home! geez So yea I would do it myself, but theres one problem, Ive never dyed my own hair! I guess theres always a first for everything. But I dont think tomorro is the day for that first. Im planning to get sushi with some of girls from
the site tomorro night in santa cruz. I dont have any clue what to wear either, I always have this problem. I want
to dress cute but dressing=me being cold. And Santa Cruz is fucking cold as shit!Why couldnt the lord bless me with alil warmth now and then when ever I go out in cold weather. Cant ya tell I hate cold weather.

Well the holidays are coming, time to make my christmas/Birthday list. Half of the time I never get what I want that I put on my list. So whats the damn point! I mainly need clothes this holiday season or money. Money is always good. Cause then I can get my next tattoo. I need long sleeve shirts and button up colar t-shirts that way I can hide my chest piece tattoo. I have tatts on my arm but their not very notice able. I need nice professional clothes badly if Im going to apply for that secrtary job at my dads work. That would be crazy if I got it, me working with my big pops. Kinda cool. I like the people he works with. That lady that pissed me off the other time I worked that I also mentioned in my previous journals. Is actually being cool to me. So well see what happens. I want a digital camera really badly, my camera phone is only good for close up pictures. Every year Ive always put on my list that I wanted a tiger print bed spread, But I never get it! maybe when I get enough cash Ill buy it myself one day.

Ive been waiting a week for fotopimp to send me some pictures he took of me well I was in the city visiting. I want my damn pictures already! I need to post them in myspace account and share them on here. Their really cool pictures too, some are modeling pics, some are from when we went to the bar and Im dancing having a really good time. And then some are of me eating at the cafe on castro street after we went to the bar. Im holding the rose that Suicide Chole was throwing out into the audience at the burqleste show that I attended. Only I forgot to pack it with me on my way back home. Hopefully Leeloo hasnt gotten rid of it, I would be so sad!!!!!!

Well Im going to head to bed, I need to well rested for tomorro night. Me and my kitty are just chilling. She would say but she only speaks kitty talk!