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I heart Helmut!
I did a version of his Green Room but in Red and then turned it into a 3 piece series, but i'm still waiting on the last image, here is what i have for now.
BTW so far i am doing well with the toning up and eating more healthy, less fat and carbs, hell last night i requested brown rice for the 1st time. but tonight i splurge! Mexican!
Tomorrow i go apple Picking. and Sunday i do a Aids fund shoot for a charity calendar.
project red soks
I did a version of his Green Room but in Red and then turned it into a 3 piece series, but i'm still waiting on the last image, here is what i have for now.
BTW so far i am doing well with the toning up and eating more healthy, less fat and carbs, hell last night i requested brown rice for the 1st time. but tonight i splurge! Mexican!
Tomorrow i go apple Picking. and Sunday i do a Aids fund shoot for a charity calendar.
project red soks
a all time favorite from the 80's and resurfacing on ads today, totally underestimated for it's time when released.
My Biggest Challenge
If you know anything about me it's that i love food, i live to eat, not eat to live. Food is a luxury to me. If the moons are not aligned and things are shitty with me emotionally or i am stressed, i don't eat. But when i feel great or good, I want to be one with my food and palette. and Yes i am a food snob about 90% of the time, I'll eat Elios pizza if i have to but i don't dare eat a fresh pie once it hits the box.
So i am shooting in Jamaica in about a week and a half, and i have been on this work out/ healthy eating binge.
IT SUCKS so bad, all of a sudden my sense of smell is heightened by 10 times. i walk past anything fried and i actually salivate. I feel like i have the sense of smell of a wolf. I walked past the crepe place in the mall and it was all i could do to pull myself away. I'm ordering low fat items at Starbucks and say NO to whipped Cream with a sort of whine in my voice! BLASPHEME!
I went to GNC and purchased this stuff called SlimQuick Clense! i only had the balls to try 3 of the pills before bedtime last weekend, you supposed to take 4 at a time twice a day. and my lifestyle is too active to be having poop emergencies. Possibly try to scale it down as the time gets closer, i just want to lean up, not really lose weight, or Ok about 3-5 lbs might be nice, age is def catching up with me and i knew the party wouldn't last forever. I Have never in my life since i was in high school and newly started birth control had to watch my weight, Hell I am considered the biggest Foodie in the group of all the people i know!
and now the thought of the things i want to eat most seem way more appetizing than ever!
I have even cut down smoking pot about 90%!
I guess it's more important now because i have never flown to another country for a shoot that i know i am gonna be naked in, Canada doesn't count.
Hell i might even binge on the flight home!
I just need to make it through to the shoot and then i will Binge like an Animal!
If you know anything about me it's that i love food, i live to eat, not eat to live. Food is a luxury to me. If the moons are not aligned and things are shitty with me emotionally or i am stressed, i don't eat. But when i feel great or good, I want to be one with my food and palette. and Yes i am a food snob about 90% of the time, I'll eat Elios pizza if i have to but i don't dare eat a fresh pie once it hits the box.
So i am shooting in Jamaica in about a week and a half, and i have been on this work out/ healthy eating binge.
IT SUCKS so bad, all of a sudden my sense of smell is heightened by 10 times. i walk past anything fried and i actually salivate. I feel like i have the sense of smell of a wolf. I walked past the crepe place in the mall and it was all i could do to pull myself away. I'm ordering low fat items at Starbucks and say NO to whipped Cream with a sort of whine in my voice! BLASPHEME!
I went to GNC and purchased this stuff called SlimQuick Clense! i only had the balls to try 3 of the pills before bedtime last weekend, you supposed to take 4 at a time twice a day. and my lifestyle is too active to be having poop emergencies. Possibly try to scale it down as the time gets closer, i just want to lean up, not really lose weight, or Ok about 3-5 lbs might be nice, age is def catching up with me and i knew the party wouldn't last forever. I Have never in my life since i was in high school and newly started birth control had to watch my weight, Hell I am considered the biggest Foodie in the group of all the people i know!
and now the thought of the things i want to eat most seem way more appetizing than ever!
I have even cut down smoking pot about 90%!
I guess it's more important now because i have never flown to another country for a shoot that i know i am gonna be naked in, Canada doesn't count.
Hell i might even binge on the flight home!
I just need to make it through to the shoot and then i will Binge like an Animal!
Kiss this Star Child!
Thanks to the biggest kiss fan i know Sam Holden
Styling and concept by ME
Thanks to the biggest kiss fan i know Sam Holden
Styling and concept by ME
from this summer in Hoboken NJ
going to Jamaica/Negril in 2 weeks to do a quick shoot with Tony Yang. Trying to work out really quick to tighten up, nothing like waiting till the last min.
One of these things just doesn't belong here.
I am Awkward around other females.
I am the girl whom is girlish but not girlie.
I like pink but I don't like being catty.
I would never fit or conform to a sorority.
I only have one close girlfriend and she is pretty much like me.
I have always had more male friends than female, I'm crass and i don't fall in line like a sheep, I don't care to be married, I don't care to have kids, I don't care about name brands, I don't like to talk on the phone, and i don't watch Desperate Housewives.
For some reason i am awkward around a room full of women. I feel like the square peg that doesn't fit into the round hole. I don't have a tolerance for spoiled daddies girls whom complain about trivial shit.
and i don't lose sleep over others opinion of me. I never ask DOES THIS MAKE ME LOOK FAT? in search of compliments. I am self reliant and independent, respect is more important to me than being accepted and liked.
I like having men as friends because they are more likely to be predictable and not hormonal and bitchy and i never feel like they are judging me.
I might be a boy in a woman's body whom acts like a feminist but loves dirty jokes and likes to be taken out to dinner and end the evening with a good head massage.
Me at a group shoot of 15 models this Saturday in NY.
BTW all of them about 10 years younger than me.
I'm the odd one in the robe.
I am Awkward around other females.
I am the girl whom is girlish but not girlie.
I like pink but I don't like being catty.
I would never fit or conform to a sorority.
I only have one close girlfriend and she is pretty much like me.
I have always had more male friends than female, I'm crass and i don't fall in line like a sheep, I don't care to be married, I don't care to have kids, I don't care about name brands, I don't like to talk on the phone, and i don't watch Desperate Housewives.
For some reason i am awkward around a room full of women. I feel like the square peg that doesn't fit into the round hole. I don't have a tolerance for spoiled daddies girls whom complain about trivial shit.
and i don't lose sleep over others opinion of me. I never ask DOES THIS MAKE ME LOOK FAT? in search of compliments. I am self reliant and independent, respect is more important to me than being accepted and liked.
I like having men as friends because they are more likely to be predictable and not hormonal and bitchy and i never feel like they are judging me.
I might be a boy in a woman's body whom acts like a feminist but loves dirty jokes and likes to be taken out to dinner and end the evening with a good head massage.
Me at a group shoot of 15 models this Saturday in NY.
BTW all of them about 10 years younger than me.
I'm the odd one in the robe.
Cape Cod part Deux.
overview
we stayed in Yarmouth port.
it rained a bit, so we just wandered about taking pix up the cost to Provincetown and hte sun broke through, thank goodness, it was a beuatuful day in P Town, wich btw if your not familiar is like the New England version of Fire Island, meaning if your straight you are most likely a minority, but that's what i love about Ptown!
we also visited the Ed Gorey museum house, it was a perfect dreary day for that too, i took pix of his bobbles inside, not sure you were allowed to but hey that's how i roll!
We also played mini golf twice, and on the way home drove about 1/4 the way home to give Ant a rest, IN MY UNDERWEAR. it got hot, and my thighs were burning, so OFF came the pants.
btw i was stoned most of the time
is where we stayed
8:30 is too fucking early for breakfast, but this town is mostly people over 60, so what do you expect
we stayed in the garden house
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the view from the bed
Shrooms
love this one
sometimes i put myself in spots and ask ant to take my picture.
YES, lots of innuendos in P town
ok more on the mini golf, Ed Gorey house, and driving in underwear next week.
overview
we stayed in Yarmouth port.
it rained a bit, so we just wandered about taking pix up the cost to Provincetown and hte sun broke through, thank goodness, it was a beuatuful day in P Town, wich btw if your not familiar is like the New England version of Fire Island, meaning if your straight you are most likely a minority, but that's what i love about Ptown!
we also visited the Ed Gorey museum house, it was a perfect dreary day for that too, i took pix of his bobbles inside, not sure you were allowed to but hey that's how i roll!
We also played mini golf twice, and on the way home drove about 1/4 the way home to give Ant a rest, IN MY UNDERWEAR. it got hot, and my thighs were burning, so OFF came the pants.
btw i was stoned most of the time
is where we stayed
8:30 is too fucking early for breakfast, but this town is mostly people over 60, so what do you expect
we stayed in the garden house
.
the view from the bed
Shrooms
love this one
sometimes i put myself in spots and ask ant to take my picture.
YES, lots of innuendos in P town
ok more on the mini golf, Ed Gorey house, and driving in underwear next week.
Cape Cod Post.
Ok lets just get the food outta the way first then the next post will be the other lovely sights.
Jerry the Innkeeper, Well also discuss him later too.
this is my reason for existing! this Fried belly Clam!
Can't you see the love on my face!
Ok lets just get the food outta the way first then the next post will be the other lovely sights.
Jerry the Innkeeper, Well also discuss him later too.
this is my reason for existing! this Fried belly Clam!
Can't you see the love on my face!
