SuicideGirl: Maxi
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Maxi don\'t come here without an appetite

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APRIL 28, 2011 @ 07:21 AM




I'm so fortunate to be surrounded by people that know and can relate to how close we can become to out pets, and understand my love for Jelly in particular. We are healing, the 1st couple of day's I didn't feel certain that I could manage the overwhelming emotions of loss I was going through. I stayed home for 5 day's just crying at the drop of a dime. I couldn't stop visualizing her in the places she would usually be. occasionally we see String Bean and do a double take, they are the same in color. I have to Take Stringbean to get an ultra sound of the Carcinoma on her lung tomorrow, and plan accordingly to what I am willing to put her through at almost 12 years old,

We are now looking back with smiles about Jelly, and a less tears,and starting to plan for the future of our next addition to our little pack of dogs. It's not a replacement of Jelly, It's keeping the pack going and inserting some well needed positive energy and distraction. I haven't had a Puppy in the house in 8 years, We are nervous and excited.

thanks you so much for your kindness, You guys are really consistently supportive of me.
Comments
AmbientLight

AmbientLight

I'm lost
March 2005

APR 28, 2011 08:22 AM

Glad you have love and support in your life at this time... it is the probably the only consolation one can have in this time of heartbreak.

Mega good wishes for Stringbean!

wildswan

wildswan

I'm lost
June 2006

APR 28, 2011 09:56 AM

I am so absolutely sorry. My best wished for your other darling.

Chalko

Chalko

Sacramento, CA
September 2005

APR 28, 2011 10:45 AM

Dogs become a part of our family, in essence they are family so the hurt is the same...(for some of us) Always sad, but when you do get a new puppy, things will be happy again. (unless they chew up something important) LOL...Take it easy

King_Mob

King_Mob

I'm lost
September 2005

APR 28, 2011 11:15 AM

Sorry hon. This is the first I heard of your loss. Take heart that she'll always be with you. I can still feel my lost kitty with me most days.

actonjacton

actonjacton

Phoenix, AZ
October 2003

APR 28, 2011 01:22 PM

I'm a new dog owner. Found my guy a couple months ago. i had a family pets as a kid and have had roommates with dogs and cats, but never my own, Vet said he's about 9 mos. old, terrier mix.
I'm pretty happy about it. I kept thinking of getting a dog and was worried about living up to the full time responsibility, but it's been ok so far. It's weird for me to think he will be in my life for the next 15 or more years. Like having a kid. But he s a champ and everybidy loves him wherever I take him.
Sorry for your loss. I'm sure it's tough.

Kay

Kay

SUICIDEGIRL

Antarctica

APR 28, 2011 02:34 PM

Ugh. Sorry I missed saying I'm so sorry earlier. I have been deployed for a tad.

Huge hugs lady.

jman76

jman76

Parlier, CA
March 2004

APR 28, 2011 02:40 PM

Sorry to hear what's going on. I hope things get better for you

AcidEvangelist

AcidEvangelist

Minneapolis, MN
March 2004

APR 28, 2011 03:49 PM

Any puppy would be lucky to have you as a Doggy Mama. smile

legman

legman

Portland, OR
February 2006

APR 28, 2011 08:34 PM

kiss

ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

APR 28, 2011 09:04 PM

Hope Stringbean is ok. smile

bucktownj

bucktownj

Chicago, IL
August 2004

APR 29, 2011 04:07 PM

Your dogs are lucky to have somebody care for them as much as you do. Keep your chin up.

grumpyoldbastard

grumpyoldbastard

Roslindale, MA
January 2005

MAY 05, 2011 03:50 PM

i miss ass wednesday maxi, and hi, kit has been a while since i was here love , i lost a friend this past few weeks also maxi, ill keep good thoughts for yours love

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