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OCTOBER 16, 2009 @ 07:06 AM


Kink and some new stuff.









I'm not sure if it was because I grew up under a sexually liberated mother who's profession for a spell was a sex worker, or that religion wasn't enforced upon me.
But I never developed any "Kinks". I don't really have 1st associations with sex that would be considered material or a base foundation for a kink.
I recall us moving when i was about 5 and in one of the packed boxes was a small book called THE JOY OF SEX. i flipped through it. and saw the various sexual positions.
My mother wasn't the type to prohibit her children from watching movies with adult content like nudity or profanity.

Later my sister and I would occasional come across my step fathers porn videos, that consisted of everything from she males to gay sex. whole other story..
I use to read a lot of mature erotic novels as a teen.

My point is Sex was never a Taboo, there was nothing to harbor or hide, so nothing out of the ordinary ever developed. When i was 15 I had a boyfriend and it started to get heated, i told my mother i wanted Birth control, she shot me down at first, but my sister already got pregnant 5 years earlier, so she finally took me. that's the kind of relationship we had. I always wanted to be honest with my mother.

Along the way i have at least become intrigued with other peoples kinks and fetishes, but not in the way of experiencing it, but more like my interests in serial killers and crime stories, I am more interested in the details of where it manifested itself, and how it became so, what fuels it and makes it tick.

Anywhoo...yesterday i realized that along the lines of Kink but not necessarily sexual release, i have found that aside from being a photography lover and exhibitionist, I find it thrilling to do public nudes. I find it exciting and exhilarating to sneak real quick or shock and appall unsuspecting onlookers with brazing nudity during photo shoots. I have done a few public nudes, but i think it was more apparent yesterday in Coney Island with Chip Willis and Aeric MG than all the other times. Does a Kink have to produce a sexual release or can it just be something that makes your heart pound with delight?









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vegasdaddy

vegasdaddy

Vatican City
July 2006

OCT 16, 2009 08:24 AM

Sexy kink.kiss

S_Eldorado

S_Eldorado

Vancouver, BC
December 2004

OCT 16, 2009 08:56 AM

You've been traveling! smile

I believe that for most, a kink merely gets the heart pounding but for some, it's so deeply rooted and developed that it becomes a requirement for release.

Those are incredible pictures - you've got nerves of steel. Gorgeous.

mellon

mellon

USA
October 2004

OCT 16, 2009 08:58 AM

The ninja photo is awesome, but my favorite is the top one. There's something about a lady in a sharp-looking coat...

I'm happy for you that your mother was so wise. I was not lucky that way... :'|

Happyboy

Happyboy

Berkeley, CA
December 2004

OCT 16, 2009 09:19 AM

I love all the photos especially the ninja and the flying nun (the hat really brings out your boobssmile. I think kinks are like most anything, different strokes for different folks and all that. Everyone has different tastes and likes that's why coffee shops have a bajillion kinds of teas and coffee drinks and pastries, why there are several different kinds of genres in film, music, and literature, etc. I agree fully with S_Eldorado but, I also think that people have kinks simply because variety is inevitable.

gujsel

gujsel

Italy
November 2005

OCT 16, 2009 10:18 AM

awww simply fantastic shoots darling have great weekend!!!kisses for you !!kisskiss

Hazzard

Hazzard

HOPEFUL

Calgary, AB

OCT 16, 2009 10:29 AM

Love those shots!

ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

OCT 16, 2009 10:48 AM

Whoa! Awesome shots!
I love public displays like that!
It is just so hot! biggrin
Beautiful shots, as always.
How do you do it?
Well, take care Maxi. kiss kiss love

shacolwal

shacolwal

Saint Cloud, MN
February 2004

OCT 16, 2009 10:56 AM

I love reading your blogs because they are so interesting and intelectually stimulating. Thanks for sharing your journey with us! smile

Frenchy

Frenchy

San Francisco, CA
November 2004

OCT 16, 2009 10:58 AM

NINJAAAAAAA

sitar

sitar

Philadelphia, PA
June 2004

OCT 16, 2009 12:24 PM

if its heart pounding delight, then its love. if its hot in the groin, then its kink. semantics, really. i never see naked chicks in chinatown. i think im due.

AmericanZero

AmericanZero

Los Angeles, CA
September 2003

OCT 16, 2009 03:39 PM

Perhaps you don't flirt because it's not exciting. Sex (being the pinnacle of attraction and the under laying charge of flirtation) is commonplace to you. During your formative years, sex was treated as a common occurrence, akin to doing laundry or brushing you teeth (which, in essences it is - minus the emotional component).

Now flirtation (equating to sex) doesn't excite you as "turn-on." That rush you feel from exposing yourself in public, where a stranger might see your true-self, revealed. it's a rush, it's energy - tapping into a power that's not obvious on the surface. You are turned on by this taboo act.

Many heterosexual men are turned on by Tranny's and some by gay sex. Not because they are into guys (I've seem many tranny's that look hotter then most women I know) but because it's taboo. Anal sex is a huge market in porn, because it's taboo. There are countless genre's in porn that would generally fit into the "deviate" category that are very popular, all of which are taboo.

Your boyfriend finds the same energy (and release) in flirting that you do in whipping off your cloths in Coney Island. Flirting (equating to sex) if you are in a relationship is off limits - taboo. I gotta say, the nun's habit is only slightly less sexually mind-bending then the series with strap-on.

Northron

Northron

I'm lost
November 2004

OCT 17, 2009 08:51 AM

Lovely as always. I haven't any serious kinkiness, damn it, so I cannot speak on the subject.

Have you had any great food lately? I still owe you the name of the Dim Sum place in Montreal's Chinatown where I ate as a child. Will have to get my Mom to take a trip with me, she grew up there, and, she's my Mom, have got to have her around for good food.

Gadget

Gadget

SUICIDEGIRL

New Hampshire, USA

OCT 17, 2009 11:12 AM

I love you for being able to pull all of that off. I would find it exciting and freeing and so many other things just to be present and knowing you were going to do something like that... like waiting for an explosion.

beautifulxalone

beautifulxalone

HOPEFUL

Somerville, MA

OCT 19, 2009 10:27 AM

beautiful photos. I would be so completely nervous to try and pull something like that off, but you do it with ease!

john8boy

john8boy

Honolulu, HI
March 2004

OCT 21, 2009 02:00 AM

There should be more liberated people like you and this world would be a better place, for you and me.....you know the song. Great pics one of your best shoots, you got big brass ones. I would imagine its a lot of people's fantasy to do a shoot like that or just to run around naked in the streets. lovekiss

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