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JANUARY 21, 2012 @ 07:14 PM

the past couple of months have been pretty close to hell, but i'm finally starting to see a light at the end of the tunnel.

yesterday, i had a biopsy to determine the severity of what my doctor's believe to be cervical cancer. kind of a bummer. i feel like someone punched me in the vag. But it's a huge relief. I know that next Friday, I will know for sure whats going on and what my treatment will be.

From this, i've learned that i need to stop saying that someday i will have all of these grand adventures. who the fuck knows if you will be here tomorrow? that's why i've decided to buy a ticket to europe for May. i will be spending 3 weeks touring around the following countries:

France
Belgium
Netherlands
Germany
Denmark
Sweden

i've asked the girls in the SG lounge to give me ideas on the following things, but i would love any sort of advice:

must-see sights
museums
clubs
concerts/shows
tattoo parlors/artists

i'm a poor college kid, but im tired of living my life waiting for the "perfect opportunity."

here is my usual picture update:

LOOSECANNON

Libertyville, IL

May 2005

JAN 21, 2012 09:28 PM

I'm sorry and my thoughts are with you concerning your coming medical news.
These photos are lovely and I think it's fantastic that you're attacking the moment.

minimaal

Netherlands

August 2006

JAN 22, 2012 03:20 AM

hope you will have a great trip!
when visiting the Netherlands make sure you go to Amsterdam, visit the van gogh museum, for clubbing/concerts both the melkweg & paradiso venues are great and have a programm almost daily.
and having cofee/tea in the jordaan area in amsterdam is one of the nicest things to do, it is one of the old areas of the town where not many tourist visit

Mimmi

SUICIDEGIRL

Germany

JAN 22, 2012 04:04 AM

Come to Leipzig! It's pretty, it's cheap, has a great art scene and people compare it to Berlin 20 years ago when it was still cool

ZenExistence

Maryland Heights, MO

OLD SKOOL

JAN 22, 2012 07:40 AM

A) You're wicked cute.
B) I'm sending you positive vibes as to your test results. I've done the dance a few times myself and it was the cause more sleepless nights than I care to count.
C) You're wicked cute.
4) Road trip when you get back; I'm driving!
E) Did I mention cute? Because I meant to.
6) I am so jealous of your Euro trip. I was supposed to travel to Poland at the end of April but it's still up in the air. We'll see.

Padre

Tolleson, AZ

March 2007

JAN 24, 2012 08:52 PM

My friend, I can't wait to hear about how beautiful it was to visit all those places. And all the horror stories that you can laugh about once you get back

Take care of yourself and I hope for the best for you. Love & support from me

Kyoko

SUICIDEGIRL

Iceland

JAN 27, 2012 09:48 AM

Hi! Hope you are doing alright!

I think it is great that you decited to travel

Ohh and it seems like the last message I wrote to you didn't get sent! And I tried again twice and still didn't work. Very strange but I did make you a playlist though still want it?

Kyoko

SUICIDEGIRL

Iceland

JAN 29, 2012 08:40 AM

Takk!

Ohh yes it is quite expensive to get here and out of the country compared to traveling between all the other European countries. I would travel more often if it wasn't like this.

I will try again!

Take care!

Alicee

SUICIDEGIRL

Nevada, USA

JAN 29, 2012 04:22 PM

hey love, i just wanted to let you know if you need anything at all let me know i hope everything turns out okay for you, and that you have a blast in europe, I'm very jealous

Ilsa

SUICIDEGIRL

New York, USA

JAN 31, 2012 07:59 PM

Please do! I can't wait to hear about your European adventures!

Alicee

SUICIDEGIRL

Nevada, USA

FEB 05, 2012 09:11 AM

hehe i love to cook someday you'll have to come visit xo

jayenh

Fairbanks, AK

March 2004

FEB 11, 2012 03:01 PM

So how is it going? Hopefully you got good/uninteresting news from the doctors after all.

I grew up in NW NC. Basically not far across the border from JC. Pretty hard to reconcile my memories from back then with Suicide Girls and the internet.

Myrtle

SUICIDEGIRL

Florida, USA

FEB 12, 2012 07:59 AM

Sweet Maslow,
I've been following your life in the internet world and all this news about stress and pain leaves me feeling heartbroken for you, but your beautiful outlook and your decision to be adventurous and bold leaves me pretty breathless!
You're an inspiration, you beautiful girl. I can't wait to read about all of your adventures.

Key

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

FEB 12, 2012 03:44 PM

Hi! Oh thats cool I have no idea where Ill be then but if Im here lets meet for sure!!!

Myrtle

SUICIDEGIRL

Florida, USA

FEB 23, 2012 01:34 PM

Oh you sweet girl. I wish you could meet the little person. He's so funny, he's made my heart into something completely new and full of love. It's wonderful. Maybe one of these days we'll find you on the road and share your adventures with you

Persephone

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

MAR 09, 2012 11:50 AM

Aw, thanks!

I recently had an endometrial biopsy, colposcopy and endocervical cutterage, not fun. Fortunately, I don't have cancer, hopefully you don't either!

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