SuicideGirl: Mary
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Mary is a 28 year-old SuicideGirl in Oregon, USA.

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JUNE 5, 2005 @ 07:44 AM

hi again...i know its been a little while. im very excited about my san fran trip, but i must report my tragedy first. my baby, my cat kiwi, managed to squeeze out the crack in my window (which ive been keeping mostly closed since swamis fall...but its fkn hot here and i need the air so i crack them just alittle)... she fell and died last week. i am heartbroken. there is nothing elae to say. i miss her very very much. so i havent felt like writing.
i know alot of people are wondering what my schedule in sf will be...and though it is hard to follow such a sad and depressing story with details like that, i know it must be done, because i am busy up till i leave and may not be able to update my journal again till im there.
so officially i need to "audition" for the manager at hustler, and i will be doing that sometime around 7pm or so on wed the 8th. if anyone can make it down and support that, it may help me to get the schedule i want...if management sees i can bring in customers, blah blah blah. so until im officially hired, my schedule is unsettled, but i plan to work most nights, excluding mondays probably, and excluding the ninth, which is when im doing a burlesque show at another club organised by SFSG...so contact them for the details...but its me and some bands on the ninth. the dates i'll be working are the 8th through the 25th.. probably not the 13th or the 21st.
and thats that!! i am not sure if im allowed to play my own cds or not...i certainly hope so cause i wanna dance like i do when im alone in my apartment dorking out...but uh, slower, and um, nicer. ha. but we'll see if they'll let me pick my songs from my stash or not.
i am planning on bringing a bunch of fun 8by10 unpublished photograghs to sell. 30 bucks each and i'll sign em to you personally...so if anyone is interested, ask me for one at the club. tryin to think of everything i can to help make some money...
this is going to feel surreal i think. in a fun way i hope.
all of you whove written and commented, and said you were coming out to see me dance have encouraged me alot...so thanks! you are very nice.......
here i come. biggrin

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StarCandy

StarCandy

Australia
April 2004

JUN 05, 2005 07:49 AM

frown I'm so sorry to hear about Kiwi

scarydoll

scarydoll

Trenton, NJ
January 2004

JUN 05, 2005 07:53 AM

I'm so sorry to hear about your kitty. I still mourn the loss of my dog, and she died 5 years ago. frown

Best of luck in SF! kiss

big_trouble

big_trouble

Ann Arbor, MI
OLD SKOOL

JUN 05, 2005 07:58 AM

I'm really sorry to hear about your cats passing. I can't imagine what life would be like if I lost my dog. Pets become family after a while.

I wish I could jet to SF to see you perform, I'm sure you'll do great. Any chance that your set will be covered by SG sometime?

Ilsa

Ilsa

SUICIDEGIRL

Spain

JUN 05, 2005 08:07 AM

So sad to hear about your kitty frown

James

James

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

JUN 05, 2005 08:08 AM

im sad for kitty....i dont know what i would do.

me1

me1

Algeria
December 2004

JUN 05, 2005 08:09 AM

Best of luck with the audition. Really sorry to hear about your kitty. Wish I could see you in SF, but I hardly get over there from the East bay.

AnnaLee

AnnaLee

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

JUN 05, 2005 08:24 AM

Im really sorry about your cat, thats so sad. I always worry about mine.

Grimjack

Grimjack

Philadelphia, PA
January 2004

JUN 05, 2005 08:34 AM

Geez...I couldnt imagine how upset I'd be if I'd lost one of my furry guys. Im really sorry for your loss... frown

silvercharmer

silvercharmer

Denver, CO
October 2004

JUN 05, 2005 08:40 AM

I'm so sorry to hear about your cat! I dunno what I would do if I lost any of mine.

Are you moving to SF?

pavlovsdog

pavlovsdog

Asheville, NC
May 2004

JUN 05, 2005 09:27 AM

That's a very unfortunate thing to happen to your kitty.

toothpickmoe

toothpickmoe

Los Angeles, CA
May 2004

JUN 05, 2005 09:53 AM

Sorry. That makes me want to hug my cats. If they would let me do that.

Have fun in SF.

Accessed

Accessed

Culver City, CA
November 2004

JUN 05, 2005 11:23 AM

Damn babygirl... Sorry about frisky Kiwi.. frown blackeyed U take care - and know that the little one is now an Angel Kitty!

Sempi

Sempi

Novato, CA
February 2003

JUN 05, 2005 11:46 AM

Have a safe trip here to SF. Sorry to hear about Kiwi. *hug* I'll make time in my schedule to stop by and see you while your here.

Simon

Simon

Lafayette, LA
May 2003

JUN 05, 2005 12:15 PM

I'm really sad to hear about your little kitty. Big hug for you.

-Simon

ringleader

ringleader

I'm lost
May 2004

JUN 05, 2005 12:15 PM

Sending some love your way. It is so hard to lose someone close to you.... your kitty frown I'll send some extra love for swami.

Good luck in San Fran, I'm sure you'll do great! kiss

[Edited on Jun 05, 2005 12:16PM]

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