SuicideGirl: Mary
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Mary is a 32 year-old SuicideGirl in Oregon, USA.

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MARCH 12, 2005 @ 08:10 AM


fuck you guys are way fastrer than me. i just got finished digesting all the comments, which are great but honestly its overwelming so dont be offended if i dont respond, just, write back agin?
he!!! swami is passed out on top of my comuters mouse so.... i think she wants some serious attention. ive scratched her head ever which way but she wants a full body rub down so i better give it to her or i will wake up to her chewing on one of my hands whild kiwi kneads my bladder like bread dough, which you know is going to suck after a night of drinking. bye. maybe. unless i get dumb. cause all my friends are asleep and i feel like talking. go figure, usually im the one in the corner just watching. maybe its just more fun to "talk" when you dont have to open your mouth. i just get sick of all that redundant shit, and feeling like everyones just trying to fullfill a picture they painted on ahead of time. i dont feel that way with my close friends, but with most others at times like these, i do. im not saying all stragers are pretentious....actually im ridulously trusting too often. but when you are around drunk folks you begin to see the difference between those who are comfortable and having fun naturally, those who are uncomfortable but personal when you catch them in a moment, and those who just plain wanna be liked by whoever they are around no matter what. the two former catagories are fine with me. good night, if night is what this still is.

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andreastesfaye

andreastesfaye

Yellowknife, NT
January 2005

MAR 12, 2005 08:31 AM

ahhh, the joys of drunk thinking and of the the ones who only loosen up when they do dink. Working in a bar for years , you see that all the time, people that only talk to you when they drink, or only look or talk to you when they're loaded....I love them when they talk to you when they are sober, and love talking to when they drink,,,,those are the ones I trust. have a good morning
Andreas

PatrickY

PatrickY

Vancouver, WA
December 2003

MAR 12, 2005 08:42 AM

I get what you mean about the three types of drunk folk, and I know way too many people who try to be everything to everyone, and everyone's best friend.

It's wearying being around them, because they siphon out everything from you, and never give back anything but the energy they've sponged off of you.

Anyway, I just started this journal posting thing myself, and it seemed fitting to me to add a comment here, when your SG pictures were the first I... anyway, I'm sure you've heard the rest of that before.

Have a good one, Mary.

Quinne

Quinne

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

MAR 12, 2005 09:12 AM

i had no idea you were keeping a journal on here now
its nice
when i was 18 your pictures made me want to be a suicide girl
and voila
good to have you around
smile

jnthn

jnthn

New York, NY
October 2002

MAR 12, 2005 09:34 AM

Big fan of the thoughtful drunk.
However, the powers that be have sent legions of sloppy drunks, as obstacles, to block the path... Or something like that. But then, this is London, it IS the weekend, and I'm the visitor, so there ya go, all's well!

pavlovsdog

pavlovsdog

Asheville, NC
May 2004

MAR 12, 2005 09:36 AM

Cats are such attention whores sometimes.

It's certainly easier to talk when you don't have to open your mouth, or perhaps when you don't have to worry about what comes out.

bleunuit

bleunuit

I'm lost
January 2004

MAR 12, 2005 09:51 AM

What I've grown tired of are people who use drink/being drunk as an excuse and a cover... propagators and victims of a false mythology...

toothpickmoe

toothpickmoe

Los Angeles, CA
May 2004

MAR 12, 2005 10:42 AM

I love the introspection one gets with a good drunk. I tend to waiver between social butterfly and wall flower. You learn a lot in both roles. Generally, I just don't go out. biggrin

Skeksi

Skeksi

Chicago, IL
December 2003

MAR 12, 2005 10:50 AM

Hi Mary-

It always made me sad that your profile page said "Mary does not keep a journal on the site", and I'm really really glad you changed your mind and decided to start letting us know a bit about the person behind the incredible image you've built up by doing some of the most incredible sets over the years. I'm sure a lot of people had wondered or guessed at what kind of personality you had, what you were into or whatever and it will be interesting to see how close at all any of us came.

So anyways bla bla bla I ramble.

later...

Brandy

Brandy

SUICIDEGIRL

Washington, USA

MAR 12, 2005 10:56 AM

I'm the exact opposite, I find it easier to talk with my mouth...I just open it and shit starts flying out...with writing though I'm much more aware of the process and an to critical of everything I want to say.... wink

theYerg

theyerg

Charlotte, NC
October 2004

MAR 12, 2005 11:02 AM

i enjoyed your seemingly intoxicated philosophizing. i know what you mean about the different types of people and how they are percieved while out having a good time. sometimes it may be tough for a self concious person to simply let themselves go in order to naturally enjoy themselves. good times are good times though. hope you are having one. wink

theloonie

theloonie

Muskegon, MI
December 2004

MAR 12, 2005 11:30 AM

id say if the furball is demanding attention then you should devote time to it instead of something less important like sleep

mister_x

mister_x

Plano, TX
January 2003

MAR 12, 2005 11:57 AM

just be careful with your trust, too much of an investment'll get you hurt.

oh, yeah. that's experience talking.

johnsonboy

johnsonboy

Sacramento, CA
May 2004

MAR 12, 2005 12:32 PM

When Baudelaire asks us to "be drunk all the time" he's not telling us to be pretentious asses. He's saying take that spirit in and make it your own. Strip away pretense and get naked. See if people can take it. some can.

DrRieux

DrRieux

Vancouver, WA
March 2004

MAR 12, 2005 12:39 PM

I'm with you in the watching...I tend to sit in the corner and watch everyone elses interaction, quietly getting buzzed...haha...

Chanel

Chanel

SUICIDEGIRL

Ontario, Canada

MAR 12, 2005 01:34 PM

I sit in the corner and dont say anything. People watching is one of my fortes..if thats how you spell it.

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