SuicideGirl: Mary
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Mary is a 31 year-old SuicideGirl in Oregon, USA.

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NOVEMBER 22, 2006 @ 04:50 AM


this blank square is symbolic of a universal blandness. today my life felt like plain oatmeal... healthy, practical, and fucking boring.
im tired of being disappointed.
the only person who has interested me in a long time turns out to be taboo for reasons involving my best friend that i i had not fully understood before.
i cannot and will not be responsible for hurting her.
so, no more burning cheeks, nervous laughs, lipstick.
fucking oatmeal.

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MisterSatan

MisterSatan

Portland, OR
August 2002

NOV 22, 2006 06:02 AM

Not that it matters much coming from some strange guy on the internet, but sometimes you gotta slog through a bunch of oatmeal to get to the good stuff in life, y'know?

jmsilverwolf

jmsilverwolf

Van Nuys, CA
December 2005

NOV 22, 2006 06:23 AM

*passes you the cinnamon*

swanny

swanny

Australia
July 2004

NOV 22, 2006 06:39 AM

Sometimes you want Froot Loops but all you have is oatmeal. No matter how you prepare it or what you put in it, it's still oatmeal & still disappointing. I see this as one of life's ways of saying "HA haa" but life is unpredictable & often slips up allowing you sneak up behind it & steal it's lunch money. No matter how disappointed we are we have to look at life & laugh, confusing it & giving us the upper hand to see something else we might have missed while cooking our oatmeal.
Next time your at the store stock up on Froot Loops & laugh thinking about how long it'll be before you need to eat oatmeal.

JJkitten

JJkitten

Chicago, IL
March 2006

NOV 22, 2006 08:38 AM

Stay smiling biggrin You are doing the right thing, at least it seems that's what your heart is telling you.

kiss

Hope all goes well and you add some cinnamon to the oatmeal day.


-K

Smuffy

Smuffy

I'm lost
December 2003

NOV 22, 2006 10:14 AM

best friend's boyfriend blues eh? biggrin

Fire

Fire

SUICIDEGIRL

Maryland, USA

NOV 22, 2006 03:12 PM

damn oatmeal!

OBrien

OBrien

Colorado Springs, CO
April 2005

NOV 23, 2006 08:13 AM

I feel your pain, my life can be compared to oatmeal at times too. I'm a selfless person, probably to much. People tend to take advantage of that.

JohnEsmokE

JohnEsmokE

Boston, MA
October 2005

NOV 23, 2006 08:17 AM

hopefully things will be more like cream of wheat with brown sugar soon.

bendingunit23

bendingunit23

Victoria, BC
April 2005

NOV 24, 2006 08:35 AM

oh the beige-anity. Don't worry you'll find a guy for you.

things will spice up. smile

stainedecho

stainedecho

Bloomington, IN
September 2005

NOV 25, 2006 08:04 AM

Sometimes we need a little oatmeal in life to help us really savor the non-oatmeal things. wink

Ehma

Ehma

Portland, OR
August 2006

NOV 26, 2006 10:53 AM

Maybe some Zoo Lights will cheer you up.. or at least get your mind off things for a wee while? I find sometimes that helps me a bit...

I do believe you are doing the right thing tho. =)

El_Toninio

El_Toninio

United Kingdom
November 2006

NOV 26, 2006 12:53 PM

Yup, falling for someone that your friends have been involved with.....
Always sucks doing the right thing dunnit? frown
Could make an oatmeal comment, but anything I write just sounds cheesy so am gonna stick with a heybiggrin biggrin biggrin
and the obligatory
ARRR!!! Arrrrrr!

eeek

sydfloyd

sydfloyd

Tyler, TX
September 2003

NOV 27, 2006 12:24 AM

Hey when life gives you plain oatmeal, put raisins in it!

hazmatt

hazmatt

Oakland, CA
May 2006

NOV 27, 2006 01:38 AM

You are an artist right? well go make something. Own up to how you feel and create something. If it is complete crap then violently destroy it. I've made some things I'm rather proud of while in some emo pit of dispair.

Travolta

Travolta

Austin, TX
January 2006

NOV 27, 2006 02:11 AM

if i would only have been in oregon, i would have been there for you. love

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