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JANUARY 4, 2006 @ 08:38 PM

sometimes when i need to be at my most productive and focused, i get irritated at all that i expect from myself and, ungracefully, bow out. right now i should be wrapping up the tail end of my monstrous art school application process but the whole thing just has been on my shoulders so long i feel like doing nothing at all about it. instead ive created a little nook in which to be a procratinating hedonist...bags of prepopped popcorn (cause its too much damn work to pop em myself), piles of subtitled movies and invader zim episodes, notebooks on which to make lists i do not intend to follow through with, books of short stories so that i do not even have to have an attention span. i had a two hour conversation with my best friend on the phone, and walking her through the cooking process of sauteed zuccini was about the most important thing i did all day. Swami is of course benefitting from all my laying around...she gets everything she wants as long as she hangs out with me, being warm and fat and nonjudgemental about my laziness...shes mad at me right now though becasue theres no room on my lap and shes scratching the chair, meowing, and wiggling as though to jump up, and then just staring at me in irritation...hahaha. sorry baby, these folks might be mad at me for not being up on my journal....
happy new year! im personally really glad 2005 is over. it wasnt a terribly exciting year for me...2004 i was all over europe, and living in hawaii, and this year i am leaving the country and finishing a whole load of art, and becoming a full-time student...(yikes)....and living back out in italy. but 2005 was like pudding. not bad, but not the kind of dessert you crave...at all.
heres to a new one, and hopefully i'll get out of this progress-slump in enough time to send out my application on time. and i hope all of you find exciting things to do this year too.....

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teddykev

Calgary, AB

July 2004

JAN 04, 2006 08:43 PM

Hey here's to you and Italy

Tikki

Mansfield, OH

March 2003

JAN 04, 2006 08:46 PM

Happy New Years to you too !
My dog acually benifits from me being gone at work on the 12-16 hr days it gives him time to find a new place everyday to hide random things of mine some time obvious sometimes not.

Any who hope your student travel do you well and maybe youll have a greater year than before

VelvetKnuckles

Gloucester City, NJ

October 2004

JAN 04, 2006 08:51 PM

2005 was a little too hectic for moi. I need a SLoooooooow year....

Happy New Years!!!

desidia

Reunion

September 2002

JAN 04, 2006 08:53 PM

Never in my five years on the site have I seen you update...

I don't know what I should I do but let you know I've appreciated your contributions to the site since almost day one.

Happy New Years and all that too.

paragon

Denver, CO

June 2004

JAN 04, 2006 09:05 PM

Italy... nice. Where will you be living in Italy? I'm heading to Asti next week for my cooking school and it will be my first time in Europe so I'm really excited! With any luck I'll get some increadible offer on a chef possition and never return.

zode

Northampton, MA

February 2005

JAN 04, 2006 09:08 PM

pudding I know what you mean...

I lived in Hawaii for 5 years...

toothpickmoe

Los Angeles, CA

May 2004

JAN 04, 2006 10:05 PM

Procrastination is a crime
It only leads to sorrow
I can stop at any time
I think I'll start tomorrow

Happy New Year.

DrRieux

Vancouver, WA

March 2004

JAN 05, 2006 12:24 AM

good to see you're alive doll...you should email me when you get the chance so we can catch up...

dorwayin

I'm lost

April 2004

JAN 05, 2006 12:59 AM

here's to a pots du creme 2006

razumikhin

I'm lost

September 2002

JAN 05, 2006 01:28 AM

the procrastinating hedonist is, in my mind, a better role to assume than the procrastinator in denial. as I am aware of my desire to procrastinate, I have been depriving myself of things that would clearly lead to procrastination: good movies, cartoons, music, booze, et cetera. rather than inspiring me to work, however, this has only led me to procrastinate in much less gratifying ways.

happy new year.

artofthestate

Edmonton, AB

January 2006

JAN 05, 2006 03:39 AM

things after a year of traveling can only be so exciting. same goes with all things though. take this website as an example, if i was any one of these girls on this site, esspecially someone with as many photosets as you id probally get really tired of people talking about my boobs all the time. not that im putting any thoughts in your head that you should stop, or quit. god no :| just...i dont know. got myself to wonder now. do you ever get any comments from people who almost dont give a shit about the hundreds of naked pictures of you that are at their disposal and just type to you to find out what makes you,..you? er...lost sight of the point, but its somewhere in there.

Makavelli

I'm lost

November 2004

JAN 05, 2006 04:38 AM

You sound alot like "Me" when it come's to the art stuff.
I have small sperts of creativity followed by long periods of procrastination.
Ton's of half finished projects laying around.
LET'S SEE SOME OF YOUR ART.

Khorsaun

Batesville, AR

September 2005

JAN 05, 2006 05:24 AM

Hey!!!! I like pudding!!
Damn! It's been forever since you updated, Girl!! It's about time. Alot can happen in three months you know.
I'm glad to see you back.
I hope everything you have planned for 2006 comes through.

bonneville

Bremerton, WA

December 2004

JAN 05, 2006 06:30 AM

good luck in 2006

Gorefiend

Canada

December 2004

JAN 05, 2006 09:14 AM

YEAH, Invader Zim is the shit.

Glad your doing well, good luck with your new year of student and travel. Hope you get everything your looking for from life in spades! Cya, have fun!

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