As Always, I am Scared Shitless about Flying Tomorrow Morning...
Send Good Soooooooothing Vibes Please!

Thanks.

Tucson here I come...safetly.

In other news...


I miss you Lovely Dinah

I Waited All Summer For This Shot...



My Patience Paid Off.

...Me at Work...

Nothing Beats The Sky Here...

I'm enlightened...
Happier...
Optimistic...

Fuck the Rest. Worries always work themselves out. I'm doing everything I can and Making shit happen...I can't expect it all to happen overnight.

I love me enough to get through it all...

Thank GOD for Ani...
She was the biggest "Get up off your ass and do something if you want to see Change" pick me up.

I'll be is TUCSON, AZ Mon-Wed if anyone wants to chill, shoot, have a drink, or laugh with me!!!

It will happen.

I'm working...
Almost out of debt...
Thinking about going back to school...
Going to see Ani Difranco tonight...
Flying out to Tucson to take Photos on Monday...
I have a meeting next week about a Showing for my Photos...

All this good shit and I feel depressed today...
More than I have in a long time...

Don't Bullshit Me With Delusions of Grandure...All I Want Is You. So...What do You Stand For? Discuss!

I don't think there is ever really a time where my life is like the eye of the storm: Cool, Calm, and Collected. 80% of the time, I'm just in the thick of it.

Last night I spent two hours crying my eyes out because I felt so depressed. I couldn't wrap my mind around being a success one day...all I could think about was how much I work and how little I see a pay off. And by pay off, I don't mean money...but rather I'd really like to be established as an artist.

Sometimes I feel far behind...

But I woke up this morning swollen eyed and optimistic. It's happening for me...and my time will come.

I'll be flying out to Tucson, A.Z. to shoot a friend pinup style at Majestic. Then I'll be getting tattooed and driving back here to N.M. I'm excited. I will have time to chill or shoot if anyone is interested.
I will be there from Sept 29th-Oct 1st.

Being single is nice...
Though there are plenty of times where I wish I knew exactly where things might be going...
How do you take someone's word for things when they don't follow through with what they say?

Eh.

I'm not stressin...I'm just focused.



I'm just waiting for my period to pass so I'm not so damn blue...

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