SuicideGirl: Mariposa
suicidegirl

Mariposa Yup...It's That Time...

I’m private
 
MARCH 4, 2008 @ 05:07 PM

With Everyday that Passes, I Remind Myself:

"Someday
I will
Be Loved
I'll be Loved, I'll be Loved
Like I Never have Known
And the Memories of You
Will seem More like Bad Dreams
Just a Series of Blurs
Like You Never Occured
Someday
I will
Be Loved"

If you know Death Cab For Cutie...then perhaps you'll recognize this song...though I altered the lyrics so that it could suit me at this time...

Thanks so much for anyone who commented on my poem (last entry). I actually wrote it years ago...when I was about 19...and it was about my first serious girlfriend...whom I am now best friends with. And what's really funny, is she called me yesterday and said she's seriously considering packing her shit and joining me here...

Ha.

I really hope she does. It'd be good for her...and it'd be nice to have a old friend here in the desert with me. I've known her 10 years this year...

Fuckin' A. I'm getting older. I can't believe I can say that..."Remember...ten years ago..."
Comments
dragonflower

dragonflower

Austin, TX
January 2007

MAR 04, 2008 05:56 PM

i'm old enough, but i don't really remember 10 years ago, so... tongue
i hope she joins you too. biggrin

Dr_Lizardo

Dr_Lizardo

Indian Orchard, MA
February 2006

MAR 04, 2008 07:17 PM

Actually at your age it's likely to be easier to remember 10 years ago than 10 hours ago.

PorphyriaPoppins

PorphyriaPoppins

United Kingdom
December 2004

MAR 04, 2008 07:33 PM

Years seem to get shorter the more you accumulate. I'm already freakin' out!

PJZ

PJZ

I'm lost
February 2008

MAR 04, 2008 09:40 PM

You never really know what time and life and love will unfold for you... or imagine the irony that comes along with it. The beautiful poem in the previous post could have been uttered from my own lips at 16, were I then so eloquent. Yet despite frailties and foolishness of young love, our paths continued to cross in friendship for the next 20 years. Now, we're intertwined again on a level that is both innately understood, completely unfathomable and simply fabulous.

My best girl friend and I have known each other for over 25 years. A quarter of a century. We don't live in the same place, yet we find the time speak almost every day.

The older I get - the more precious become the people who have chosen to walk the path of life beside me. I am sure they were always so precious, but it is only time and perspective that has opened my eyes to appreciate the magnitude.

I do hope your friend moves out to be with you. No greater gift exists than being able to share one's world with one for whom you care so deeply.

Barny

Barny

United Kingdom
December 2003

MAR 05, 2008 03:00 AM

i wish i could be there. i feel the same. i wish, i wish just i could be accepted just as. Not always trying to change and run around making others happy.

Katapillarchick

Katapillarchick

Santa Fe, NM
March 2008

MAR 05, 2008 04:14 AM

Hey that's cool. I'm pretty much free on the weekends and anytime during the day since i work nights at the hospital...

Drama

Drama

Pittsburgh, PA
January 2003

MAR 05, 2008 08:55 AM

Hey darlin..I can sit here and talk about how my 10 year high school reunion was 3 years ago. That's depressing! Now I feel really old!

Iggy

Iggy

SUICIDEGIRL

Alabama, USA

MAR 05, 2008 09:15 AM

Yeah, and its not just about Barbie, its about having the courage to be yourself!!! Isn't that a larf???

Dinah

Dinah

SUICIDEGIRL

New Mexico, USA

MAR 05, 2008 11:49 AM

Man, it's like that for me and Mr. Ben, who was my first boyfriend turned best friend. I love it that it's worked out that way! Thanks for letting me crash in your bed. I'm just a couch gypsy, looking for a place to rest my head. Have a good week, my delicious blueberry pie!

Dinah

Dinah

SUICIDEGIRL

New Mexico, USA

MAR 06, 2008 11:59 AM

hehehe. It was good seeing you this morning. Cool, the Ro and Tim thing...rad that it worked out. Um, I will be in SF either next monday or Tues. don't know yet.

WolfJ

WolfJ

Albuquerque, NM
March 2004

MAR 07, 2008 06:08 AM

10 years ago is a blur to me.

Schuldig

Schuldig

Barrie, ON
December 2005

MAR 08, 2008 12:34 PM

PreviousNext
Past
APRIL 2008

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

MARCH 2008

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31

FEBRUARY 2008

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

JANUARY 2008

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31