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I find myself logging in with the motivation to blog, but I'm so far behind, I can't seem to catch up with anything anymore. In fact, I'm living in a state of serenity I can't quite describe; where everything blends together. Finally...
No, things are not perfect, I have terrible days, finances are tight, but the fruits of my labor will soon come to pass. I keep telling myself that, at least. I have grown more in the past year than I ever have in my entire existence.
I've learned that I will never take on more than what I can stand. I mean this with people, and everything else in this life. I say stand because being overwhelmed is okay...People take on things they can't handle all the time, but to avoid the mess, I'm just being reasonable with myself and understanding being average is okay once in awhile so long as I tried my best.
I will never allow myself to feel inadequate, or not worthy of good things, material and emotional.
Misery sincerely loves company. Being miserable is not a bed where I plant my seeds. I will sooner spend a night twiddling my own non-existent dick, before I destroy my mood with toxic people and places.
It's okay to believe in things that others find completely ridiculous. Fuck you, I will have all the satanic unicorns I want.
I will start to save more of my finances for emergencies and overall fun for myself, and those around me. (holy shit this year was full of nonsense.)
I will take better care of my body and begin exercise this month with my fella.
I will not tolerate being walked all over anymore. This was a big step for me. People seem to mistake my kindness for weakness, and unfortunately I've been taken advantage of in many situations. NEVER and NO MORE will this EVER happen again. I work far too hard for the things I have, and have too much respect for myself to ever let someone treat me any less than how I have treated them.
Anyways, on a much lighter, super sappy note. I will be taking the biggest step in my life and "officially" moving in with my fella this May. We practically live together as is (long complicated story.) April marks our year anniversary and although I'm aware that is not nearly as long as most, I would spend the rest of my life, no questions asked, with him and our furry children. I made a lot of choices in the past year and he is by far the best thing to ever happen to me. He is such a positive, encouraging, and loving partner and we are lucky to have each other.
I hope everyone is well, I will be posting a video blog soon, it will also entail some picture updates of my life events. I'm trying to settle in at the moment. I currently work and go to school full time so please stay with me. Finals are the first week in May, I move that same week, and the following myself and Mike will be going to Pittsburgh to see the one... The only... GHOST!!!!!!!
Until then...
No, things are not perfect, I have terrible days, finances are tight, but the fruits of my labor will soon come to pass. I keep telling myself that, at least. I have grown more in the past year than I ever have in my entire existence.
I've learned that I will never take on more than what I can stand. I mean this with people, and everything else in this life. I say stand because being overwhelmed is okay...People take on things they can't handle all the time, but to avoid the mess, I'm just being reasonable with myself and understanding being average is okay once in awhile so long as I tried my best.
I will never allow myself to feel inadequate, or not worthy of good things, material and emotional.
Misery sincerely loves company. Being miserable is not a bed where I plant my seeds. I will sooner spend a night twiddling my own non-existent dick, before I destroy my mood with toxic people and places.
It's okay to believe in things that others find completely ridiculous. Fuck you, I will have all the satanic unicorns I want.
I will start to save more of my finances for emergencies and overall fun for myself, and those around me. (holy shit this year was full of nonsense.)
I will take better care of my body and begin exercise this month with my fella.
I will not tolerate being walked all over anymore. This was a big step for me. People seem to mistake my kindness for weakness, and unfortunately I've been taken advantage of in many situations. NEVER and NO MORE will this EVER happen again. I work far too hard for the things I have, and have too much respect for myself to ever let someone treat me any less than how I have treated them.
Anyways, on a much lighter, super sappy note. I will be taking the biggest step in my life and "officially" moving in with my fella this May. We practically live together as is (long complicated story.) April marks our year anniversary and although I'm aware that is not nearly as long as most, I would spend the rest of my life, no questions asked, with him and our furry children. I made a lot of choices in the past year and he is by far the best thing to ever happen to me. He is such a positive, encouraging, and loving partner and we are lucky to have each other.
I hope everyone is well, I will be posting a video blog soon, it will also entail some picture updates of my life events. I'm trying to settle in at the moment. I currently work and go to school full time so please stay with me. Finals are the first week in May, I move that same week, and the following myself and Mike will be going to Pittsburgh to see the one... The only... GHOST!!!!!!!
Until then...Hello all, Happy Krampus, Merry Christmas, and Jolly New Year!
I will be posting a blog soon with pictures and updates, but for now I just wanted to take a moment and say I cannot believe it's already 2013, It all flew by so fast, as it always does.
I will be posting a blog soon with pictures and updates, but for now I just wanted to take a moment and say I cannot believe it's already 2013, It all flew by so fast, as it always does.
More often than not I'm happy, today is different. Like someone is coming to take away everything I love. This non-existent downward spiral It's completely unsettling.
"Little angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say,
He promised I would find a little solace
And some peace of mind
Whatever just as long as I don't feel so
Desperate and ravenous,
So weak and powerless..."
Moving on...
I went to see the witch again. Face = Melted.
63 shows in 65 days, these guys don't fuck around.
Now for some randoms. I wish you all a fattening Thanksgiving!
Thrift finds
I love our sweet little demon.
I'm officially a goob and bought house socks.
These make me smile.
Adieu
"Little angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say,
He promised I would find a little solace
And some peace of mind
Whatever just as long as I don't feel so
Desperate and ravenous,
So weak and powerless..."
Moving on...
I went to see the witch again. Face = Melted.
63 shows in 65 days, these guys don't fuck around.
Now for some randoms. I wish you all a fattening Thanksgiving!
Thrift finds
I love our sweet little demon.
I'm officially a goob and bought house socks.
These make me smile.
Adieu
I had the sincere pleasure of witnessing The Sword at the Grog Shop.
Excellent energy, sold out show (thankfully purchased tickets in advance.)
I met a cute lady, she bumped into me and complimented my coat. I told her it was gifted to me from my fellas mom... She proceeded to say his mom was a goddess of black metal... I agreed and We took a drunken bathroom photo.
I love this pussy
And this demon dog
I was browsing zines in Barnes on Noble and stumbled upon Gogo
In other news, giggles for everyone!
Now I'm off to do this
with my love 
Excellent energy, sold out show (thankfully purchased tickets in advance.)
I met a cute lady, she bumped into me and complimented my coat. I told her it was gifted to me from my fellas mom... She proceeded to say his mom was a goddess of black metal... I agreed and We took a drunken bathroom photo.
I love this pussy
And this demon dog
I was browsing zines in Barnes on Noble and stumbled upon Gogo
In other news, giggles for everyone!
Now I'm off to do this
with my love Thank you all so very much for the love on my new set "Global"
at almost 700 comments! I really appreciate it.
at almost 700 comments! I really appreciate it.
Hello all! I feel like crap today and I'm sad about it 
On the plus side, "Global" goes live TODAY!
Feel free to show lots of love to it in MR, as well as my multi with Milloux
<3
On the plus side, "Global" goes live TODAY!
Feel free to show lots of love to it in MR, as well as my multi with Milloux
<3
GREAT NEWS!!!
While you check that out you should head over to Millouxs' page and show some affection to our multi! Over 1000 comments and counting!
In other news, I joined the rest of the world on Instagram!
unicornmaiden
All for now!
It's fall, and I'm happy.
This is my absolute favorite time of year; pumpkin everything, Halloween, fires, hooded sweatshirts, leaves turning... I could live in this season forever.
I always apologize for not being so active but this time I can't. There are no excuses, to be honest, I still cannot believe that my first set went live over a year ago. I wasn't prepared to have any form of serious recognition and I'm still in awe of how well it did. There are so many beautiful creatures, women I admire! I'm upset that often times SG events go unattended on my behalf (work and a lack of finances permits it.) I also wish I could get in touch with all of the people I've had the opportunity to meet in person or passing, my photographer included on a regular basis but often times it isn't the case. People have lives, there are far more bigger things happening than me, I just miss everyone. I will say that no matter where I end up on this site, how many people I lose touch with, I wouldn't take any of my experience back and maybe someday when I'm a bit more secure we will hang out again. When I told myself at 14 that one day I'd pose here, it was a goal and I achieved it. I didn't care if I made it front page, I just wanted to be a part of this incredible community. Thanks to everyone wholeheartedly for voting on my sets and your lovely messages/comments. Even if I don't respond I read them all and I cannot express enough my adoration for taking 1, 2, or 3 minutes of your life that you will never get back to speak to me.
Now for the dumping of photos and a brief rundown of how life has been treating me.
I'm still totally in love
I don't know why I don't own this...
I went to see Skeletonwitch in September at the Smiling Moose in Pittsburgh. It was a great show and I look forward to seeing them again in November a little closer to home!
I'm sad I missed Mid-Ohio this weekend, but alas work... Just wanted to kiss Patrick Stewart on the mouth, a little...Okay, a lot...
My set "Global" goes live on November 19th
Thank you Alissa Brunelli
All for now.
This is my absolute favorite time of year; pumpkin everything, Halloween, fires, hooded sweatshirts, leaves turning... I could live in this season forever.
I always apologize for not being so active but this time I can't. There are no excuses, to be honest, I still cannot believe that my first set went live over a year ago. I wasn't prepared to have any form of serious recognition and I'm still in awe of how well it did. There are so many beautiful creatures, women I admire! I'm upset that often times SG events go unattended on my behalf (work and a lack of finances permits it.) I also wish I could get in touch with all of the people I've had the opportunity to meet in person or passing, my photographer included on a regular basis but often times it isn't the case. People have lives, there are far more bigger things happening than me, I just miss everyone. I will say that no matter where I end up on this site, how many people I lose touch with, I wouldn't take any of my experience back and maybe someday when I'm a bit more secure we will hang out again. When I told myself at 14 that one day I'd pose here, it was a goal and I achieved it. I didn't care if I made it front page, I just wanted to be a part of this incredible community. Thanks to everyone wholeheartedly for voting on my sets and your lovely messages/comments. Even if I don't respond I read them all and I cannot express enough my adoration for taking 1, 2, or 3 minutes of your life that you will never get back to speak to me.
Now for the dumping of photos and a brief rundown of how life has been treating me.
I'm still totally in love
I don't know why I don't own this...
I went to see Skeletonwitch in September at the Smiling Moose in Pittsburgh. It was a great show and I look forward to seeing them again in November a little closer to home!
I'm sad I missed Mid-Ohio this weekend, but alas work... Just wanted to kiss Patrick Stewart on the mouth, a little...Okay, a lot...
My set "Global" goes live on November 19th
Thank you Alissa BrunelliAll for now.
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