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The best part about having a new set up is getting sweet messages. You guys rock. Thank you! 
P.S. I know that smoking in a set is not for everyone, but I was thinking it would make the set feel more retro.
P.S. I know that smoking in a set is not for everyone, but I was thinking it would make the set feel more retro.
I'm back in NC.....sigh. Vegas was fun. California was epic. I love San Francisco so much. It's the perfect city.
It was really good to get back to my dog, though. Being away from him makes my heart sick. Let's see, what else....been listening to a lot of Morrissey lately. That's all.
It was really good to get back to my dog, though. Being away from him makes my heart sick. Let's see, what else....been listening to a lot of Morrissey lately. That's all.
I think I'm going to quit smoking. And I think it's going to be hard. I've been a smoker for almost five years and I've tried to quit before. Ha, just typing this makes me want a cigarette. I can do it. I'll just have to stay out of bars and other places where people smoke for a couple of weeks. And drink tea and chew gum so I don't put on weight. Wish me luck....
Hello doves and dudes~
Hope you all had a good holiday. I was stressing out a bit but it ended up being a fun day. I feel like everyone really liked what I got them(or theyre just good actors, haha).
Coolest gift ever.... my mom gave me a piccolo! Ive played flute for years and pick up the piccolo every once and a while, so this was a really special gift for me.
After all of the Christmas stuff was done I went flying in my grandfather's plane, which was really fun. It's a little plane so its kind of scary! He told me about the controls and let me take control of the plane for a minute so you know I was feeling pretty cool. Flying could be something I see myself getting into.
And peach champagne is yum.
The Nativity set put up today is hilarious and so cute!
Now its on to the New Year, which Im very excited about. Not the holiday itself, so much, just the fresh start. For some reason I'm feeling very optimistic about it. It feels like the tides are changing and that feels good.
How was everyone elses holiday?
Hope you all had a good holiday. I was stressing out a bit but it ended up being a fun day. I feel like everyone really liked what I got them(or theyre just good actors, haha).
Coolest gift ever.... my mom gave me a piccolo! Ive played flute for years and pick up the piccolo every once and a while, so this was a really special gift for me.
After all of the Christmas stuff was done I went flying in my grandfather's plane, which was really fun. It's a little plane so its kind of scary! He told me about the controls and let me take control of the plane for a minute so you know I was feeling pretty cool. Flying could be something I see myself getting into.
And peach champagne is yum.
The Nativity set put up today is hilarious and so cute!
Now its on to the New Year, which Im very excited about. Not the holiday itself, so much, just the fresh start. For some reason I'm feeling very optimistic about it. It feels like the tides are changing and that feels good.
How was everyone elses holiday?
I'm hurting. Nothing new.
Dear everyone who doesn't understand my over~the~top emotions,
Just because I feel differently than you, or feel more than you doesn't give you the right to look down on me. I am sensitive and it's harder than you could ever, ever imagine. Who are you to judge that?
Who are you to exploit that?
Could you walk a day in these shoes? Caring is harder and more painful than most people could ever imagine. Would you make it if you cared like I do?
Chronic physical pain and chronic empathy have made me who I am. I wouldn't trade them, and I wouldn't wish them on my worst enemy.
The only person who can imagine it knows who she is. She is loved and her empathy rewarded every chance I get. I love her and we hurt together.
Could you hurt like I hurt?
I value honesty and empathy. I crave honesty and empathy. I thrive when surrounded by people who posses these traits.
Honestly empathetic, that's where it's at.
My emotions are not "dramatic", they are not fueled by a need for "drama".
They are real and they are mine.
It's one of the worst things you could ever say to me; that I like "drama". It's up there on the list. But....that list is long. It's like saying I thrive in discord. It trivializes my emotions. Don't do that. Don't ever do that. It isn't true and that's why it infuriates me. It isn't honest.
If you can't understand the thoughts and feelings of others, if you look down on them and use them to feel superior.....
what does that say about you?
~M
Dear everyone who doesn't understand my over~the~top emotions,
Just because I feel differently than you, or feel more than you doesn't give you the right to look down on me. I am sensitive and it's harder than you could ever, ever imagine. Who are you to judge that?
Who are you to exploit that?
Could you walk a day in these shoes? Caring is harder and more painful than most people could ever imagine. Would you make it if you cared like I do?
Chronic physical pain and chronic empathy have made me who I am. I wouldn't trade them, and I wouldn't wish them on my worst enemy.
The only person who can imagine it knows who she is. She is loved and her empathy rewarded every chance I get. I love her and we hurt together.
Could you hurt like I hurt?
I value honesty and empathy. I crave honesty and empathy. I thrive when surrounded by people who posses these traits.
Honestly empathetic, that's where it's at.
My emotions are not "dramatic", they are not fueled by a need for "drama".
They are real and they are mine.
It's one of the worst things you could ever say to me; that I like "drama". It's up there on the list. But....that list is long. It's like saying I thrive in discord. It trivializes my emotions. Don't do that. Don't ever do that. It isn't true and that's why it infuriates me. It isn't honest.
If you can't understand the thoughts and feelings of others, if you look down on them and use them to feel superior.....
what does that say about you?
~M
