SuicideGirl: Malloreigh
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Malloreigh isn't very good at performing her culture's gender role norms.

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JULY 13, 2009 @ 09:33 PM


everything will be okay.

right?



this was last wednesday. i'm not sick anymore.
that night, i did go to the show at the bourbon, and during fake shark's set i kicked a broken bottle off of the dance floor (i was wearing high tops and didn't want anyone in sandals to cut themselves). after another song's worth of dancing i felt a warmth and a squelching of wetness inside of my shoe and looked down to see spurts of blood all over the floor. i spent the rest of the show holding the video camera, after missing my two favourite fake shark songs while in the bathroom getting my foot wrapped up.
i stayed out and partied til 4am anyway.

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hal took this photo. he's the subject of a documentary that i was interviewed/filmed for all day on friday.

friday night i was out til 5am.

yes. life's been late-night, life's been vodka-cranberry and film crews and whirlwinds and old friends and new friends and almost-makeouts and tears and laughter and cute outfits and bands and parties and photos and twitter and dinners and painting and worrying and hoping and wondering if i really will go to school in montreal come january or whether i'll stay here, in my new apartment that i love, with people that i love.
instead of escaping.
it's so tempting to end all of my problems by leaving the city... but it's a cheap way out.

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i'm almost always the photographer, not the photographee... these are by lindsay. every girl needs a best friend who's a hipster party photographer.

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someone called me a heartbreaker recently. i was offended, but shortly realized that i kind of am one. i don't mean to be, really. i just want to get to know all of the beautiful, dynamic, passionate, inspiring people i meet. it's hard for me.

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sweetbutch

sweetbutch

USA
March 2006

JUL 13, 2009 10:10 PM



sweet vlog heart breaker

i bet you wished you had the video camera to shoot your bloody foot, right?


i don't speak, but i am going to paris

i bet you will be a smash hit in montreal



luv




jonnytrrrash7

jonnytrrrash7

Vatican City
February 2004

JUL 13, 2009 10:10 PM

heartbreaker...and party animal? i love it.

ps it's not a party till someone bleeds?

sweetbutch

sweetbutch

USA
March 2006

JUL 13, 2009 10:30 PM



i didnt get to Yerp til i was 30ish.

Ireland is a good place to hitchhike and they have nice cheap hostels near pubs

(and i learned that if you walk great distances, eat little, but still have 4 guinness every night, you can actually put on weight)


(i did get to nicaragua via mexico, guatemala, and honduras by bus when i was a little younger than that tho.)

and i learned that hepatitis makes you lose weight, no matter what you try to drink



i am going to try to get work outside the U.S. of A and North of America while I am in Yerp


dbl012fret

dbl012fret

Providence, RI
May 2005

JUL 13, 2009 10:35 PM

it sounds to me, and looks to me, like everything is all right. and, people let others break their hearts. i let others break my heart. they don't break it. etc. keep having fun. keep vlogging. keep dancing. simply keep it keeping. peace.

Glitch

Glitch

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

JUL 13, 2009 10:57 PM

good luck with the school decision.....aw money....

ardour

ardour

Ottawa, ON
March 2006

JUL 13, 2009 11:11 PM

Yeah, I'd live in Montreal is I spoke french, but as it is, lacking that skill has been a big enough problem finding work in Ottawa.

legman

legman

Portland, OR
February 2006

JUL 13, 2009 11:27 PM

I love that first pic! love love love love

Maiwan

Maiwan

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

JUL 13, 2009 11:44 PM

bleh money. Im an unemployed hobo dookie.

Evangeline

Evangeline

SUICIDEGIRL

Texas, USA

JUL 14, 2009 01:05 AM

you are a heartbreaker.

quietlythere

quietlythere

USA
June 2004

JUL 14, 2009 01:51 AM

Take up hustling pool for money smile

Your vlogs always make me laugh and smile smile

DCruz

DCruz

Montreal-nord, QC
November 2006

JUL 14, 2009 08:36 AM

of course it'll be okay... at least that's what I keep telling myself...

love your vlogs, you're always so funny in them and is it just me or do you really talk fast when you do them ? I kinda wonder cause I'm like wondering if it's because you're talking to a computer or if you're always like that cause I would imagine it's not quite the same thing... I've never talked to a computer before but I can imagine. Oh and don't worry about french, we can teach you ! besides, even if you don't speak it, you'll be just fine ! smile

bendingunit23

bendingunit23

Victoria, BC
April 2005

JUL 14, 2009 09:18 AM

Good to hear your over your stuffyness, hope your supervegan healing powers have sorted out your foot by now. What are you wearing in the first photo? I was thinking it was a dress that zips at the back but it looks like there's still a collar behind your head. It won't be your new apartment in january, good luck with your decision ahead. Sorry to hear about you being called bad things, a down side of being in open relationships I guess, just remember about all the great cuddles and make outs her and her, her her or her.

rkstar

rkstar

Saskatoon, SK
December 2007

JUL 14, 2009 11:27 AM

I'm not cool enough to vlog, so I'll just post a good AFP song video.

Faye

Faye

Toronto, ON
October 2004

JUL 14, 2009 02:46 PM

"yes. life's been late-night, life's been vodka-cranberry and film crews and whirlwinds and old friends and new friends and almost-makeouts and tears and laughter and cute outfits and bands and parties and photos and twitter and dinners and painting and worrying and hoping and wondering"

I love this...it makes me happy to know that there are other girls out in the world who are constantly 100 things all at the same time, that have so much passion for so many things that they almost burst

xo

Spladow

Spladow

Los Angeles, CA
November 2007

JUL 14, 2009 02:49 PM

HEARTBREAKER!

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