SuicideGirl: Malloreigh
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Malloreigh isn't very good at performing her culture's gender role norms.

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JUNE 15, 2009 @ 04:01 PM


it's a long, winding, sad day.

i'm listening to "nothing came out" by the moldy peaches. makes me feel like an empty husk, where it used to fill me with unspeakable joy. reminded me how lucky i was.

i had a great day yesterday, as far as great days go, and i was not alone, but felt like i was.
i don't feel the way i used to, and i know i'm safer for it, but sometimes god damn do i feel hollow.



you get the same photo again because i still feel the same way.


click to see it larger. i am lucky to live here.

really, though, it's all good. i have it easy. i wonder, though...

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sweetbutch

sweetbutch

USA
March 2006

JUN 15, 2009 04:04 PM



we're all made of meat and feelings


and both are transient



much love to you sweetpea


dbl012fret

dbl012fret

Providence, RI
May 2005

JUN 15, 2009 04:11 PM

empty seems to be in the air. or hollowness. similar over here. for me it's simply having the time to realize how being so busy keeps me from thinking about life, location, bfs, etc. love the photo. you live in an amazing and beautiful place. think i'll go drink cup of coffee even though it's late. why the fuck not, right? can always counter with wine later. peace.

mellon

mellon

Brattleboro, VT
October 2004

JUN 15, 2009 04:13 PM

That chemical plant looks weirdly familiar.

I'm sorry you're feeling down. Maybe it's time to read a Charles deLint or something...

quietlythere

quietlythere

USA
June 2004

JUN 15, 2009 04:15 PM

You know, life is full of these moments. While it would be nice to always feel great about things, I think it is important that we go thru bad and sad times. For it is those moments that make us appreciate the good time more.

Bushka

Bushka

SUICIDEGIRL

United Kingdom

JUN 15, 2009 04:27 PM

yep.
very long.
very convoluted
and very very sad


kiss

cudnovati

cudnovati

Mexico
January 2005

JUN 15, 2009 04:31 PM

i can relate to the hollowness and pondering... seems its all we have sometimes. but its not.
many hugs to ya

corsair

corsair

Greer, SC
July 2004

JUN 15, 2009 04:33 PM

You have friends . . . you have people who love you . . you live in a beautiful place. Open your arms and your heart . . . embrace the beautiful things around you!

kiss

ZPO

ZPO

Olympia, WA
July 2004

JUN 15, 2009 05:15 PM

Sometimes life is like that. Alone inside even though others are around outside. Know that you are a wonderful woman deserving of joy and happiness. This too shall pass.

jonnytrrrash7

jonnytrrrash7

Vatican City
February 2004

JUN 15, 2009 05:20 PM

The empty and hollow must be in the air, as i've felt the same way more than a few times lately. Sometimes the veil is parted and a void is revealed. best to embrace both sides?

Scotty

Scotty

SUICIDEGIRL

Australia

JUN 15, 2009 07:55 PM

Nawwwwwww why so gloomy?

starbuck42

starbuck42

I'm lost
February 2007

JUN 15, 2009 08:59 PM

Go chase the girls. It'll make you feel better.

Also, when you feel better, you should do one of those vlogs again. They were so cute.

DCruz

DCruz

Montreal-nord, QC
November 2006

JUN 15, 2009 09:00 PM

*hugs*

bendingunit23

bendingunit23

Victoria, BC
April 2005

JUN 15, 2009 09:31 PM

Sorry to hear your not feeling fantastic.

S_Eldorado

S_Eldorado

Vancouver, BC
December 2004

JUN 16, 2009 12:45 AM

Where is that picture of? I can't believe I don't recognize my own frackin' city!

rkstar

rkstar

Saskatoon, SK
December 2007

JUN 16, 2009 12:19 PM

Restlessness. It's all I've felt lately, and I can't explain it either. I'm doing fine, and things are going well for me. But something is lacking and it's worming around in my brain all of the time. I've stayed awake until, or beyond, sunrise more often than not lately, which is as good as it is bad.

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