PICS
JOKE'S ON YOU GUYS. all you gotta do is ask.
so what i'm really saying is, you can click the pictures i post to go see 'em on flickr, where they're bigger, better quality, and surrounded by many other photos that i have taken.
what's passion? ah, it's all i've got, and yet sometimes it seems like i haven't got any.
i'm passionate about... loving. romance, yeah, that's life for me. still. it's so complicated sometimes all of the damn time. what else do i have? photography. i like it. why am i not studying it full time?
black and white film, taken somewhere in australia. this is how i feel some days. today is one of those days. cold drops on dirty glass, unsure where i am or why i exist or what the fuck i'm doing. but it's all good.
i may be without an ultimate goal, but there are still places i wanna go - things i wanna do - long strings of plans winding off into multiple different futures. i am the myopic kwisatz haderach.
someday i want to run a marathon. those of you who know me well (does anyone, really?) know that i can barely run for the bus; for all the love that's in my heart, it sure is weak. my parents tell me i should look into that, but the doctor at the walk-in tells me that without a family doctor and medical history, he won't bother. i'm too young, too healthy, to worry about my heart.
all i do is worry about my heart.
yeah, double meaning. you got it?
MAY 04, 2009 01:01 PM
passion? thats me in a nutshell. even when i was broken hearted, i still believed in eternal passion, romance, love.... my heart is just about mended now thank goodness!
that is one stunning photograph chica...
b 
MAY 04, 2009 01:12 PM
I believe that its hard to keep a good balance between passion & logic...but it would help us in the long run
Don't worry too much as that in itself may hurt your heart.....luv the photo from aussie, I often feel the same way
MAY 04, 2009 01:18 PM
I love your photos!
Your own family is internet stalking you? ha ha I'm sorry, but that seems strange and funny all at the same time! And you're right . . . they could just ask!
I think photography will always play a big role in your life . . . whether its a vocation, avocation, or just a way to capture your insights and feelings along the path of life.
You have so much time to explore life and its many wonders and opportunities . . . its like looking through a kaleidoscope to see your future!
Just curious . . . will you add any color to your shoulder and arm tattoos . . . or stay with the look you have going now?
You have a banker's heart . . . . its barely been used! (Old banker's joke . from an old banker) 
Peace 'n Love
MAY 04, 2009 01:30 PM
MAY 04, 2009 02:01 PM
Fuck ultimate goals, you can't even be sure where you'll be tomorrow... Sure, some motivation is good to get you going, but other than that, it's only an excuse for most people to behave and have kids.
Hearts won't ever stop aching... As long as we're human beings, the most wonderful person in the world will get on your nerves if you spend too much time around him/her. That's life for you! A bit of fun and a whole lot of shit.
Hurray for photography! It all keeps us sane.
MAY 04, 2009 02:22 PM
MAY 04, 2009 03:17 PM
Mal, did I ever mentioned that you're awesome ? Well maybe I have but either way, entries like these are why... as odd as it may seem, it's almost how I'd sum up my situation at the moment. Not sure about the romance part though, even if I consider myself a hopeless romantic but I've never had anyone to share it with so I wouldn't know.
Sure made me laugh when you said you can barely run to the bus because as I was reading I felt like I was about to read that you had signed up for a marathon since you seem to be so into all sorts of stuff and always seem to be up for something new. Guess that makes two of us... though in my case it's my right leg, something's odd about it but I've never really bothered looking into it, I pretty much settled with the fact that I can't run much. Weird docs, later on they'll blame you for never looking into it earlier, when you were younger and whatnot... maybe that's just how it all goes. Yeah I dunno where I'm going with that but meh, you get the point... I hope 
MAY 04, 2009 03:29 PM
MAY 04, 2009 03:42 PM
Yo! Tough Bitch! You gonna threaten me with what . . . a flash drive? Fogetaboutit! 
ha ha
MAY 04, 2009 03:45 PM
MAY 04, 2009 05:00 PM
Yeah... that seems to be the only thing I really care about as well. I mean, I like lots of stuff, but that seems to be the only thing that really drives me. The only thing I try to get without even realizing I'm trying. Wish I could put that sort of passion towards learning to play an instrument, or get an education.
I also worry about my heart, my mother had a stroke when she was in her early 30s and they never really figured out why for sure. I've also unexpectedly passed out a few times over the last 4 years. When I wake up my heart races like it's never raced before. I love to run, though. 
Nothing like a marathon, but a quick run for a few minutes to the bus stop is awesome.
MAY 04, 2009 05:02 PM
MAY 04, 2009 06:28 PM
i suck at running too much though, but its always nice to walk loooong times.
and well the goals, i think goals go constantly through changes along the way with you, besides wanting to see things and travel are part time goals, at least thats what i tell myself.
And without passion so many things were meaningless though.
i hope you feel better soon
MAY 04, 2009 07:36 PM
MAY 04, 2009 09:17 PM
Do you go to the same clinic most of the time? just wondering as I also don't have a family doctor but have gone to one clinic for years for allergy shots, and they seam to work as well as a family doctor. Just a thought on avoiding no-new patient rules. have you seen 'run fat boy run'? there's some good marathoning stuff in there, and simon pegg. Hope things go well on the lady front, or on ladies fronts
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