PICS
So.
I just received a really cute message, asking how I was, because I seems a bit depressive in my blogs. So, I just gonna show you some pictures from these last days, a little bit more happy
xoxo
And some pictures from a film a did some times ago and scanned.
Oh, and I LOOOOVE Bexi's video from Amsterdam !!
I just received a really cute message, asking how I was, because I seems a bit depressive in my blogs. So, I just gonna show you some pictures from these last days, a little bit more happy
xoxo
And some pictures from a film a did some times ago and scanned.
Oh, and I LOOOOVE Bexi's video from Amsterdam !!
Hi there
I think you'll have understood that, these times, I feel quite boyish, quite lesbian, quite different.
I think that, the first thing I have to do, is accepting that I'm not this kind of girls, totally straight and girly, who loves fashion, kids and horses. Yeah, actually I'm not this kind at all.
Some days, I'd like to be a boy. And, even if I can't do anything against my fucking girly hips, I'd like to be able to hide my too-big-boobs.
That's why I'm thinking about buying one or two Underworks Compression Shirt... They seems really really FTM-friendly...
I think I'd take these ones :
Double Front Compression Shirt New and Improved! Now stronger and 4 inches longer!
The Ultimate Chest Binder! Extreme!
Two full powerful powernet panels throughout the front provide extra chest and mid-section compression for full binding effect. Made from medical grade 70% nylon and 30% spandex knit, this binder is full length and can be tucked in to your trousers. Made to fit all body types. Wide shouldered, no problem, step into the garment, slide it up and feel that confidence. Undetectable under clothing, Made in the U.S.A.
The Concealer FTM Chest Binder Disguised Inner Panels for Extreme Compression
They see a smooth to the skin nylon spandex knit t-shirt with moisture wicking technology that keeps you dry and an SPF 50 rating for UV protection. But only you know that on the inside are powerful layers of powernet binding your chest, flattening your belly and pressing against your back in support. A girdle shirt for outerwear with an athletic look.
A chest binder breakthrough! Made in the U.S.A.
Does anyone have any kind of informations or something about Underworks ? Does any european girl already ordered something ? Because Florida-Belgium seems so long, I'm scared, I don't want it get lost...
Thanks for your help guys ♥
Take care
xxx
Hahahaha. I really didn't need that. Not now...
Maedusa suicide can teach you how to destroy your life, step by step. Feel free to ask.
(I had a huge crush on someone
)
Maedusa suicide can teach you how to destroy your life, step by step. Feel free to ask.
(I had a huge crush on someone
)
Well.
I thought I should give news but they're not so good actually.
School is not fun at all anymore, and I have so much to do that I even don't have time to learn photography or shoot with friends. It makes me so depressed, I don't want to go to school at all. So I try to stay at home, to work on things that I hate and that make me bored.
What scares me is that I drink really too much for the moment. I just need to stop thinking about everything that makes me sad so I wanna forget . I wanna have the impression that everything is fine. Even a few hours is good. So, well, I go to the pub with my bf and we spend time with our new friends, drinking beer after beer. Great. I'm not proud of it, at all, but I'm not ashamed. I just don't care about what is good for me.
You won't have pictures of me, I feel disgusting and not beautiful at all. I cannot find something cute in the mirror for the moment.
I drink too much, eat too much, smoke too much, and even if I go to the fitness club, my body is just hideous.
Sorry, my blog could have been written by an 14 yo emo girl. But it's over. Sorry.
Take care,
xxx
I thought I should give news but they're not so good actually.
School is not fun at all anymore, and I have so much to do that I even don't have time to learn photography or shoot with friends. It makes me so depressed, I don't want to go to school at all. So I try to stay at home, to work on things that I hate and that make me bored.
What scares me is that I drink really too much for the moment. I just need to stop thinking about everything that makes me sad so I wanna forget . I wanna have the impression that everything is fine. Even a few hours is good. So, well, I go to the pub with my bf and we spend time with our new friends, drinking beer after beer. Great. I'm not proud of it, at all, but I'm not ashamed. I just don't care about what is good for me.
You won't have pictures of me, I feel disgusting and not beautiful at all. I cannot find something cute in the mirror for the moment.
I drink too much, eat too much, smoke too much, and even if I go to the fitness club, my body is just hideous.
Sorry, my blog could have been written by an 14 yo emo girl. But it's over. Sorry.
Take care,
xxx
I don't wanna work for school. They annoy me. We only do shit. Gna gna gna gnaaaa.
I'm doing ugly stupid things with Lightroom...
Hey hey.
I spent 4 hours with some hoties at Amsterdam. I took a bunch of pictures, for fun :
Sinnah ♥
Not what you think, of course
Temper... Temper... What a woman ♥
( backstage when P_mod was shooting her )
P_mod shooting Opale's ass.
"Who cares about half naked ladies ?"
P_mod is a rocker photographer.
♥
I spent 4 hours with some hoties at Amsterdam. I took a bunch of pictures, for fun :
Sinnah ♥
Not what you think, of course
Temper... Temper... What a woman ♥
( backstage when P_mod was shooting her )
P_mod shooting Opale's ass.
"Who cares about half naked ladies ?"
P_mod is a rocker photographer.
♥
