News !

1. I've got some money problems. I have the impression that everybody is, for the moment. World is suffering. I'm fed up having to ask money to my parents for everything. My new studies are expensive, daily, because of everything I have to buy for work. I'd like to find a job, to earn money and be able to pay a part of what I buy. I contacted people today about freeganism. I guess you know what it means. If not, Google will help you. I wonder if it will work. I gonna try and let you know. I also gonna sell some things on Ebay, I think, and maybe here. But don't really know what. Maybe you'd have an idea for me ?

2. I have a shooting tomorrow. I'm a bit scared because it seems really pro and it's the first time for me. There will be a photographer, a video director, a make-up artist and a fashion designer. Cross your fingers for me, I'm really scared. Hope everything will be fine

3. Oh, yeah, just for fun, some pics we did with a friend of mine who is a photographer too :





His Flickr !


Hope you're fine...

xoxo

Paris, Here I am ! ♥

It's now confirmed : I'll be in Paris from 14th of November to 16th

I wanna so much see french Suicide Girls again ! I miss you girls I hope we'll do something together !

I realize that I just wanted to tell it.


That's done ♥


(c) Holga by Valium




( SO HAPPY, girls )

Hi !

Well, I think I gonna try to do a real blog. But I dunno why, it's difficult for the moment...

I know that you won't really comment if I don't give you naked pics. It's a bit sad, but I know that it works like that. But, I don't wanna do naked pics for the moment, if you want nakedness, watch this video :




Maybe you noticed, maybe you didn't, that we created a kind of "group" with other french SG and members, it's called : "Le front de soutien des CUL" . I have to explain it. It means, with my broken english : the supporting group to CUL" and "CUL" means in french : "Chaudasses Unanimement Loutronnes" ... If I try to translate that, it gives you " Hot girls Unanimously Otters-style" ...

So, this group is just a "joke" but it tells : YEAH. We have hairs, but it's hot ! You just have to watch otters : they have hairs and they're so beautiful. So, being hairy, is sexy !

Now, you understand my sentence next to my name : "Maedusa is fucking hot with airs, 'cause otters are with theirs."

If you want to be part of us, you just have to put this pic in your profile pics :



You won't be alone ...



Please let me know, commenting this post, if you do it, it will be funny




If you wanna read my "moods" ..they're on MY WORDPRESS BLOG. I don't have the impression that they have their place here, it's just inappropriate. What I write on my wordpress blog, is really a "need" to write. Here, it's giving news...



xoxo







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EDIT :

Please have a prayer for Elsie who passed away ...
I'm just .. shocked. Really. I didn't know her at all, but it hurts me.

I now wear glasses...



But my eyes work perfectly so they're just fashion

And more about my life HERE

xoxo

No brave enough to build tenses. Words.

. News .

- Hemorrhagic cystitis last night. Pain. Tears. Not enough sleeping time. Tired. Headache.
- Friends missing me.
- Boyfriend fucking missing me.
- Tears every night.
- Bad feelings.
- Psychotic rabbit. New name = Frank. Tribute to Donnie Darko's one.
- School : drawing lines


. Moods .

- Always hungry.
- Solitude.
- Scared.
- Regrets.
- Spleen.
- Needing sg to smoke. And drink.


. Links .

I'm on WordPress. You can read-me. You can comment-me. Or even say me Hello !

I'm on Twitter
I'm on Myspace
I'm on Flickr
I'm on Amazon
I'm on ModelMayhem


. Dates .

- 29th of October 2008 : 2 years with my boyfriend ♥
- 7th of November : My Birthday : 20 years old.
- From 14th to 16th of November : Stay in Paris ♥


. Wishes .

- Shooting. Or not. Don't know.
- New piercings. Lots.
- Presents. Need them.
- Money. So scared with it for the moment. Bills and no money
- Living with my bf.
- Finding Peace.

- BEING NASTY. I'm not a slut enough. I should be e real bitch, a nasty fucking annoying and boring girl. No, I'm just a nice girl, an okay-girl. Fuck. I'm fed up.

/! VIDEO EDIT INSIDE /!


Hey guys ( and ladies, of course.. )

I don't give you a lot of pics for the moment, I'm sorry...
I'm home alone, and I find old pics in my computer so, they're for you too

Just for fun... Maedusa when she was younger...















And still older ..



















I miss this girl... because she's me. She's who I am inside.. I don't know where I'm losing myself...But I think I go far awar from who I'm really...

Fuck..




EDIT :

I put a new video for you. It is just a gift for you




xoxo

Hi people !

I really don't have time to write a lot, cause I've so much work for today that I think I won't be able to do them all. But nevermind, I have to believe in myself. I wanna go in this school.

But I have to tell you some words about
Battle Royale !

What these girls did... is absolutely crazy. I'm really happy to know people like them, you know. Girls and boys as well, they're really fabulous. Please have a look ...



I so would like to have more time with them. They are really nice people, and I'd like to know them deeper, I just would like to see them more often, spend time, have fun, you know..
Sinnah arrived some days ago in Brussel, that's fucking nice ! I already feel less alone and I'm sure we'll have lot of fun. Maybe that someday we'll do a SuperDupont Meeting in Brussel, with belgian Suicide Girls ? It would be fucking good

Have a nice day, I go to work

♥ HAPPY LIST BLOG ♥

To-do-list

- Going to Körpenwelten expo this afternoon. I'm going to watch real bodys and real smokers' lungs so maybe that I'll quit smoking because of that ( More pictures here )
- Going to my entrance examinations for my new school. I'm really scared, I hope everything will be ok. I printed some pics I took ( otter's one, beach's ones, .. that I showed you )
- Dieting. I really need it, I don't feel healthy for the moment and I think my body really need to receive healty food and to lose some weight.
- printing huge pics to put on my bedroom's walls. And also SG pics to stick on my kitchen's walls
- ending my next MR set with the photographer
- Finding a way to tame my rabbit. It's a psychotic rabbit, I think... I should call it Frank...
- sending present pics to Edrik6 and ron4164



To-buy-list

- a Pentax K adaptater f Canon EOS
- a CompuTrekker bag
- a school agenda
- games for my Nintendo64


Fiouuu...

As Valium would say :




Dwam, Sweety and myself decided to delete Parisian Room.
I'll do it soon, so you still have some days to watch it a last time and say it goodbye

We're sorry but we know that it won't be accepted for the frontpage and it made its time in the hopeful section...

Say byyyyye

(Click on us to watch the set a last time... )



xoxox

Maedusa

I don't know if you knew it but the lovely Sinnah has been here during 4-5 days. Of course, I took some pictures...


















And some pics of myself, they were tests with my new 50mm lens so they not perfect.. ( the last one isn't even clear... )