SORRY, MATERIALIST POST

First, a non-materialist thing : Thanks a lot for all you say, for being here, when I'm down. I really appreciate it and I'm conscious that I'm lucky, Thank you


But now, I have to talk about some materialist things... You know : money, price of life, choices, wishes, aso...

Here is the situation :

I found a really nice flat for next year. It's not expensive for what it is, and where it is ( in a safe place of the capital city, Brussels, and close to my school ) but is a little bit to expensive for my parents. So, I have to help them, paying a part of the price. But, the problem is that I have to take it already in August... and my parents won't pay for this month.
I'm working for the moment, as you know, and I'll work again during summer hollidays, and I don't spend my money, I keep as much as I can, but I'm not sure I'll be able to have enough money to pay the whole year. I won't have the possibility to work during my school year so .. I have to find the money now.

Another problem is that, as you know too, there is the Tattoo Art Fest soon ( 4-5-6 of July ) and I really wanna go, because I miss my SG friends and that I feel alone here, without anybody who has the same kind of "crazy mind" here. Here, in my family, in my city, with my friends, I'm always the strange girl, the girl who tie her hair, the girl who wanna have tattoos, the girl who makes her own piercings, ... I NEED to have some time with people that really understand me, and not only on the internet. I NEED to be with them in the beginning of July.
But, I have to go to Paris, I found a "cheap" ticket but it's money I won't keep for the flat.
And into the fest, I'll probably do a tattoo so I'll have to pay for it...
And, then, I have to go to the place where my parents and my bf will already be for hollidays. I had to go with them but I asked them to arrive a little bit later because I really wanted to go to the Tattoo Art Fest.
I had to do the journey with Spleen but she has a problem so she can't come, and can't take in her car. SO, I'll have to pay for the ticket again, and it's expensive

For the flat, I need to have 330 euros + ( 12 x 90 euros ) = 1410 euros ( = 1918 dollars )
and I need a lot of money too for the Tattoo Art Fest

Of course, I'll have a part thanks to my job, but it won't be enough so I really need your help...


So.....


I really don't know what I can do ! I need a solution, what do you think ??

If you have some ideas, if you want me to sell you something, even if it seems strange ( you know, panties and this kind of funny things ), don't hesit.. It can also be what I was wearing in my set, or if you want to order exclusive private pics, ..... Please let me know !

I really need your help, once again... I don't know what I can do ...


Thanks to everybody, I love you