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I have to be honnest.
I know, these times I seem really happy, everything looks good for me... But I have to say that it isn't true. I've been moving from my flat to my boyfriend's home, so I had to put everything into boxes, to clean, to transport, to put in order here, aso... My job is quite exhausting, even if it's fun, and it is going to become more and more because of EURO 2008, there will be tv screens in the pub I work in so.. beers
I need to think to the next year, so I've been walking in the streets, there, looking after some flats to rent... But it's really really difficult
I also have to take my meds, they are really important cause they can help me to not have a cancer, and others things really important too. And I forget to take them, because of stress, so I have a sad mood, cause they also can help me to have an happy mood.
With that, I don't take care of me : I eat badly, I don't do enough sport, I don't have enough free time, and a become fat, weak and ugly.
I feel so so so ugly when I get undressed.. Even with my boyfriend, I'd like to hide my body. I thought I didn't hate my body any more, but it still do...
Excuse me. Sometimes I think that I'm too superficial, but when I see beautiful bodies, I can't stop thinking that I so so so would like to have them.
You want some examples ? Easy Game :
I know, these times I seem really happy, everything looks good for me... But I have to say that it isn't true. I've been moving from my flat to my boyfriend's home, so I had to put everything into boxes, to clean, to transport, to put in order here, aso... My job is quite exhausting, even if it's fun, and it is going to become more and more because of EURO 2008, there will be tv screens in the pub I work in so.. beers
I need to think to the next year, so I've been walking in the streets, there, looking after some flats to rent... But it's really really difficult
I also have to take my meds, they are really important cause they can help me to not have a cancer, and others things really important too. And I forget to take them, because of stress, so I have a sad mood, cause they also can help me to have an happy mood.
With that, I don't take care of me : I eat badly, I don't do enough sport, I don't have enough free time, and a become fat, weak and ugly.
I feel so so so ugly when I get undressed.. Even with my boyfriend, I'd like to hide my body. I thought I didn't hate my body any more, but it still do...
Excuse me. Sometimes I think that I'm too superficial, but when I see beautiful bodies, I can't stop thinking that I so so so would like to have them.
You want some examples ? Easy Game :
