WARNING : BIG UPDATE INSIDE

So, first, I'm going to answer or react to questions and tags about my set

1) Tags

- "back dimples" : Nice, I adore it, but I wasn't aware that I had back dimples
- "lipstick" = Yeah, from Dior, thanks to Dwam

... that's strange. When I'm writing this, I realize that some tags was deleted. I saw some ... hurting things...
But I didn't want to delete them. I want to accept every tag, every comment, even worst ones...
So, please, if you see some "hard" comments or tags... Don't care for me
When you will see them, please, add 2 new tags/comments, and make disappear the bad ones

2) Comments & messages

- First, to all that have been concerned by the theme of my set and that told me "thank you" for it,
I'd like to tell : Thanks for having understood me
- LieLock wrote : "fantastic set... very emotional and just the type of sets that SG needs to have..." & boombands wrote : "wow. i think this is what sg is all about. shit that isn't just naked chicks but art, and art makes you think. at least good art does."
>> Thanks to people who said that my set was a really "SG-set" because it's really WHY I'm here...
- Kidego wrote : "Gorgeous, gorgeous, gorgeous! I don't suppose your single?" > Hahaha. No, I have a boyfriend and I'll marry him
- Warning wrote : "This is absolutely amazing. I love the entire concept....I rarely have any emotions evoked by sets but this was tragedy and beauty mixed wonderfully. Fucking thumbs up to the photographer as well....I am out of words..." >> I'm so so happy that people can feel how much I put in this set. It's huuuudge for me. Thanks to everybody.


- So, about my scare in my neck. I received a lot of messages and comments from people who asked how I had it.
If you want to know it, I copy what I wrote in this blog some months ago...



So, at the end of my secundary school ( nearly 2 years ago ), I had a problem in my neck. It began to swell and to swell again, it hurted a lot ! I couldn't keep my head right.
So, I went to the hospital, where I stayed during one week, with lot of cortisone (I don't know if it's the right english word ) and antibiotics.

After some medical exams, doctors discovered that I have a congenital anomaly.

It's called "fistule branchiale" in french but don't know in english. I'm going to explain..

When you are in the uterus of your mother, at a moment you have a "fish moment" with webbed fingers and the thing in the neck that fishes use to breath. You understand my horrible english ? Right, I continue..
This thing in the neck should close totaly and build your throat, aso.. But I had a really really small problem : a small hole remains deep into my throat. So, nothing that we could see but really deep into it.

If I had continued to live with, I'd have problems again and again, and it would have became really difficult to care it with the time.

So, I decided to accept the operation that was necessary.

So, here, a pic before my operation :



Then : a pic when I stayed 1 week at the hospital ( the first time so )



And now, pics DURING THE OPERATION !

/! WARNING : THESE PICS CAN HURT THE SENSIBILITY !!!!!! /!

First : a pic INTO my throat. You can see the small hole in the left ..

Then : pics of my opened throat. These pics are really horrible .. HAHA

Now, pics taken with my phone, after the operation, at the hospital where I stayed 1 week without eating nor drinking ( haaaaaard !! )







When I saw my scare for the first time, I cried a long long time.. It was so big, so horrible, so ugly.. I was really sad.

Here are a pic some months after the operation. It was the first time I wanted to make pictures of my scare, to accept it as being a part of me.




And finally, I'm alive

My scare now is like on pics of my set




3) What's next ?

- For the moment, I have a self-shot project. But it will be really difficult for me, so.. you'll have to wait but... I'm thinking about !

- I have an idea of set with a great photographer friend... i'd put it in the hopeful section to receive the so beautiful grey t-shirt

- During the SG week-end to Paris, Sweety and I did some kisses and some hugs... and Dwam was there with her camera. What a luck, isn't it ?
We hope you'll see it soon...

- I had a contact with Waikiki and she's usually close to Belgium... So, we could do something in the future ... !!!

- I maybe have my next idea with the great P_Mod if he's ok

- I'd like to do a multi with Dwam but she think that SG won't like my idea Pitty. I would like to try even ...

- I so would like to do a biiiig multi with all the french and belgian SG I know


3) My day in the countryside...

I was at my parent's home this week-end and this afternoon I went walking in forets... ( and I got lost, yeah, but it was nice and I have find my way after 2 hours without any problem )

So, I had the time to do some pics... here are these for you :
















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I just put a video for the Most Honest Video Contest...

Really, I'm a strange girl. I do things that are the worst for me, like showing this video of me completly drunk

Enjoy