I'm thinking about telling the story of my scare in the neck. I'd explain everything, with scaring pictures before-during-after

But I'm not sure it's a good idea. Maybe you can see naked beautiful girls but no opened throats.

Are you too sensible to see it ?

Tell me, and if you want it, I'll tell you everything

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EDIT : You seem interested so.. I'm going to explain !

So, at the end of my secundary school ( nearly 2 years ago ), I had a problem in my neck. It began to swell and to swell again, it hurted a lot ! I couldn't keep my head right.
So, I went to the hospital, where I stayed during one week, with lot of cortisone (I don't know if it's the right english word ) and antibiotics.

After some medical exams, doctors discovered that I have a congenital anomaly.

It's called "fistule branchiale" in french but don't know in english. I'm going to explain..

When you are in the uterus of your mother, at a moment you have a "fish moment" with webbed fingers and the thing in the neck that fishes use to breath. You understand my horrible english ? Right, I continue..
This thing in the neck should close totaly and build your throat, aso.. But I had a really really small problem : a small hole remains deep into my throat. So, nothing that we could see but really deep into it.

If I had continued to live with, I'd have problems again and again, and it would have became really difficult to care it with the time.

So, I decided to accept the operation that was necessary.

So, here, a pic before my operation :



Then : a pic when I stayed 1 week at the hospital ( the first time so )



And now, pics DURING THE OPERATION !

/! WARNING : THESE PICS CAN HURT THE SENSIBILITY !!!!!! /!

First : a pic INTO my throat. You can see the small hole in the left ..

Then : pics of my opened throat. These pics are really horrible .. HAHA

Now, pics taken with my phone, after the operation, at the hospital where I stayed 1 week without eating nor drinking ( haaaaaard !! )







When I saw my scare for the first time, I cried a long long time.. It was so big, so horrible, so ugly.. I was really sad.

Here are a pic some months after the operation. It was the first time I wanted to make pictures of my scare, to accept it as being a part of me.




And finally, I'm alive

My scare now is like on pics of Julien S Buchem.


What a lovely story, isn't it ?

Haha ! You ask some boobs, I give you blood


xoxoxo


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20/02/08
EDIT :

I'm happy to see that you "like" my story

I'm going to answer to some of comments :

everthere wrote :
I assume this thing you has is pretty rare? I mean, that would explain why you have pictures of during the operation because I don't think doctors enjoy many kodak moments in the O.R. In any case, it's pretty cool to have pix like that - a whole different take on inner beauty.

Yeah, It's really rare. Doctor who made the operation was an expert of throat and it was his.. 4th or 5th operation of a "fistule branchiale" in his life, .. and he was old

su22kr68 wrote :
Ciao Maedusa, I am very happy now your health it is ok. Your cutting on the neck is better than all tattoos you are thinking. If you really want a tattoo choose a small one please because maybe you don't know how perfect is your body.

Don't worry, My first tatoo will be on my wrist, just a small word in sanskrit