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thankyou so much to everyone thats been messaging me and commenting me, it feels like ive got more people that care on here than in real life. which is kind of sad :[
you are all so wonderfull! and i love that your taking time to write me long messages about what you are or have gone through.
life is so shit. it feels like ive been brought into this world by the freakin devil and made to go through all this shit to see how i cope. which might i add, i am not. AT ALL!
and i hate that there is nothing i can do really. except try and help my parents as much as i can, which might i also add, i am completely awful at that too, i am the worst daughter ever, i just snap all the time and find it hard to do stuff for them cus i get overwhelmed with anger. i mean what the hell is with that? how can i be such an awful person to the people that i love, when they need me. :[ :[
i guess its all down to the fact that i cant actually handle everything thats going on, i feel like im breaking.
but yes, didnt mean to go off on one again. just wanted to say thankyou for your support!!!
i really do appreciate it. just wish i could have people like you in my actual life, i need to be cuddled :[
on a lighter note....
weeesttttsideeeeeee.. ahem.
me being grumpy
poseyposey. me and the girl thats recently taken control of my life alittle bit, ive been best friends with her since me and her were just 3 :]
thankyou for reading! i think il moan when i need to on this now ahha
much love
Maddie xxx
you are all so wonderfull! and i love that your taking time to write me long messages about what you are or have gone through.
life is so shit. it feels like ive been brought into this world by the freakin devil and made to go through all this shit to see how i cope. which might i add, i am not. AT ALL!
and i hate that there is nothing i can do really. except try and help my parents as much as i can, which might i also add, i am completely awful at that too, i am the worst daughter ever, i just snap all the time and find it hard to do stuff for them cus i get overwhelmed with anger. i mean what the hell is with that? how can i be such an awful person to the people that i love, when they need me. :[ :[
i guess its all down to the fact that i cant actually handle everything thats going on, i feel like im breaking.
but yes, didnt mean to go off on one again. just wanted to say thankyou for your support!!!
i really do appreciate it. just wish i could have people like you in my actual life, i need to be cuddled :[
on a lighter note....
weeesttttsideeeeeee.. ahem.
me being grumpy
poseyposey. me and the girl thats recently taken control of my life alittle bit, ive been best friends with her since me and her were just 3 :]
thankyou for reading! i think il moan when i need to on this now ahha
much love
Maddie xxx
OCT 03, 2010 06:57 AM
Moan any time you like, we're here for ya! 
OCT 03, 2010 08:44 AM
But you DO have us in real life, sweetie. We're all here to support you, comfort you and even listen to you bitch and blow off some steam. I'm sure you're parents know it's your feelings of frustration & helplessness that's causing you to be angry. This difficult time will pass and you'll be happy again.
OCT 03, 2010 10:31 AM
OCT 03, 2010 10:48 AM
OCT 03, 2010 10:50 AM
Guess what? Real life is not so different from the SG community. Everybody here hurts, loves, laughs, feels anxiety, pain, pressure, and exhilaration. It's as real as you want it to be.
And you are very well adored. 
