i feel like my whole world is falling apart.
i can actually say for once in my life, everything is absolute shit.
seriously, there isnt one good thing going on. im on edge every second of every fucking day and i only need to be slightly pushed and im in tears. im snapping at my parents all the time and as IF they need that from me, but i cant stop, im just so angry.
in the words of bilbo baggins "I feel thin, sort of stretched, like butter spread over too much bread."
im so exhausted and feel like im not actually here anymore
things that im feeling:
- angry
- dissapointed
- worthless
- broken
- lost
- blank
- unwanted
- burden
- bitch
- confused
- worried
- anxious
- insane
- hopeless
- alone
- no friends
- aching
- selfish
so many fucking more that i feel and that i think i am.i swear its not normal to feel all of thiiss AAAGHHHHGHGHGHIDFOUJHSOJF. how do i keep going when i see nothing worth living for?
this dude has been on me all day aswell, tellling me i cant sing or play guitar and that im like "every other cocksucking talentless bitch" which i thought was nice.... ...
eugh i need a break. i need some time to just breathe.
but then again, thats me being selfish as hell, i hate that about me. when i think about what my dad feels and my mum. and all im thinking is that i cant frickin cope!
selfish selfish. and im even thinking about not doing another set because i feel like a dirty slut even though i think no SG is a slut at all, just me, and i think about if my dad knew
im so ashamed of myself for becoming what i am now.
what the hell am i on about, i dont even no who i am but i know that it makes me feel ill
you know what, im gona shut up now.
:[ sorry had to let out my mind for a sec lol x
i can actually say for once in my life, everything is absolute shit.
seriously, there isnt one good thing going on. im on edge every second of every fucking day and i only need to be slightly pushed and im in tears. im snapping at my parents all the time and as IF they need that from me, but i cant stop, im just so angry.
in the words of bilbo baggins "I feel thin, sort of stretched, like butter spread over too much bread."
im so exhausted and feel like im not actually here anymore
things that im feeling:
- angry
- dissapointed
- worthless
- broken
- lost
- blank
- unwanted
- burden
- bitch
- confused
- worried
- anxious
- insane
- hopeless
- alone
- no friends
- aching
- selfish
so many fucking more that i feel and that i think i am.i swear its not normal to feel all of thiiss AAAGHHHHGHGHGHIDFOUJHSOJF. how do i keep going when i see nothing worth living for?
this dude has been on me all day aswell, tellling me i cant sing or play guitar and that im like "every other cocksucking talentless bitch" which i thought was nice.... ...
eugh i need a break. i need some time to just breathe.
but then again, thats me being selfish as hell, i hate that about me. when i think about what my dad feels and my mum. and all im thinking is that i cant frickin cope!
selfish selfish. and im even thinking about not doing another set because i feel like a dirty slut even though i think no SG is a slut at all, just me, and i think about if my dad knew
im so ashamed of myself for becoming what i am now.
what the hell am i on about, i dont even no who i am but i know that it makes me feel ill
you know what, im gona shut up now.
:[ sorry had to let out my mind for a sec lol x













