so its official.. im moving away from the east coast. a very abrupt choice. but one that needed to be done. i will be flying out on the 28th of this month. and then moving to cali. i think it will be a good change just really scary. i mean im going back home. it will be nice to be with my family agian.
who knows maybe i will be back maybe i wont.. its all in the air now.

pictues of my Little M on her way to a great recovery. she goes in tomorrow to cost me even more money and get her staples out... thank god for this cat that i love her so much...





tired and work agian this weekend... not getting home till 5 am and then a vet appt at 10:30 in the morning and work again tomorrow night.. im going to be so dead by 12 ..... blllaahhhh.... wish me money i need it.

oh boy... this has been some crazy times!! busy busy busy as usual.. this week i was able to start actually doing stuff after i finished paying off my cat... ill explain later what happened to her... ya she is worth a million..
but i started it off right when i went to go see the get up kids in NYC on friday.. it was my bday present from my man.. and then to my great suprise... brand new opened.. i wish at that moment i would have bought a package of depends cuz i pretty much shit myself. it was amazing.. two of my fave old bands that i had never been able to see play live before.. thanks to living in a small town in oregon growing up.. the kids now a days are so much luckier than i was to see shows.. not all bands only play portland or not at all the state anymore.. anyways i was a dumbass and forgot to check the batteries in my camera before i left the house.. and yes it was dead.. pissed i got no pictures... either way though great show.. except for the stupid asses trying to hardcore dance to the fucking get up kids.. really...i found that amusing..

but to explain the kitty.. she had to have an emergency spay from an infected uterus... lovely right? so after all that she is doing great and back to her fiesty trying to take out the dogs jugular moves and almost popping out a staple everyday.. and for me oh officially now after everything about.. 1200 out the door... yes my cat is now more expensive than a pure breed.. hey at least shes fixed now... no more stray kitties running around like her when i found in a wal mart parking lot..
either way i love her and i wouldnt have thought to anything but pay whtat needed to be done for her.. whatever the cost and even if i just broke the bank..

anywyas what has everyone been up to?? i have been MIA on the site for awhile now. i need to some catch up!!

its so funny when it comes to times like your birthday to really remind you who your real friends are...
and im glad i know now... cuz their the best... and i love them dearly.. their like my sisters away from the westcoast.. im so lucky to have them in my life..

so pics from the cali trrip hopefully up soon but just as soon as i get home i get bad news...so somehow i got a severe staph infection that even though the doctor told me it was the man eating virus kind, he did diagnos it as MRCA.. which has apparently been all over the news lately.. so im pretty freaked out cuz its hard to treat with antibiotics because the strain is resistent to alot. i go back in for a check up tomorrow morning after spending most of the night in the ER last night. and was told to stay in bed and rest. with not alot of walking since its on my knee.

there for the point to this is who has wii and who wants to play wii games with me online? i just got animal crossing today and still havent figured it out but im sure i will. i am also addiciting to DR. mario..lol..so if you want to send me a private message with your wii numbers so we can link up togther that would be great!! im getting really lonely over here... cuz all my good girl friends have been out fo town or not near by and sitting in the house all day by yourself with no one to talk to kind of sucks...

any one wanna be my gamer buddie?

ahh.. the last month... HAS BEEN RIDICULOUS!! i think i seriously fell off the earth.. between work and stress and everything in between i felt like a zombie....
on top of it i think a mix of the stress. bills. and some other random shit i have developed really bad anxiety. there for not being able to sleep at all. like maybe 4 hours a day. crappy...

but on better news that i think will help im going on my own little vaca... CALI!!! back to the west coast. first time since i have moved out to the east coast in about 2 years.. my whole fam is coming. well the sisters and the mom from oregon. it will be nice. i miss that place soo much. it will be good to have all the sisters together again in one household and having my neice and nephew there. i cant wait. i fly out tomorrow and stay for a week. so im sure there will be a bunch of weird photos to come.. i have to say me and my sisters may be complete opposites but we have one thing in common. we have the most strange since of humor. probably the grossest. but very strange.

heres an old pic of us all together from youngest to oldest... i think i was like 12 or 13. can you tell which one is me?


on other news my bday is coming up... and since my 21st bday wasnt as i had planned it to be... uuughhh... im making my 22nd even better. i already have a theme. and thanks to my awesome friend who is a MUA and is awesome at airbrushing.. were going as " all about the schene" basically as metro station, meg and dia, or any other horrible pop punk stupid crap that is out now yup ITS IN!!! so fake horrible airbrushed tattoo's of really bad lyrics, hair that you could only tell is a guy or girl if you can see bumps for boobs. i think you get the point already.. its gonna be great!!

my weekend adventure!!!
ahh so much fun!!

pictures to tell the story of lots of beer, eventually spilling lots of beer, merch bins, good friends and hotels in asbury park being responsible and not driving home drunk.









ahhh i need to have more fun like this... i miss being young and stupid having good ol'clean fun... well... some what clean...
you all know what i mean.