wow moving is so stressful.. and on top of work as well.. it sucks...
but good news is .. that i will finally beable to have a house of my own that i dont have to worry about. its my house and that means I CAN DO WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT!!!!
SOOO EXCITED!!!!!
secondly is about ten minutes away from work.. which mean no more 6:30 alarm clocks ANYMORE!!!!
and i can actually start going out after work and looking decent and not like i just slaved over a stove all day long.
and above all that.. its my house.. i can finally hang out with friends and not be so far away.. and finally just live a life!!!
i cant fucking wait!!!
but good news is .. that i will finally beable to have a house of my own that i dont have to worry about. its my house and that means I CAN DO WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT!!!!
SOOO EXCITED!!!!!
secondly is about ten minutes away from work.. which mean no more 6:30 alarm clocks ANYMORE!!!!
and i can actually start going out after work and looking decent and not like i just slaved over a stove all day long.
and above all that.. its my house.. i can finally hang out with friends and not be so far away.. and finally just live a life!!!
i cant fucking wait!!!
Blah Blah Blah....
Moving sucks... im suppose to move to my new apt on the first and i dont even know where to start on packing.. it sucks.. and then thinking about money and all the stuff you need for a new place.. and how to do all of it inbetween work..
i have been so stressed about it i havent been sleeping. i just stay up really late and wake up super early... i think like a total of about 4 or 5 hours a night...
anyways trying to stay in good spirits... so if anybody else stays up late and wants to keep me company by telling me stupid jokes to make me laugh... i would greatly appreciate it..
i need more friends on the east coast..
any body want to be my friend???
Moving sucks... im suppose to move to my new apt on the first and i dont even know where to start on packing.. it sucks.. and then thinking about money and all the stuff you need for a new place.. and how to do all of it inbetween work..
i have been so stressed about it i havent been sleeping. i just stay up really late and wake up super early... i think like a total of about 4 or 5 hours a night...
anyways trying to stay in good spirits... so if anybody else stays up late and wants to keep me company by telling me stupid jokes to make me laugh... i would greatly appreciate it..
i need more friends on the east coast..
any body want to be my friend???
alright so first of all i just have to say that i absolutely love brooklyn!!!!
she is one of the nicest people i have met in a long time..
not only that but what a pleasure to work with... i swear i think we were running off of the same brain waves in shooting this set.. everything from just talking about it a couple of weeks before we shot...
so going from that i have to say that the set we shot was AMAZING!! i loved it... and hopefully everyone else will too.. either way i dont care if your seeing it as an actual SG set or as a hopeful.. im still very proud of the work me and brooklyn did..
i cant wait to hear the news to get back to me.. the set is still pending right now...
so once agian.. THANK YOU SOO MUCH BROOKLYN!!!!
she is one of the nicest people i have met in a long time..
not only that but what a pleasure to work with... i swear i think we were running off of the same brain waves in shooting this set.. everything from just talking about it a couple of weeks before we shot...
so going from that i have to say that the set we shot was AMAZING!! i loved it... and hopefully everyone else will too.. either way i dont care if your seeing it as an actual SG set or as a hopeful.. im still very proud of the work me and brooklyn did..
i cant wait to hear the news to get back to me.. the set is still pending right now...
so once agian.. THANK YOU SOO MUCH BROOKLYN!!!!
alright ya'll .. so i got a SG photo shoot coming up this month on the 26th with brooklyn.. sooo be prepared there should be some sweet stuff coming out of that day.. and hopefull it gets accepted.. if not oh well.. either way you will all be getting some new pics coming up from us.. keep your eyes out for them!!
alright alright... so i think most of everyone will be glad to know that i quite the third job.. but then i still picked up more hours on the second job.. either way.. its still better....which has also given me time to go and do more potoshoots with new photographers.. which is nice.. so i can still go out and have fun doing what i like to do...
i posted some of the pics up from the last photoshoot i did in NYC.. so you might want to go and take a look at those....
i posted some of the pics up from the last photoshoot i did in NYC.. so you might want to go and take a look at those....
im tired and spent.... i jsut picked up my 3rd job the end of last week and so pretty much 4 or 5 days out of the week i work non stop just having enough time for a cig break before i go to my next job. my day starts out at having to be to work by 5:30 and then ending work at 10 p.m.
needless to say i only have time to sleep. along with thats all i want to do.
i figure di would share while i had this time and energy to let the people know that i havent forgotten them and that i havent disappeared.
keep at me i feel discouraged right now.. like im never going to get anything right.....
needless to say i only have time to sleep. along with thats all i want to do.
i figure di would share while i had this time and energy to let the people know that i havent forgotten them and that i havent disappeared.
keep at me i feel discouraged right now.. like im never going to get anything right.....
Alright i figured since i havent written anything in awhile i would update on everything that has been going on..
well first off im in New Jersey! WOO HOO!!! made it over safe and sound...and have actually got a job already..
its nothing spectacular but it works.. so you can now say hello to a new starbucks girl!!! ..lol.. ehh.. dont know how well i will do on upholding that name when they give me the 5:30 AM SHIFT!!!! yup there goes my weekends...
oh well at least they started me higher than the average person... i need the money and i cant complain..
now just been on the hunt for an apartment... so if any body knows one in NJ around the Bernardsville area.. let me know.. that would be amazing!!
anyways.. im staying busy and having fun.. i dont think i have been this happy in a long time.. im glad i decided to make the change and move.. my soul definately needed it..
Love for Everyone!! with big hugs and kisses!!!
well first off im in New Jersey! WOO HOO!!! made it over safe and sound...and have actually got a job already..
its nothing spectacular but it works.. so you can now say hello to a new starbucks girl!!! ..lol.. ehh.. dont know how well i will do on upholding that name when they give me the 5:30 AM SHIFT!!!! yup there goes my weekends...
oh well at least they started me higher than the average person... i need the money and i cant complain..
now just been on the hunt for an apartment... so if any body knows one in NJ around the Bernardsville area.. let me know.. that would be amazing!!
anyways.. im staying busy and having fun.. i dont think i have been this happy in a long time.. im glad i decided to make the change and move.. my soul definately needed it..
Love for Everyone!! with big hugs and kisses!!!
so some good news, bad news, and uh exciting news.
eh so its friday!!! good news right there.
and finally one week until i move to jersey!! yay!!
i cant wait to leave this tiny town in oregon.. it sucks here!!
now just getting ready for my last weekend with all my friends here.. so many things going on..
but mainly its going to be a nonstop party!! now there was the exciting news...
and now for the bad news.. so after awhile of feeling like crap i finally went to the doctors to figure out what the hell was wrong with me.. ya i found out...
apparently i have a giant cyst on my ovary.. ya ... loads of fun... but its not all bad.. its not life threatening or anything and it should go away on its own.. sooo HELL YA!! just glad it was that and not anything totally serious...
but any who.. im not letting it bring me down and my fun filled weekend and week.. so i hope every one goes out and has fun this weekend too! im demanding it!!
eh so its friday!!! good news right there.
and finally one week until i move to jersey!! yay!!
i cant wait to leave this tiny town in oregon.. it sucks here!!
now just getting ready for my last weekend with all my friends here.. so many things going on..
but mainly its going to be a nonstop party!! now there was the exciting news...
and now for the bad news.. so after awhile of feeling like crap i finally went to the doctors to figure out what the hell was wrong with me.. ya i found out...
apparently i have a giant cyst on my ovary.. ya ... loads of fun... but its not all bad.. its not life threatening or anything and it should go away on its own.. sooo HELL YA!! just glad it was that and not anything totally serious...
but any who.. im not letting it bring me down and my fun filled weekend and week.. so i hope every one goes out and has fun this weekend too! im demanding it!!
im bored.. and going to be home alone tonight...
i want to make a nice dinner and i have called around for somebody to come over so i can cook for them... but no luck... so its hard to make a nice dinner when your the only one eating... to much goes to waste..
on a good note though i have been compiling information on certain herbs... i think when i move and get to my new house im going to build a big herb garden. i really want to learn how to make my own herbal teas.. YUM!
i want to make a nice dinner and i have called around for somebody to come over so i can cook for them... but no luck... so its hard to make a nice dinner when your the only one eating... to much goes to waste..
on a good note though i have been compiling information on certain herbs... i think when i move and get to my new house im going to build a big herb garden. i really want to learn how to make my own herbal teas.. YUM!

