Wellwellwell, folks...Seems you folks liked Mallrats a pretty good lot, eh? Front page &all! (Check it out HERE, if you haven't already! Or heck, if you have &just want to again!!) Thank you so much for all of your amazing &hilarious words...You guys never cease to blow me away with your sweetness &clever words! I mean, where else would photos of a naked lady get tagged "Steak Escape"? (Thanks, Alissa!)



I'm still doing my best to get back to all your messages &comments. I'm not very good at keeping up on those...Blame it on my job keeping me stuck in front of a computer all day, &thus wanting to spend as much of my off-time away from screens &monitors as possible! But I'm working on it, I am! I love you guys &all your quips, anecdotes, questions, &general sweetness...&where would I be without things like this:

Wanna know something awesome? We shot this set in something like 15 minutes, to avoid getting caught by mall &department store security! (Pretty sure we sat in the food court braiding my hair &discussing the set longer than we actually spent shooting...Ha!)

Braiding hairs, by Alissa, I think:


Touching boobs, by Frolic:


I really really love behind the scenes photos. Everything from outtakes to photos of a set's preparations to snaps of other girls lurking during the shoot...I love them!

I already can't wait for you guys to see my next few sets...DarrylDarko &I made some serious magic back in April, &then Cherry came to town right after that &got me naked TWO times...I'm losing my mind trying not to post teaser photos!!

Normally my blogs are so positive, &that's a very conscious thing on my part, but anxiety has been taking its toll on me these days. Work is beyond stressful, but I have a couple of opportunities on the horizon, which may pay less, but will keep me from losing my sanity. (Wish me luck on my interviews!!) This Hawaii trip that I've been so amped on the last few months can NOT come soon enough!!



Things that make it all so much easier: rubbing noses with my dude; good, quality hugs from good, quality friends; cuteoverload.com &animalsrunningintoshit.tumblr.com; eating endless amounts of strawberries, nectarines, &grapes; Impossible Project film; chickens; trips to the river, the beach, &the river again; chick-o-sticks; exchanging smiles with strangers as we pass each other; driving in the sunshine; sweating; disco balls; watching my dude turn a lifeless dancefloor into an actual party; good food; Charley's tumblr, Got a Bad Desire; colors; finding beauty everywhere; grass &trees &flowers; Curb Your Enthusiasm marathons; love.

I'm out of words. Here's some more photos of how I've been spending my days: