For the first time in four years, I got drunk on tuesday night. It wasn't intentional, more like an awkward moment where I hadn't discussed with the person I was with that I didn't drink, and he's bought a bottle of wine to share.

So, I thought to heck with it. Just to let you know, I didn't quit because I had a problem, I just didn't enjoy it anymore. I did it all in excess way too young I suppose.

So I drank half a bottle of wine, and I was sick four times. After the second glass, I felt pretty good, I understood why people drink. I forced down the third to be polite, and the last half a glass was what pushed me over the edge. I don't know how people binge drink, or just drink to get drunk. It was the most revolting feeling, I wanted to die to stop the nausea, I was wallowing in regret and self pity, both of which I detest about drunks.

Needless to say, never again. I have faith that this won't be a hollow promise, at least not for the next four years, until I forget how horrific it is and decide to sample it again.

I am overwhelmed with the response my set has received. You guys are the sweetest ever, honestly. If you haven't had a look at it yet, I would be forever in your debt if you did.




I've also been drawing crazy characters:











The boobs are still coming!!

So I suppose it's time for the blog that's dedicated to pimping my Member Review set, but for a change I think I'll pimp everyone else's, and I'll just say a MASSIVE thank you to everyone who's written a little comment and clicked 'i loved it'. I think this set celebrates how far I've come in my recovery, and how happy and healthy I am now. I am so so honoured that so many of you liked it, and would love to hear your criticisms anonymously if you wish here.

So to start with the AMAZING ladies sitting in member review, I'd like to mention my best friend

Bow Soul Meets Body




It's such a beautiful, gentle set.

Lula

Such an underrated SG, she's crazily hot, creative, an amazing model and so overlooked.




DeeDee

This set took real courage to shoot, it was in public and she looks so fantastic here!



The AMAZING Suri

We don't have hardly enough PSSG's and this is a perfect example of how you don't need to be super skinny to be insanely hot.




and finally the stunning Boomie



She needs to be on the FP soon, she is the embodiment of SG.

And finally thanks so much for all of your dating stories, they made me cry with laughter! Some seriously disastrous stories there, feel free to post more to get me through my monday!

Thank you all so so much for voting, all the votes help so much!

For EVERYONE who does it, I'll take and send you your very own unique picture of my boobs! So please, please do it!!


http://www.ds3.citroen.com/uk/#/unique/detail/?id=5876



p.s. for everyone who's done it, i have your names, you are all on the boobie list!!!

if anyone could vote here for my friend to win a car, i would love you forever! you don't need to register, just click a button!!

here


p.s. i'll send you boobies

I can't believe it's March already.






p.s. (yes it is what you think it is)

I got my freak on.







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This week started badly, and has ended pretty awesomely. I have some amazing friends.

You were so beautiful, even at your worst. You were so kind and you didn't deserve this horrible illness, I'm so sad to see yet another one of you wonderful ladies go. I will miss you always, I thank you for inspiring me and the others to recover, even when you couldn't.

I hope to see you again one day.


Uni is amazing, I've made some amazing friends and really got into my course. We made a crazy viral film the other day using our costumes: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTrs8hVI-BE

I've done loads more work, I've been working my ass off and I'll photograph them soon.

Kisses and love from your small blonde friend.

I've never felt so sick in my llfe. Amsterdam was amazing, this week my life has been turned upside down. I have no idea how this happened, all I know is I want to curl up and avoid it until it goes away.