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It's a new year. Time for new beginnings, new aspirations, new adventures and lots of work.
To be honest, I feel exhausted even thinking about it.
I turn twenty this sunday. I'm fucking terrified. I was barely 18 when I started here, and the idea of no londer being a teenager scares the hell out of be. I'm the most irresponsible person in the world. I dress in big people's clothes, and have a big person's life, but all I want to do is to be looked after by my mum.
I started a 365, just like everybody else. Call me a lemming but I thought it would be a great way to positively document my recovery, day by day, just as I live it.
I haven't left the house all day, we are snowed in. I spent today finishing my university project and throwing up. I don't know what's happening to me, I think it must be a bug, but it's been 3 days and i certainly can't afford to lose any weight and undo the good work we've done.
I start my HRT's next week.I've heard they are a bitch, does anybody have any experience of them?
over and out.
To be honest, I feel exhausted even thinking about it.
I turn twenty this sunday. I'm fucking terrified. I was barely 18 when I started here, and the idea of no londer being a teenager scares the hell out of be. I'm the most irresponsible person in the world. I dress in big people's clothes, and have a big person's life, but all I want to do is to be looked after by my mum.
I started a 365, just like everybody else. Call me a lemming but I thought it would be a great way to positively document my recovery, day by day, just as I live it.
I haven't left the house all day, we are snowed in. I spent today finishing my university project and throwing up. I don't know what's happening to me, I think it must be a bug, but it's been 3 days and i certainly can't afford to lose any weight and undo the good work we've done.
I start my HRT's next week.I've heard they are a bitch, does anybody have any experience of them?
over and out.
JAN 06, 2010 03:06 PM
Ow, try to enjoy your birthday sweetie. Belive me: it's a special day. 
The new beginnings, aspirations and adventures is a natural consequence of your own good wishes.
Have a great 365 
JAN 06, 2010 03:08 PM
JAN 06, 2010 03:09 PM
I hope your birthday is good. The idea of turning twenty is much worse than actually being 20 
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JAN 06, 2010 03:17 PM
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JAN 06, 2010 05:38 PM
You're still adjusting to being an adult. The funny thing (to me) is I keep thinking you're older than you actually are!
Your "365" pics are great - you'd be easy to look at 365 days a year!
Get well soon! And happy birthday!
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JAN 08, 2010 04:52 PM
Love the new pic's, Happy birthday wish i was 20 again 
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