NOVEMBER 6, 2009 @ 01:10 AM


It's been almost a month since I was discharged. i've been in a daze, uni has taken a backseat, I've been procrastinating over projects, falling further and further behind, and then avoiding uni altpgether because of the anxiety around going in and failing.

i miss the girls in the clinic so much it hurts. i still do daycare twice a week, but i miss the closeness we shared, and the friendships i made. we are all reuniting in ipswich this saturday though, i can't wait.

as for uni friends, i've made a few good ones. our class is finally starting to bond, and a group of us did a live performance of baba yaga a few weeks ago:

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i don't really see what it had to do with illustration, but it was hella fun.

my dad came to visit me a few weeks ago, and i'm going to visit him on the 13th, and then i'm off to new york on the 23rd! i'd love to shoot a set there, so i might pm some of the amazing staff photographers to see if they have any free time.

i'm so proud of bow having her set go live, it was amazing, i hope you checked it out.

i'll post my halloween pics later today! off to uni i go!

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love x x
Comments
Zamuzel

Zamuzel

United Kingdom
September 2006

NOV 06, 2009 01:37 AM

I was a master procrastinator at Uni, it's amazing the things I used to do to get out of studying
Yeah Bow's set's really awesome,, she's totally sizzling in it love
Wow - being a redhead really suits you smile really pretty love
What did you go to Halloween as?

Lusille

Lusille

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

NOV 06, 2009 02:50 AM

Uni was a lot like that for me too, except without the fiends... blush

you're beautiful... and seem beautiful inside too

hope uni is ok today kiss xx

sminks

sminks

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

NOV 06, 2009 05:34 AM

so glad your moving forward and the adventures your having x

my first year of uni was a lot of buzzing around and thinking and over thinking about projects and then some how figuring it out in the end so i have every confidence you will do this too xx

have fun in new york girl x make sure you take far too many photos and buy some cute things... smile

78walk

78walk

Oklahoma City, OK
July 2005

NOV 06, 2009 07:15 AM

Glad you're doing OK. It's bound to be a process, but it sounds like you're well on your way. Have a great time in the U.S. - wish NY wasn't so far away from the Great Plains!

Anarchie

Anarchie

SUICIDEGIRL

Vatican City

NOV 06, 2009 07:41 AM

I've been in that cycle before, being ill, getting behind, avoiding, getting more ill from stress. You're doing the right thing though, putting it on the backburner, your health is most important, it can't wait, unlike Uni. I think you're really strong and I really admire you for how you've been battling your illness. Good luck with your studies.

jonnytrrrash7

jonnytrrrash7

Vatican City
February 2004

NOV 06, 2009 07:53 AM

i had a terrible time in college, in fact i never finished. i do hope you are feeling better!

Capote

Capote

Israel
October 2007

NOV 06, 2009 11:03 AM

Have a good time in NY.

Altaria

Altaria

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

NOV 06, 2009 12:53 PM

Jealous! Wish I could go to NYC! It will do you good to get away for a bit and relax. Have a nice time x

Lilac

Lilac

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

NOV 07, 2009 01:11 PM

too bad you live so far petite chat

Lilac

Lilac

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

NOV 07, 2009 01:11 PM

amazing photos as of late. chin up soldierette

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