so i didn't go to the creepy shoot on sunday. convenient lack of communication between both of us, so i don't feel bad in the slightest. plus, the money wasn't quite worth it.

i did have a really fun shoot in london yesterday, with the croatian lady, ad she's sent me one picture so far as a little preview



and i have a shoot tomorrow, which i'm extremely nervous about as it's one of the biggest things i've ever done; but i don't want to jinx it

it turns out that the scales that i've been using for the last year are completely fucked as well. i'm about three pounds lighter than i thought i was, which in all fairness was a pleasant surprise, but all those insecure days when i felt remotely fat becuase of what the scales read could easily have been avoided. plus i think digital scales in general are just completely inaccurate.

i'm going out with the boy tonight, for our anniversary. i'm going to shower and brush my hair and everything.

i'm kind of losing hope on my member review set, which is a shame because i had fun shooting it, and i have wanted to use my living room in a set for ages, so i hope it gets there in the end.

oh well, i'm just enjoying all the beautiful sets that i'm seeing on the front page. they make me happy.