SuicideGirl: Lyric
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Lyric dear me: be happy

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MAY 16, 2008 @ 06:25 AM

Id like to share a video with you all today

this is my personality in a vid... tho this is the side noones seen of me for a long time and rarely

Neon
Spaztick
FUN
actualy the last time I was like this was probably the show these guys played at last year on may 26th!

jumping up and down letting out all my goofyness to Cobra and TAI and Fob.. ugh that day was amazeing
I need a day like that again <3

Yesterday I hacked my moms email and facebook becuase she deleted me from facebook and I felt like being childish just like her! HA

my hello kitty bedroom set cleared customslastnight so should be here any time! HURRAH

PREGO BITCHING

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

yesterday I went for an apointment with my obgyn and he wouldnt check how far along i was and I quote
"im not going to give you an internal becuase I dont want you to go in labour becuase Im off untill tuesday"
IM SORRY BUT MY CHILD ISNT ON YOUR FRACKIN SCHEDUAL! Last week he told me id have her by thursday which was yesterday and now hes like talking like she wont come for a while still yet tells me he cant give me an internal becuase she might come Like WTH! he also repeated word for word the same shit he said on my last apointment.
AND
claires movements have slowed RIGHT down like less then a 10th of what they were
and im not having contractions anymore and her heartbeate went from 160 to 130 that is if he can even freaking COUNT
UGH!
I called the hospital and they stuck up for him saying everythings fine
then ekims mom tells us that her friend was in the same situation and her baby died
I just cried and cried all night im so frusterated
I want claire to be here and be healthy but she was soposed to be checked up on and he cancelled the fracking ultrasound becuase I was oposed to have her already now i havnt and I DONT KNOW IF SHES OK
UGH
frack



soon
soon
soon

fingers crossed

xoxo lyric
:i came here to make you dance tonight:

Comments
litlin74

litlin74

United Kingdom
May 2007

MAY 16, 2008 06:40 AM

Oh god honey, I'm sure everything is going to be absolutely fine. I don't blame you for freaking out, I'd be exactly the same but you need to keep calm and well for Claire's sake. One day this'll all be a distant memory and you, Ekim, Noah and Claire will all be fine and enjoying the summer, once it gets here.

Much love to you sweetheart, take care.

xx

Wooskie

Wooskie

Moncton, NB
November 2005

MAY 16, 2008 06:50 AM

I'm so sorry your doctor is such a douchebag!
I'm sending some good thoughts your way (and Claire's way)

Wolverine43

Wolverine43

Toronto, ON
April 2007

MAY 16, 2008 08:11 AM

oh ow I am sorry what a fucking moron that doctor is, I too am keeping my fingers crossed that both you and Claire will be OK.. Take care kiss

CandyCrimson

CandyCrimson

Philadelphia, PA
September 2007

MAY 16, 2008 08:31 AM

I hope she comes out healthy and adorable like her mommy! Waiting for anything isn't fun. I can't imagine how difficult it must be to wait to have her. Here's hoping for an easy delivery! kiss

Isolde

Isolde

HOPEFUL

I'm lost

MAY 16, 2008 08:35 AM

This might not matter, but all I can tell you is keep as calm as you possibly can. You might hate me for that or not want to hear it, but it's in yours and baby's best interest. Watch some movies or do something that makes you happy! Yeah, that doctor was an ASS for saying that...it was totally crossing the line. As a doctor of any sort, patient care and well being is top priority! The fact that he didn't want to do an internal on you cause it might ruin his weekend?! WTF! Just stay cool darlin' and all wil be fine. Post some pics of HK set when you get it! Best wishes to you and Claire! biggrin

discosleaze

discosleaze

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

MAY 16, 2008 10:05 AM

i hope your daughter is okay smile
your doctor sounds like a bit of a knob. i can kick his cock off for you if you like? haha
x

CaptainVonPink

CaptainVonPink

Glens Falls, NY
October 2006

MAY 16, 2008 11:56 AM

*hug*
yeah i know its a mess its how i live.
haha woot maybe soon then?

CaptainVonPink

CaptainVonPink

Glens Falls, NY
October 2006

MAY 16, 2008 11:56 AM

i already said it but ssc rocks

kilcher

kilcher

Phoenix, AZ
January 2008

MAY 16, 2008 07:14 PM

Try to stay positive and send Claire lots of positive energy. The mind is very powerful, more so than most realize. I'm hoping for the best and sending you two much positivity. love love

opir

opir

Sheboygan, WI
July 2003

MAY 16, 2008 07:29 PM

you r supposed to panic a bit.
especially when yer doc is a putz...

wish u could find someone that treated you like a person and not an assembly line preggo patient...

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