Music blog!!

im updateing my ipod becuase I plan on useing it for my "pain relief" any day now when claire comes!!
so as i go through all my music I thaught Id share some of my altime fave songs

DONT LAUGH!
some of these go back to my somewhat ghetto phase so be kind

here you go!

fave song right now

Beat it by fob ft john mayer
God im in love john mayer + fob = lyric in an orgasum induced coma
*showin how funky strong is your fight*


Smashing pumpkins - Disarm
if I could sum up ekim and I in one song it would be this one... I think he feels the same way =)
this song has also been like my pregnancy song every time I hear it it makes me cry thinking of clairebear <3
*the killer in me is the killer in you my love*


Smashing pumpkins - bullet with butterfly wings
when I started to hate my family I wrote the lyrics to this song on paper there were like 100 pages written with black sharpie of the lyrics to this song all over my walls..my mom shortly after admitted me to the hospital for mental evaluation.
*despite all my rage im still just a rat in a cage*


john mayer your body is a wonderland
tho it reminds me of an ex YUCK still love the song
*if you want love well make it*


Reba - Fancy
one of the most moving songs ever... It ment alot to me when I was little
*forgive me for what I do but if you want out its up to you*


Tea party - Walking wounded
Ekim has shown me just how talented this band is theire live music and the incredible instruments ugh loves it
*baby im not sthat strong*


Santana - maria maria
I have these groups of songs called my "bunk bed songs" I used to have a bunk bed when I was young and I had this mixed tape I made with songs on them and when my mom and her bf would fight id blast these songs this was one of them..
*remind me of the westsidestory*


michael peterson - drink swear steal and lie
I had a silly little girl in the basement with a hairbrush dance to this song lol
*I wanna drink from your lovin cup swear ill never give you up steal all your kisses underneath the sun and moon i wanna lie here close to you*


Spice girls - Mamma
this song makes me cry every time I hear it...especially now being a mom ugh im getting teary just thinking about it!
*mamma I love you*



Will smith - just the two of us
when noah and I left his dad this song made me cry my face off and when times are hard it made me think that no matter what noah and I will have eachother
*you can cry aint no shame in it*


Destiny's child - survivor
*I aint gone give up I aint gunna stop Im gunna work harder*


Ja rule Ft ashanti - whats love
my cat had kittens and I named each one of them names from members of murder inc lmfao GHETTO
*you talk to much man you ruinin' my vibe*


Ja rule Ft Jennifer lopez - im real
*only god can judge me*


Chantel K - All I can do
My wedding song <3 Ekim and I's song
*all i can do is love you*

and to finish it off

Shawn mullins - Rockabye
reminds me of another ex but it seems to fit so many parts of my life...
right now im pretty sure im justgunna have this song on repeate on my ipod for the entire time im in labour
*everythings gunna be all right rockabye*

Ill leave this blog up for a few days on my front page in case people dont get to make fun of me lol!
how hardcore am I eh? well heres a little bit of insight to why music means so much to me =)

Lyric xoxo
Rockabye