hey guys
i wanted to ask if any of my fans are lushes? if so i have something perfect coming just for you. let me know.
kisses
luxe :

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
glad everyone missed me, i have been very busy killing people , eating their flesh and selling it on the black market. it was fun a change of pace, but as i am a fickle girl i tired of it after a while and here i am again looking for some new adventures.who knows what ill do . life has been pretty swell... i moved into a new place, which is very 1920s starlet with my own dressing room and a lot of sassy little built in stuff. i really like it. i have been doing lots of school work and am very happy to be back in school, yay!
anyway i will try to be a more frequent writer, thanks for the emails, hope everyone is doing well.
ciao
luxe

hell!
i havent written a journal in a while,i have been really busy lately doing whatever it is that i do, and didnt feel the slightest urge to go near my computer. but here i am still feeling like the private excitements in my life, still want to remain secret. i hope everyone had a scrumptious thanksgiving. and i hope the rest of the holidays are fun for you all.i will write when there is something interresting for me to say.
kissses
luxe

hi
i am once again doing my new ritual of updating my journal on sunday evening, but really this time i dont have much to say. my weekend was really mellow, i got drunk at home, watched movies, and some other stuff too, which will remain unsaid.
what i really want to mention though is this tuesday we will be having some burlesque shows at devils point on 54th and foster. i know the last thing we did there was absolutely ridiculous, howevr this is completely different and the more friends that show up the better. having a good crowd with people who actually possess personality is a huge gift and a necessity.
so again its at devils point, 54th and foster and it is this tues.
any way, i am feeling slightly bored right now. so i think i will say ciao and hope to see some lovin faces on this tues.
xoxo

hey bebes
i am once again trying to gear up for the week ahead. i had to much fun this weekend. my best friend who just returned home from prague is staying with me so we are playing and having non stop gorgeous fun. shes very cuddly and laughs alot, plus shes really awesome in the way that she doesnt sweat nothin. i wish i could be a little less intense some times.
fuck!i am in love with this movie i saw last night called the secretary.itwas not only hilarious, but it made me hot, it was romantic, ande i totally identified with it in kind of a strange way. believe it or not, i too have a submissive side and i really enjoyed watching a film about that type of relationship, especially since it was sans all the usual whips and leather stuff. this movie was pretty good at showing how abnormal ''normal people" can be, which i think is valuable because no matter who you are , i truly believe every one has their own unique secret desires. its so beautiful when they start being gratified.
last night i also went to this kick ass show. i went and saw a ramones cover band called the romanes , they were so much fun. they wear wigs and do a perfect impersanation of the romones, i almost feel bad for saying impersanation because you can tell that it is something they love doing . at times i felt like i was really watching the ramones , thats how good they were. they are going to perform on veronica and i's band night at devils point in a month. i also saw this other great rockabilly band called the danged. all of their songs had so much twangy sexy inuendo. plus they were funny. the crowd was lame though so hopefully when these bands play at our night the crowd will do these boys some justice, and dance! or at least get up and move a little.
so right now i am listening to the jackson five and day dreaming about spankings and typos... i better go
some kisses to those who deserve them
luxe betta

i just finished reading the original hans christen anderson little mermaid, and it always strikes me as the most beautiful and tragic love stories.twenty times better than romeo and juliet.i like love to be a little pokey and painful sometimes its makes it so much sweeter other times.i also love how children stories from the last two centuries are so much more serious and brutal, they really evoke emotion and have really intense lessons. its like people were actually intersted in teaching children and scaring them alittle instead of pumping out disney sacarin bullshit over and over.
my weekend was gorgeose, i cooked really good food, listened to the rain, watched movies, read fairy tales and snuggled. mmmm perfect. now back to a week of killing people, stripping, drinking,worshipping satan, and eating meat.
my best friend ever returns from a year in prague tomorro too, which has me reeling with happiness, she is the coolest person in the world, and my only true partner in crime. good luck to who ever needs it.
luxe beta

i just wanted to say thanks to all the people that came to veronica and my karaoke night last night at devils point. it was so much fun, i got really drunk which is rare for me, cause i usually dont drink, and i sang my ass off in my very bad singing voice, which is also something i never do. i onlyalmost got into one fight too, so close...i tend to get a bit saaasssy sometimes!
i think that one of the people that i truly click with in this world is veronica, maybe when we are sober we are both a little at loss for words but when we get drunk we get into some very deep, LOUD conversations. wuv u v.
onto adifferent topic,yes,i have done alot of traveling.one of my favorite things to do is visit places i have never been, especially if i have met someone from there or have some sort of personal connection, now matter how obscur to a place. i really love cadaques, which is a tiny seaside town on the french border in spain. it is the home town of salvadore dali, and when you visit you can immediatly see what his landscapes are depicted from. the whole town is devoted to him, there is a bronz statue in the middle of the town and you can walk to his childhood home.there is also a museum in the neighboring town of figueres which is the Salvadore dali museum and it is fucking unreal. it is a huge absolute masterpeice. i am really thankful that i got to experiance that place, and hope to go back some day.
i am really honngry, so i am going to say bye bye for now.

soooo...
iwantedto say that veronica and i have finally gotten the details worked out for danger parade. the main event will be on tues, nov 28, and we will be performing with some other dangerous dames that you might know. how ever, that is still hush hush. there will also be events going on ever tues at devils point that will be featuring some of your favorite suicide girls. look forthe posters around town. please come, there will be some contests so you might actually win a prize!
on to other things... yes i do have a small fantasy of being a car detailer, and have considered studing it, because i think it would be rad to paint really cool cars. i like the mental image of my self doing that...how ever we will see what happens. i am excited that there are other beta lovers out there, my betas name is mars and he is such a bad ass. hes big ,red, and atotal fighter. he also lets me pet him with my finger if he is in the mood.
bye

hey kids
okay so i have been a bad suicide girl and have only submitted one journal, well heres a new one finally. first of all some facts about me. i am currently a dancer at three clubs, sassys, magic gardens, and exotica. dancing for me is a flexible fun job that i enjoy for the time that i am younge and in school. i am going to be studing radiology in the winter, and i am totally excited to learn about xrays and anatomy, and all that other medical stuff. my favorite color is aqua marine and my favorite number is nine. some things i am into are comic books, i am reading mostly kabuki right now, and i secretly am aspiring to have my own comic book. not so much to publish but mostly for myself as my own personal goal. i also used to surf when i was younger so i always love to talk a little bit about surfing with people who have played around and also avid surfers. i love shooting guns, cooking lots of food and of course eating, especially after a long day filled with machine guns and motorcycles.
i collect barbie dolls, and love really girly stuff,( except little dogs unless they have mass character. )
my main focus lately is Danger Parade which is a nite of neo burlesque that veronica and i are throwing once a month at devils point. its going to in volve theme shows, large props, sassy humor, and sexy dancing. the next on will happening at the end of nov., so please come, we will keep you posted on that. also if any one would like to help or possibly perform contact veronica or myself.
so far i am really enjoying the site , and will try to be more consistant with journals. talk to ya soon
lots of kisses and hey babies
luxe aka miss beta, mistress of the most gorgouse beta tattoo.
ps the tatoo on my back in those pics has since been covered by a stunning beta fish.

hey everyone
its nice to finally be posted on the site. thanks for all the luscious compliments!
xxxooo
luxe