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You're beautiful
Incase you werent sure, now you know the truth is...
you're beautiful.
when you were picked on for covering your eyes with your hair
when they tripped you down the hall to hear your chains bang against eachother
when you sat alone at lunch bc you parents couldnt buy you the "New Jordans"
you're beautiful.
when you sat in the locker room fully clothed
when the numbers on the scale dont say what you want
when the person you love doesnt know your name
you're beautiful.
Dont be selfish
when you shut down and become withdrawn
when you hurt yourself other hearts bleed
when you cry on the inside we cant hear you
Don't be selfsh, find trust, trust that you are beautiful.
Don't wait for invitations, throw your scale out the window, save your money,
dont waste time on someone who wont waste time on you.
you're beautiful
The people smart enough to realize that are waiting for you to turn away from yourself and over to them.
Its ok to say I need you, its ok to say I love you too.
you're beautiful.
-Lux
Incase you werent sure, now you know the truth is...
you're beautiful.
when you were picked on for covering your eyes with your hair
when they tripped you down the hall to hear your chains bang against eachother
when you sat alone at lunch bc you parents couldnt buy you the "New Jordans"
you're beautiful.
when you sat in the locker room fully clothed
when the numbers on the scale dont say what you want
when the person you love doesnt know your name
you're beautiful.
Dont be selfish
when you shut down and become withdrawn
when you hurt yourself other hearts bleed
when you cry on the inside we cant hear you
Don't be selfsh, find trust, trust that you are beautiful.
Don't wait for invitations, throw your scale out the window, save your money,
dont waste time on someone who wont waste time on you.
you're beautiful
The people smart enough to realize that are waiting for you to turn away from yourself and over to them.
Its ok to say I need you, its ok to say I love you too.
you're beautiful.
-Lux
In Replying to Fabrizias Suicides blog post I decided I really needed to update you all on my life!!!
it is totally crazy i think everyone has either a.d.d. or a.d.h.d. it depends on how you try and deal with it...unfortunatly i dealt with it by ignoring it, dropping out of college and living a completely overstimulated life lol that has been fun but over all not amounted to very much bc i find it SO hard to get Anything done. even things that interest me i end up giving up on bc my mind bounces from one thing to the next. i swear i have multiple thoughts AND conversations in my head at the same time, it gets so loud some days that i literally turn on the tv just to ignore myself LOL. nowww that im going back to school in sept iv given in and will be trying aderall for the 1st time this wk, ill keep ya posted on my progress!....hmmm this should be a blog !
and thats how i got here =) ha!
rmemeber in an earlier blog of mine when i said "i need a change im so bored with everything im doing now..." blah blah blah and i talked about what i wish i were doing... WELL this aries ram is grabbing the bull by the horns! so watch out!!!!
going back to school in sept to be a paramedic as I had mentioned in that blog. something i always wanted to do and i think if i can focus i could chanel all my talents into saving lives on the go...
its a 2 year course/associates degree. wish me luck!
my 2 secret goals as a paramedic
1. to save a gun shot victim
2. to deliver a baby
=) and starting off at 55,000 a year aint to shabby either!
it is totally crazy i think everyone has either a.d.d. or a.d.h.d. it depends on how you try and deal with it...unfortunatly i dealt with it by ignoring it, dropping out of college and living a completely overstimulated life lol that has been fun but over all not amounted to very much bc i find it SO hard to get Anything done. even things that interest me i end up giving up on bc my mind bounces from one thing to the next. i swear i have multiple thoughts AND conversations in my head at the same time, it gets so loud some days that i literally turn on the tv just to ignore myself LOL. nowww that im going back to school in sept iv given in and will be trying aderall for the 1st time this wk, ill keep ya posted on my progress!....hmmm this should be a blog !
and thats how i got here =) ha!
rmemeber in an earlier blog of mine when i said "i need a change im so bored with everything im doing now..." blah blah blah and i talked about what i wish i were doing... WELL this aries ram is grabbing the bull by the horns! so watch out!!!!
going back to school in sept to be a paramedic as I had mentioned in that blog. something i always wanted to do and i think if i can focus i could chanel all my talents into saving lives on the go...
its a 2 year course/associates degree. wish me luck!
my 2 secret goals as a paramedic
1. to save a gun shot victim
2. to deliver a baby
=) and starting off at 55,000 a year aint to shabby either!
My friends/neighbors really need our help!!!
My good friends, a couple, Jen and Loren lost their jobs a few months ago and have been searching for work non stop. in this economy we are all in trouble and bugeting like crazy but if you have an extra few bucks to spare and want to help 2 girls in need keep an apt pls donate on the link provided. They posted this link of facebook and I had no idea just how much trouble they were in! open you heart and your wallet and donate a few bucks so that my friends and 3 cats can keep a happy home. I will send many many karma points and positive energy your way!!! please and thank you SO much for even reading this =)
xoxoxo
Lux
SaveOurHome
My good friends, a couple, Jen and Loren lost their jobs a few months ago and have been searching for work non stop. in this economy we are all in trouble and bugeting like crazy but if you have an extra few bucks to spare and want to help 2 girls in need keep an apt pls donate on the link provided. They posted this link of facebook and I had no idea just how much trouble they were in! open you heart and your wallet and donate a few bucks so that my friends and 3 cats can keep a happy home. I will send many many karma points and positive energy your way!!! please and thank you SO much for even reading this =)
xoxoxo
Lux
SaveOurHome
VOTE VOTE VOTE!!!! for one of my fav SG's pls and thank you =)
Fabrizia new set!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Fabrizia/albums/site/17499/
Fabrizia new set!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Fabrizia/albums/site/17499/
im fucking bored and creativly stiffled!
i shoot nude full time. the only time i enjoy is is when i do a workshop and get to play dress up, shooting with magical images bc he lets me do and create as a please and shooting for SG bc i get to totally be myself in the pix.
Im so bored of what o do otherwise, i spend hours a dya booking myself and shooting 2-6 times a wk is so unstabble...
i want a job where i can look as a please and make decent money but that isnt a total fucking bore fest. any ideas? just throw them out there!!!! desperate for a new chapter here...
i shoot nude full time. the only time i enjoy is is when i do a workshop and get to play dress up, shooting with magical images bc he lets me do and create as a please and shooting for SG bc i get to totally be myself in the pix.
Im so bored of what o do otherwise, i spend hours a dya booking myself and shooting 2-6 times a wk is so unstabble...
i want a job where i can look as a please and make decent money but that isnt a total fucking bore fest. any ideas? just throw them out there!!!! desperate for a new chapter here...
