Sorry to leave you all hanging. It is encouraging to see so many concerned about my welfare.

I assure my my health, and home life are as prosperous, adventure filled, and awesome as it has ever been.
In fact, things have never been better with my tattoo shop, family, friends, and non-SG stuffs.

What I am not too sure of is my future here on Suicide Girls...
This site has been a huge part of my life the past 5 years. The people I have met (especially SG Can East & Columbus folks!), the places I have traveled, and moreso than the latter things, my enjoyment of going out of my way to mega-blog, participate in daily SG life, assist on 100's of photo shoots, the blood sweat and personal money I have put into running countless conventions to preach the glory that was Suicide Girls to any that would listen, even converting 100's of "anti-suicide girls" a-holes at conventions!
Also putting on yearly camping extravaganzas, weekly bar nights playing SG videos & giving out SG merch, and extracurricular mega club nights starring SG's. Hell, we even made a rad anti-Valentines video that, unfortunately, never saw the light of day.
Recently I have had experiences that have greatly shaken my confidence in this site, being here, and all that I have done.
It would seem that only months ago I was busy planning a set that I've had in mind for 5 years, and others that would push my standard for quality, composition, and poise (something I have always prided myself on), possibly starting to shoot Hopefuls in my area, and ramp up my participation on this site even moreso.

These days I find myself, as I said, questioning my being here having put my heart, soul, and body on the line for someone to either appreciate and nurture, or to dismiss and push aside as if it was rubbish.
Things are not going to be the same.

Now the question is where to go from here?
I do believe a hiatus is in order, in the least...we shall see.

I'm off to confer, converse, and otherwise hob-nob with my brother wizards.
-Luscious