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JUNE 14, 2012 @ 07:08 AM


HELLO (Kitty) That pretty much sums up my birthdayness! 24 appeared and passed with it's highs and lows as things seem to go at the moment.

My sister and friendlet organised me a surprise dinner with my favourites smile It was very hard not cry - especially when I had to cut my Hello Kitty cake in half!

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I've decided to begin my transformation into Hello Kitty this year ... smile

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Tadaaaaa!!!!!



I also got some epic presents, thank you talamia and Tarion. LOVE

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A Mark Ryden print lovelovelovelovelove
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On Tuesday evening I sat for another 2 hours on my leg so my owl is almost finished being shaded. I love him!

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The not so happy..

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My late boyfriends mother came round on my birthday and gave me an envelope filled with cash, she said it was all his money he had left in his wallet and it was his gift to me. I can't wrap my head around whether it's very kind or just very sad. Either way that event and turning another year just emphasised that deep absence I feel. I don't want to get older when I know he is suspended at 25 not able to grow old with me. My heart hurts so much thinking that every day that goes by I get further away from the days when I was with him. I want so badly to go back and relive those moments, I'm still so scared that he is gone, I hate that whats left is a murky memory of everything I once loved. I still love you my friend.



Here is a happy picture to end my blog with.

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P.S for anyone that asked YES I fetched that bra after the shoot!

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apocalypseMM

apocalypseMM

South Africa
February 2012

JUN 14, 2012 07:19 AM

ow. sad piece at the end...

Glad it was a good birthday though!

Tactical

Tactical

I'm lost
August 2009

JUN 14, 2012 07:19 AM

You are so awesome, happy birthday, looks like you had fun

Henika

Henika

SUICIDEGIRL

Slovakia

JUN 14, 2012 07:29 AM

You had an awesome B-day party! winkkiss

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

JUN 14, 2012 07:36 AM

Happy belated birthday.

Onyksi

Onyksi

HOPEFUL

South Africa

JUN 14, 2012 07:36 AM

Yay!

Also, your owl is beautiful!

I know exactly what you mean about your boyfriend being suspended at 25. I always think about how my friend never got to drink a legal beer or get a drivers license or any of that awesome stuff you get to do when you turn 18. At least we still have our memories of them, as well as photographs and the like.

Pyke

Pyke

HOPEFUL

South Africa

JUN 14, 2012 07:39 AM

Your whiskers= HOT!!love
I would have been ok with cutting that cake in half wink
I'm glad you had fun for your birthday even with the weird sad moment.
Your owl looks awesome.
Hang in there little lady

Arroia

Arroia

SUICIDEGIRL

South Africa

JUN 14, 2012 07:39 AM

The cake looks yummy, the presents look awesome and your owl is beautiful - love the details and shading.

I'm sorry about your late boyfriend (I found the blog post about it) and I know that nothing anyone ever says will make it any less painful, but I'm sure he's watching over you. *hugs*

Luffy

Luffy

SUICIDEGIRL

Canada

JUN 14, 2012 08:43 AM

Ugggh! That last little bit has me tearing up! I can't say that I would wish that feeling on anyone! Its not fair to you!
I think, now though he is able to be with you from a different perspective. I don't know the correct way of putting it, but I'm sure he is helping to influence good fortune for you, and protect you. Maybe not physically, but I think on a deeper level.
Hugsxo

Totem

Totem

I'm lost
December 2008

JUN 14, 2012 09:42 AM

I am in awe of your Hello Kitty cake. I love it!
On a sombre note, I can't fathom why your late boyfriend's mother did that really, but I hope she meant well and you feel okay about it. <3

Fische

Fische

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

JUN 14, 2012 01:54 PM

your birhtday looks so fun and happy. as for the not so happy, sounds like she meant well, must just be a hard reminder.
Lovely photos as always x

hodssorrow

hodssorrow

New Zealand
September 2009

JUN 14, 2012 01:57 PM

It's awesome you have friends that love you so much. Life can be sad but I hope your keeps growing and you continue to show the world how special you are.

catdad

catdad

Portland, OR
August 2002

JUN 14, 2012 06:42 PM

You continue to be adorable. Love the snail. smile

ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

JUN 14, 2012 10:04 PM

So glad you had a nice birthday!!! smile

Autrum

Autrum

SUICIDEGIRL

South Africa

JUN 15, 2012 01:51 AM

awww your presents look awesome! Yay for tinkerbell smile

legman

legman

Portland, OR
February 2006

JUN 15, 2012 04:21 AM

happy belated birthday!!biggrinbiggrin

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